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because of many reasons

WildeRebellion — Mon, 17 Oct 2011 15:53:00 MDT

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I love this picture for many reasons and not just because of Bryan's facial expression

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Though that is the main reason why I love it

Yes one of the many reasons I love the rain I love crying in the rain esepaicailly because everything will think it's just rain rather then tears of sorrow hurt and pain

OkamiTwins — Sun, 10 May 2009 11:36:00 MDT

Yes one of the many reasons I love the rain I love crying in the rain esepaicailly because everything will think it's just rain rather then tears of sorrow hurt and pain - Mizukiinrain.jpg

because it was after athletics i was in a good mood for many reasons) and met my sister

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ayent1 — Wed, 1 Jun 2011 09:41:00 MDT

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No matter how many times I get hurt because of you I won't leave you Because even if I have a hundred reasons to leave you I'll look for that one reason to fight for you

My Mother is my hero for so many reasons 2 many 2 write but the main 1 is bein there for me NO matter watI Love u Mom

onyxangel24 — Mon, 9 Apr 2012 09:53:00 MDT

My Mother is my hero for so many reasons 2 many 2 write but the main 1 is bein there for me NO matter watI Love u Mom - IMG_6859.jpg

I'm smiling because i know something you don't

Celestial Being Girls

Mrlee3077 — Thu, 14 Oct 2010 17:40:00 MDT

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One of the many reasons Gundam 00 is so popular is because of these three Cute sexy or strong there is something for everyone in these ladies of Celestial Being

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joi38 — Mon, 11 May 2009 02:49:00 MDT

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Dad I kno u r not my real father but u have been their for me for the longest now god put u on this earth for many great reasons and i am so blessed that i can call u dad because u r the greatesti love you

15 beautiful roses for what Absolutely nothing A just because gift from my baby Nd to those who wonder y him This is just one of many reasons

marrero92 — Sun, 8 Apr 2012 06:27:00 MDT

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Coolest Flight Ever

TaylorSwift13_photos — Sat, 26 Dec 2009 09:16:00 MST

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Rascal Flatts are the coolest guys ever for many reasons but mostly because they let me hitch a ride with them on their jet on the way to a show Coolest flight ever

A Mechanical Donkey

cread2008 — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 04:41:00 MDT

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Agni one of 3 Nepali airlines that play 'Chicken' here at Lukla I timed a 5 minute turn-around just enough for the pilot to have a peenNo fuel here bugger-all in fact Maximum stay is 15 minutes no room Runway is short a serious slope to it and the landing speed is high because of the altitude I can see many reasons why it has a reputation as the most dangerous in the world But I wish they would try and conceal the bits of planes that didn't make it

Monty Python Quotes

sidhe3141 — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 13:47:00 MDT

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How many times have games been put on hold because someone had to quote Monty Python Some GMs declare their tables Python-free zones for understandable reasons

The Wind Calls The Sea Roars In Reply

wilfredosrb — Tue, 4 Jan 2011 23:58:00 MST

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Why do we love the sea Is it because it stirs up so many powerful emotions within us Is it because of it's unlimited power and extreme vastness or simply because of it's incredible beauty I love the sea for all these reasons

Get A Lean amp Mean Body

TrxSuspensionTrainers — Tue, 23 Oct 2012 15:56:00 MDT

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We all dream Because dreams are free Sometimes to have a nice car sometimes to have a lot of money and sometimes for something else Everyone dream according to its need and requirements Some dreams more than others But the crux of the story is that we all dream There is a common dream that I have seen in so many people And that dream is to get a perfect well shaped lean mean body And when I say lean mean body that means a perfect toned up body which we normally see actors and models are having But unfortunately we do not work out like actors and models normally do Because many of us think that workout is hard It is very tiresome and because of so many other reasons

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skycowboy2 — Sun, 10 May 2009 17:23:00 MDT

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Please DO NOT try this Its a great way to lose many fingers or die if you DO NOT know what you are doing These animals are very dangerous You've been warned they are quite an aggressive species when irritated I have been interested in Wildlife since I was a very young child and have a lot of experience with venomous species This is an Agkistrodon piscivorus leucostoma (Western Cottonmouth) and it has a potent hemotoxic venom with some possibly fascinating properties as a pharmacological agent Hemotoxins can be used in clot busting drugs (ANCROD) and anticancer agents (Contortrostatin) In a study where ANCROD was used on 42 of stroke patients recovered their physical and mental abilities in three hours It is extremely important that we protect these snakes and other wildlife for many reasons not in the least because they may hold the key to solving human disease issues I caught this snake on an outing with Evan Coppage and Mason Forsythe on their cottonmouth surveying project Donate to the World Wildlife Fund at http:wwwworldwildlifeorg Photo taken 92608

Tandem

rupert-bear-2010 — Sat, 10 Jul 2010 03:28:00 MDT

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The screening process was too thorough for anyone to have been missedthis will be why Holland say's he must have had a false ID The solution that works is that some unfortunate soul was persuaded to read that message into a tape machine and then killed in an apparently accidental manner some time before the tape was posted Many experts decided he must have had a stutter or speech defect because of the hesitancy which can be heard on the tape well I say maybe he was hesitating for other reasons like trying to figure what was happening or going to happen when he finished readingListen to the original version of that tape again and try to imagine the possible circumstance of this man there is a copy in Offbeam Images They were looking for a ruthless serial killer playing games with the Yorkshire Cops don't you know This answer has never been considered by anyoneThe original version of the tape with the gaps left in can also be found here----- http:wwwyekmeukykrprhoaxtphtml

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randy911 — Thu, 13 Sep 2012 09:15:00 MDT

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This car belonged to my best friend Doug Jackson who tragically lost his life back in 1984 at the age of 20 The car sat in his fathers garage in florida then in Louisville for 15 years after his death I was allowed the honor of purchasing this car and owning it for 6 years Although I did general maintenance on it I could not bring myself to alter any aspect of the car for sentamental reasons This car was one of less than 290 I say this because Chevrolet DID keep production figures on how many cars came equipped with the factory in-dash tachand that was 290 However they did not keep track of how cars were optioned This car came from the factory with the 283 powerpack which included a 4bbl carb and a ridiculous power rating of 220hp 4spd trans and a 355:1 rear gear I sold it back to Dougs Father who is the original owner and he completed a full restoration on the car returning it to the original Madera Maroon color

Th Slip n' Slide

Angelica_Garza94 — Sun, 23 Oct 2011 22:23:00 MDT

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This past weekend I was taking pictures of the little water party my siblings threw and I managed to capture the shot of my sister attempting to throw herself onto the Slip nSlide I took this shot because it showed multiple concepts First of all the Slip n Slide gives the impression of one point perspective The fact that my sister is throwing herself onto the thing with the water splashing around her demonstrates motion and perhaps a bit of scale Even though my youngest brother is standing a bit farther away from my other brother the younger one of the two looks especially tiny in comparison I also like this picture because it was one of my sisters more goofy moments with the family Whenever shes around the younger ones she turns in to this great fun loving sister It is probably one of the many reasons my brothers look up to her so much

My family

Heartless553 — Wed, 24 Jun 2009 08:24:00 MDT

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Hi I'm Heartless And I am the girl who WILL give you an reality check if you're alsways hatin' on everyone or trying ti get attention or just being plain mean all the time I have a few best friends They are: (In order)1Alex 2Light 3Moka 4Rolo 5Nathan 6Icey The reasons why I like them is because: I like Alex because he's kind sweet funny and he rocks I came to like Light because he is cool funny awesome and sweet I like Moka because she is a nice girl true to life sweet and she helped me through labor I came to like Rolo because even though we didn't always like eachother we came around to and she's awesome Nathan is one of my bff's because he rocks is kind to everyone and is just plain awesome And finally Icey I came to enjoy her because she is a lot like me she is a riot and I love having her around And even though she can be annoying I love her like a sister Lol she is my RP sis XD Those are my bff's and why I like em' I have an RP family and they are: Icey (My sister) AcidxIce11 (My other sis) Light (My ex-husband) Isabella (My child) and She Daddeh I may get to have another memmber of the family and his name is Alex I want to marry him but for right now he is just my boy friend In have a child and her name is Isabella She has ginger colored hair orange green eyes peach skin but has rosey pink cheeks I love her so much and I am so happy to have her in my life I do not hate many people but I do hate one person That person is HOLLY I hate her because she tried to kill my baby she stole Light from me and when she said she'd grant me one wish it never came true So that's why I HATE her soooo much - The best songs that are out in the world are: (In order) 1Wanted 2Sasuke's milkshake 3Deidara toxic 4Let's get freaky now Those songs rock O3O And before I end this I have to say a few things I am an Assassion for Musad I was sent in this world to destroy everything beautiful and NO Seth I don't hate you I could NEVER hate u

Hale 2

Shaseeko — Sun, 14 Feb 2010 08:56:00 MST

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(haha yay yellow xDcontinued) Kyoya agreed (gave him a reason to kill) and the two wiped out Hale's village Afterwards Hale had asked Kyoya if he knew anyone that could help him see into the future so he could prevent something like this from happening again Kyoya told him that it was possible that he could do it for him but at a cost a few years from this day (didnt say how many years) he would have to take Hale's life Hale accepted the terms and Kyoya implanted into his eyes a way to see into the future About a year later he found a young girl frozen in ice whom was Shaseeko Once he freed her she told her life story to Hale and Hale became very interested in her (they both shared a hate from humans because of betrayal) Shaseeko had asked him to help take revenge on her brother and Hale agreed to it Hale decided the best way to find her brother was through other demons so he told Shaseeko to hide as a human and become a bounty hunter Although his real reasons for her becoming a bounty hunter was so humans would trust them so someday he could take his revenge against them (The end)

Suzumiya Haruhi

animetron — Wed, 13 Jun 2012 21:54:00 MDT

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Haruhi Suzumiya a first year student at North High School (in novels 1-8) and second year (in the 9th and latest novel) can be characterized as funny eccentric and somewhat unpredictable In the series she is introduced declaring her interests in aliens espers and time travelers and does not care for 'ordinary' human beings The last thing on her mind is a normal high school life With a burning desire to find such phenomena in the world she is generally unapproachable and finds ordinary people boring and uninteresting As a result of this many of her classmates choose to avoid and confront her She deals with her emotions by creating a parallel universe where she inadvertently releases transparent creatures who tear up and destroy everything that comes into contact with them Espers are the ones who can stop these creatures by cutting and destroying them because if these creatures are left alone destroying everything as well as the outer barrier it could affect the outside world She also likes to dress up Mikuru in random outfitsnnKyon is the first character to engage with her in a serious conversation From this encounter she gradually begins to soften up to others and starts to open up with her classmates Later on Haruhi took Kyon against his will and forced him to help her start the SOS Brigade thus she has taken an unknown interests to Kyon later in the series It is hinted that one of the reasons as to why Haruhi opened up to Kyon was that he resembled John Smith John Smith and Kyon are the same person

SHADOWED

charlaxici — Wed, 27 Jan 2010 10:52:00 MST

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SHADOWED nA Paroday Poem for Jesus Crisis n nShadowed n n nEye was wondering if Jesus was there and then suddenly you commented on a note somewhere and then eye realized John Burroughs only has his shadow paged between the coffee and the cakes the breaks you all take from your real lives inside your happy homes the few moments when we relate to one anothers tomes or quizzes or notes The leaving and the coming back the hours we all sleep the shadow there of friends we keep The seconds that it takes the facebook hierarchy to open pages the honestly mistaken that we do in haste and not thinking threw the reasons the other people have for never posting anythings not many of the people fall in love with someone just because they aer on facebook and they are nice and then the hate that people have for someone never met eye can't relate but what is love gone south but hate mixed up love disguised as missing this Jesus Crisus IN a never ending battle with the nerves we all possess between the meals in kitchens never dressed in linen cloth for guests lies the shadow knoes Forgive me iff eye look for Crisis Chronicles In Public and in private places searching now for Jesus on your Facebook

t5c meme

funlakota — Sun, 19 Jun 2011 18:05:00 MDT

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1 Hope is probably my favourite cat to play Old picture of Hope got recycled 2 I like Streamclan's territory the best But I got lazy here and just reused an image from an old meme 3 Falconstar of Streamclan is my favourite leader though it's only because he's been the only one to actually interact with my characters 4 My favourite scene was when Hope was pestering Basiliskfang at the Cloudclan camp My characters don't get a lot of action so I didn't have too many scenes to choose from though 5 Basically any cat that has rp'ed with me more than once qualifies as a favourite for me Least favourite is easy I despise Fernpaw of Nightclan so much She's given me a lot of heartache and headache for ripping off one of my characters and her story Sorry Cedar It's the truth 6 I like Tumblefoot and Daffy mainly because it's one of the few relationships I've followed I also like Subtlenight and Spikepaw Granted I do have cats involved in these pairings though the cat in Subtlenight and Spikepaw's is their daughter Dandelionbreeze 7 Possumscruff (Possumkit) is one of Tumblefoot and Daffy's future kits 8 Buster with anyone is an impossible pairing for two reasons First no cat would put up with such a confused cat And second Cedar is being a jerk and insisting on a second okay from Rainers for him That's not coming anytime soon so Buster has been effectively rejected after being approved 9 Frostdust is a little confused here she thinks that little bunny is one of her kits It's a funny idea I had for her but I'm not sure if it will be used in-story 10 Hope's sneaking up Rainpelt I like this one because it also represents how Rainers herself ignores me in the rp P Sorry Rainpelt I forgot to give you your puffy tail 11 I don't tag anyone

Kaien Shiba

endrance100 — Wed, 18 May 2011 07:12:00 MDT

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Birthday: October 27nHeight: 183 cm (6'0)nWeight: 68 kg (150 lbs)nKaien Shiba was the lieutenant of the 13th Division under Juushiro Ukitake up until his death at the hands of a Hollow that also killed his wife Miyako ShibanKaien a very ethical man was adored by many of the 13th Division members He was outspoken and bore a rough disposition but his down-to-earth attitude was one of the reasons why everyone looked up to him Kaien treated his fellow company members indiscriminately regardless of their social standing or rank Because of this he was popular among aristocrats and commoners alike within his DivisionnHe was the first person in Seireitei to treat Rukia like an ordinary person since her adoption into the Kuchiki family Until he came along she was treated with careful respect to her face and talked about and bashed behind her back She was grateful for the fact that Kaien treated her as an equal and it has been hinted that Rukia may have come to develop romantic feelings for him because of this She didnt pursue him because Kaien was already married to the third seat of the 13th Division Miyako ShibanKaien believed that one's heart was determined based on the prospects of fighting and protecting He was a firm believer in Captain Ukitake's policy on fighting which consists of two types of combat: 1) The fight to protect life and 2) The fight to protect honor Kaien took it a step further and believed they both end up being the same thing: Heart He believed that every time one connected with another a little bit of heart is born between them He thought of heart as not something inside you but rather what is born whenever you think of or remember someone else He believed that one's heart exists in others and that it remains with his or her comrades even after death Having held such views he believed that people should never die alonenKaien's favorite food was ohagi and he liked to take afternoon naps if he could

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Since I couldn't pick one of our breeds over the others and there's no Saluki choice I went with the Poodles originally This year it expires so I'm going to have them send me the 30-breed montage design I mean it's got Borzoi Afghan Bedlington Crested Irish Terrier Italian Greyhound Soft-Coated Wheatie and a whole bunch of other cool breeds (Australian Terrier Scottie Bloodhound Dalmatian Finnish Spitz Brussels Griffon Pomeranian Miniature Bull Terrier Border Collie etc)it's as if they had consulted me when choosing breeds xx Six strong favorites and a great selection of other rad ones Or referred to that old Pluto cartoon illustration in the Disney Dogs book that includes a Bedlie Borzoi Berner Irish Terrier Scottie and a few breeds similar to ones on the card WHYYY is that 1956 cartoon NEVER available for viewing ANYwhere D-X Anyhow Also love the terrier group (although why they only offer that one group I can't imagine) and the Canine Good Citizen one with the 'Zoi up front They have a variety of other breed cards that are all very cute (particularly the GSP English Springer Dachshund Lhasa Bichon Papillon Weim Collie and Dobie) but the ones in the pic be the bomb diggitiest When researching the options for my credit card (and deciding to switch to Chase because Bank of America sucked arse with their random fees for no reasons--even though my first card was cute with all of the many doggy faces in a circle around the perimeter staring down) the other choices were the Disney Visa with Nemo and Squirt on it or a Delta Skymiles card But the AKC one was the way to go because the points it accumulates can be used for ANYTHING---usually I just take money back because it can be spent on anything Why be restricted to only Disney merch or only air miles

ST550 took 5th place from the 20 best products in 2009

mikiJessica — Sun, 6 Dec 2009 19:06:00 MST

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As the year 2009 is almost gone many gadgets and magazines started to rank the best products of 2009 as well as BusinessWeek BusinessWeek web magazine choose the 20 best products for 2009 and Samsung ST500(TL220) took 5th place n nPeople around the world liked ST500(TL220) because of hits front 15 LCD screen since it made easy to take self-portrait As the rate of social networking sites users grows many people started to take self-portrait to upload on their own site or blog However it was not easy to take self-portrait because they could not see themselves while they take their own photos To clear that problem ST500(TL220) has been invented n nBusinessWeek gave a compliment on that point too easy to take self-portrait with front LCD screen Furthermore ST500(TL220) has animation feature displays on the front screen while take a picture and that helps children to focus on a camera Not only the animation feature for baby but it also has the countdown animation so people can notice when to smile and pose when they take a group shot With wide-angle lens and recording HD movie features ST500(TL220) gives more than just standard point-and-shoot cameras BusinessWeek gave reasons above why they picked ST500(TL220) as the 5th best product for 2009 n nThe other pleasant news is ST500(TL220) is not the only product that Samsung got awarded in this competition Samsung 8500 series LED television took 3rd place and BD-P4600 Blu-ray player took 10th place from this competition It is such an honor to Samsung that BusinessWeek picked three products of Samsung as the 20 best products n nIf you want to read the full article and check out all of the 20 best products for 2009 please click here n nWe thank all consumers who bought and loved Samsung products and also thank to BusinessWeek about this article n nWe hope everyone can enjoy their holidays with Samsung products n nSamsungImagingnet

Bella Swan - BIGGEST MARY-SUE EVER

V-chika — Fri, 25 Jun 2010 18:23:00 MDT

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Ugh how much I HEAVLY DESPISE (not hate xD) this character She's stupid and poorly idealized I mean really when I FIRST read the book (december of 2008 xD Christmas present) I thought it was FANTASTIC xD Poor meAnyways when I read the book I read this part of the book where Bella first went to school and every guy just fell in LOVE with her I was like WTFthen when I got to the part where Bella and Edward were at the forest and Edward went in the sunlight and it said that he sparkled I was like then I re-read it again I still didn't get it I read that part SOOOO many times (I lost track xD) that I skipped that part because I didn't get it at all Now after I know the definition of Mary-sue like 1 year ago that's when I REALLY started to not like Twlight anymore -PLUS you know how Bella's whiney and a POOR EXCUSE OF A WOMAN (woman should be STRONG) she BEGGED for friggin' SEX from EdwardI was like omigosh really - And also when she got pregnant with that lil' vampire baby with that HUGE-MISPELLED-NON-CREATIVE-CONJUCTED-NAME-OF-ROSMARIE-AND-THAT-OTHER-VAMPIRES-NAME name when you're pregnant you're BODY is suppose to get BIGGER (as in thighs arms HIPS ESPECIALLY) Bella didn't even get one single pound on her instead she got ANOREXIC-LIKE skinny And the HORRIBLE-WRITING-AUTHOR Stephanie Meyer is actually an overweight American while Bella Swan is like 110-115 pounds (I'm not even like that xx) Like I said poorly written story xD I'M JUST STATING MY OPINION HERE SO IF ANY BIG-HUGE-TWILIGHT FANS FIND THIS OFFENSIVE YOU CAN NOT REPORT THIS BECAUSE IT DOES NOT GO AGAINST PHOTOBUCKET RULES IT'S AN NON-HATE PICTURE SIMPLY STATING OPINIONS Anyways I can also find MANY other reasons why Bella's a mary-sue (and Edward a MAJOR gary-stu) but Photobucket has this limit-thing Dx TELL ME YOUR OPINIONS I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK :) BTW majorly important Type in Friggin' Twlight on youtube xD

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My philosophy of football is simple it is just simple football very direct style long ball clear the ball always no dribbling no tricks no hesitation If you set yourself the goals don't think too much just keep on going is fine no matter success or not It is liked I scored my first goal in 3 goals recently I shout when I am on space I get a touch outside the box with player usually would think about beat the defender but I just arrow the ball to the top corner Yes I think I will lose possession or the defender will block the shot if I try to dribble the defender n nI would think when I play sweeper I do not need to run too many but when I look at the video which is taking by my girl friend amazingly I find that I have really run a lot use my body to block the shot or close down the striker I love football but I love Norwich City too so I will keep on going keep on playing similar to the Canaries flying high in the sky n nPROFILE: nName: XXL16 nHeight: 173cm nWeight: 250 lbs nThe proudest thing in football: The founder and the chairman of Hong Kong Canaries the Official Norwich City supporter branch in Hong Kong My e-mail and contact can be find in wwwcanariescouk Being known by the Norwich City Officials staffs and players being have dinner together with Gary Holt and Adam Drury and being giving a lift by Darrren Huckerby from Colney Training Ground to Carrow Road clubshop nWho am I: Very popular in the football discussion group either in Hong Kong or Norwich because the statue of the first Hong Kong based Norwich City fans When Norwich fans come to Hong Kong for any reasons they want to chat with me I start to play football at Form 1 in the secondary school from the car park pitch to the indoor soccer arena in Canada then back to Hong Kong's hard ground and grass pitch even play in the University of East Anglia at Norwich City a few times Play football more than 20 years but never want quit football

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thatdavey — Thu, 29 Jul 2010 16:57:00 MDT

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Tearing down the virtues of an individule is a crime It is something that can be done with the omnipotences n nTHIS IS THE PERSONAL ACCOUNT: n nWhen I was a young boy in the year of 1982 (there were a few other important dates before this that led up to this) I was a part of a war in the heavens that involved the use of the omnipotences I was only nine years old on the earth when this happened The following events stratigecly took place while one of my brothers was in the womb of my mother Assault artists often hide behind the lifetime of another n nDurring this war an entire planet with individules who previous to that occasion had never been assaulted before with uses of the omnipotences were indeed assaulted (This one has many times in spirit form) The founder of this other innocent planet was also apart of our heavens The primary instigator and assailant behind this war and the wars that followed attacked me repeatedly on these foundations n nThis resulted with many terrors and belifes about Gods and omnipotent uses They made me suffer terribly with much grief unaliviated with no attribution nor explination on the earth form me to account for the suffering that I had experienced and continued to experience n nThere is no equivelent to this method of tortures implimented to achive the relocation of planets with omnipotent uses She wanted for there to be no account of this these treasons and trecheries demised She wanted for it to be the greatest in the history of these uses She wanted for it to be the greatest demised then possible for another and then for others to follow the same pattern n nIt wasn't the greatest however n nShe succeeded when I was a young boy with this plot She succeeded with a treason against me in another life in my other lifetimes then succeeded again with great holds and converted several to impliment it again with treasons She did it in new light She committed several assaults with omnipotent treasons in stratigic bridge points of these same galaxies n nThis time in our time-conitiuum was many thousands of years in the times of other planets I also suffered a gay-lock at this time with omnipotent uses n nThese of my other selves were greatly harmed mortified and humiliated I have felt the pains from all of these lifetime and identities from when they were assaulted I experienced life as they did with the great many pains as they did with one another n nShe sent many to abuse me (in the heavenly forms as well as in other incarnations that I have at other locations) while growing up They still harm because of her agendas and her demise and her over throw of a few of my kingdoms She was sure determined to keep every family member in her demise She was sure to keep my earthly soul and to keep key people humiliated with a worth n nThey advertise these assaults with our planet(s) That is why they came here and invaded our heavens and invited people to do the rest They invited people here to keep these assaults with heavenly artists with their craft to manifest others with a chain of events and leave the innocent to be blamed and set up for disaters n nAmong these tactics to set up people with past crime (some of whom may have reconciled approriately with truely virtuous hearts) to be remanifested by other individules to assault people and other planets unessicarily The completely innocent were also manifested to assault unecissarily to harm others n nThese very innocent people are very emberrased (and even mortified) with the crimes they were manifested beyond their control to committ as well as tortured into doing People like this are sometimes taught to deny it as a skill sometime people are coerced with tortures by people who want them to deny it for harmfull reasons It could be that you may discover that you are one of these n nAmong such tactics was the book that insured a virgin to concive in the heavens and then to conceal the past crimes of her innocent son and to be venerated against a foe his past and true self Had they not invaded we would have no such messiah nor a YHWY nor many others that represent obsticals and the obsticaled n nThey also bring in to our heavens inocent groups of different people who have different dispositions who suffer mass assaults in our innocent heaven They do this routinely with people from stratigic planets in their respective locations that are very different n nThis woman and her colleagues were the primary assailants behind the invasions of this and other heavens durring these wars It is also her who implimented the tactic of pestilence of AIDS on our earth as well as introducing AIDS onto a few other planets as a criminal sign on the planets AIDS is a new pestilence that was not on the earth before this time These teams switch pestilence as a method in demises and conspiracies n nThe crop circles are also a method and a demise of tyrannies and captivities as well as a sign on a planet once something may have occured When criminal artists are not able to demise with a method such as with a conception desired they may use such a resort n nThat is why the first quadrant is subdivided with the earths distructions because it the art of corrupt heavens that are in our heavens The strategy changes from one quadrant to the next What happened in quadrant 2 King David who is recoded in the Bibles What will they continue to do They do not want for other Davids to be recorded or well known because they use them as assailants in captivities that have no choise but these demises

DR ING JESUS ADOLFO GOPEZ: THE CAUSE OF CORRUPTION IN FEATI University

doggiebrownie — Sun, 10 May 2009 17:26:00 MDT

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The current President of FEATI University Jesus Adolfo Gopez was called a laughing stuff in this University because he can't make the school regain its popularity in the mid 50's and 60's Dr Gopez always laugh the students and graduates of FEATI instead of identifying the weaknesses and make a solution to the problem He told Mahihinang klase ang mga graduates ng FEATI unlike in UP where he graduated He always stress in his speech that he will make FEATI like UP in Quiapo On his term Dr Gopez was the first President who created a hidden organizational chart that never been used in the Philippines school for the sake of his barkadas in high school and friends For example of his hidden organizational chart there was a VP for Academic Affairs Deputy VP Asst to the VP and Executive VP since the enrollment in this University was around 800 students in a year and decreases by 60 for every year Like Mr Cesar Domingo (former classmate of Dr Gopez in the Philippine Science Highschool) who is the current Deputy VP Department Head of Business Administration and Asst to the VP (so many positions he handled) But if you noticed Mr Domingo is a graduate of Industrial Engineer There were many positions in FEATI that you only heard in the administration of Dr Gopez like Dean Emeritus Deputy VP Assistant to VP and many more For example Arch Joycelyn Mananghaya (a friend of Dr Gopez) Dean of Architecture come to FEATI University ten times a month She was very unkind to the Architecture students and her colleagues She was among the highest paid salary The administration spends money for his friends but there were no development in the school not even to increase the population of FEATI by 10 This is the main reason why FEATI will collapse two years from now Dr Gopez published good things about themselves in FEATI websites They give awards for themselves The FEATI University community embarrassed of these strategies especially the alumni who have been in the University for more than 30 years The boosting of calling an engineer like Mr Bernard Letrero (dismissed in Central College of the Philippines because of making money to his students) and a gay IE faculty Mr Cesar Domingo and Ms Jovy Factor who were graduates of IE and Computer Engineering were using in their memos the word engineer and demanding to be called an engineer even they dont hold a license permit from the PRC It is also understood that once a student finished his course in engineering can also be called an engineer beside Mr Gabriel Intengan was addressed in FEATI website as an engineer even though he didnt passed his licensure examination in mechanical engineering Aside from that the President is addicted to liquor since he himself has a big stomach when he assumed the Presidency of FEATI University compared to the position he handled in FEATI as a Director of Research He was not a model to the youth since he has many wives He allowed them to enter in the campus and used his authority This was spreading to the learners and youth inside the University The President should be the model and clean to the eye of the youth Dr Gopez claiming that he was a former classmate of the President of MIT Mr Reynaldo Vea He spread to his colleagues that Mr Reynaldo Vea has many failed subjects in UP He wanted that he was intelligent rather than him since he was claiming he was once a magna cum laude of UPDr Gopez allowed only using the elevator for them but if you noticed this is a part of tuition fees of the students This is the only school under the administration of Dr Gopez that the students and faculty were not allowed to use elevators There were no questions about his educational attainment because he always boosting his achievements once he has a speech in the University and telling to the creditors of the University The output of his residency in FEATI tells that there is a constant decreasing in the number of student population and the University doesnt gained profit The management styles immaturity personal life and misbehavior were reasons he was not acting as a model President of the University The University should look also the College of Engineering since there were many department head position created since there were 150 students enrolled The management should hire a young dean to this college and not as old as Dr Rogelio Panlasigue or Dr Genaro Marzan since the department heads were doing the assignments of the dean The current dean of engineering is not helpful to the college instead they add more problems to the college The Board of Trustees should eliminate the position of department heads and create one coordinator to save the profit of the institution To regain the University respect and increase the population of FEATI Mr Francisco Segovia and Margaret Segovia should observe and participate in the dialogue of students teachers and parents and not relying to Dr Gopez bias statement

Spain XD

KataraSasanoi — Sat, 28 Aug 2010 00:45:00 MDT

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omffmb I HAVE LIKE NOT EDITED ANYTHING AT ALL THIS WEEK DX I feel so ashamed TT but I edited this XD which i really don't like at all -3- my mouse was giving me crap -3- and I'm sick and was not really trying therefore I think it came out crappy DX and I made this outta Hungary XD the joy of getting rid of all that HAIR -3- but I did it XD somewhat good oO XD ok anyways she is at War XD with who do u askXD guess -3- XD none other than her fav person in da world XD IGERSU XD i think i spelled that right oO XD well Arthur XD and now I must edumicate chu all on what the heck is going on XD this is the time of the Spanish Succession War and at the time Gibraltar was under Spanish rule and that was her city but the Dutch and English came sneakily(yesh cause they were too afraid XD)and captured Gibraltar in 1704 on August 4th(yesh i memorized it XD) and basically her Arthur and the Netherlands had a battle to see who would keep the city and she put up a fight for 9 years until she was forced to give it to England due to the Treaty of Utrecht in 1713(yeah she was not happy about that -3- XD)she refused to leave her city though so she stayed even though Arthur had control of it so basically he like put her through torture until she left oO XD how nice XD but after she left she tried to take her city back in 1729 and 1779 during the Revolutionary War and was allied with America and France(yay XD well France idk about -3- XD)but she failed TT but then she tried to negotiate with Arthur twice but failed as well because the citizens didn't want to back under Spanish rule(yeah she was very angry oO XD)so then her new city is Barcelona XD and this is one of the many reasons SHE CAN'T STAND ARTHUR oo XD and chu all have been edumicated XD and now u know when I do research I RESEARCH THOROUGHLY oO XD OMFFMB I JUST FOUND MY OLD COUNTRY PROJECT FROM LIKE 7TH GRADE OO well actually i found it awhile back just never mentioned it oo XD I did Taiwan for some odd reason oO XD I was on something XD

goldsworthy essay

dancur4lifee — Mon, 11 May 2009 00:31:00 MDT

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Goldsworthy does not just create any art of just through plain thought he uses nature to inspire him it seems that he really wants to talk through his art He dosnt want the art to say oh look this is cool he wants it to stand for something something important that screams its there that it isnt just a painting or a model He puts his heart and soul into everything he does He wants to speak to nature and nature to speak to him It seems that by making all the art work that he makes peice by peice he understands more of what he is doing more of nature and how to work with it Andy Goldsworthy has a really specific style he does more work with nautre and more creative things He also has a specific sort of sign that he always uses This sign is like a snake just a squigly line He uses it in alot of his work If someone was to line 10 works of art in a line you could recognise which one was Goldsworthys just by the sign He creates art from everything leaves icicles to rain Everything he makes has feeling and emotion It makes you want to stop turn around and look at it again to try to understand it but of course you cant because it is so complex and you just cant help but keep staring wondering what it means or what it stands for Its so captivating it draws you in He also uses everything in his ability He knows that if he makes an icicle sculpture that he should wake up really early to make it so by the time the sun comes out and hits the icicle where he wants it to hit then he will be ready to sketch or photograph it It also seems that he uses sketches and photographs to capture the essence of his art Its like what Andy Goldsworthy said Movement change light growth and decay are the lifeblood of nature the energies that I try to tap through my work I need the shock of touch the resistance of place materials and weather the earth as my source Nature is in a state of change and that change is the key to understanding I want my art to be sensitive and alert to changes in material season and weather Each work grows stays decays Process and decay are implicit Transience in my work reflects what I find in nature It is like this work of art he made he was by the river and there were little sort of cylinder things that were just in the rock or sand and while he was walking through the river he would find these little brownish red clay rocks that he would grind up and place in the cylinder holes in the rocks This created such an impact on your eyes when you looked at it The contrasting colors of the dark blues and browns to the blood red was amazing I wanted to use this picture for my example because i think this picture is interesting for many reasons One I like how the two colors contrast The bright green and the subtle blue really look cool together I also like how it seems as if it is more focused on the grass in the back and not so much in the front The last thing i like about this picture is the glare on the one strand of grass I think it sort of finishes this picture Goldsworthys art really speaks and I hope that is what i made this picture do

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thatdavey — Thu, 29 Jul 2010 16:57:00 MDT

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With the intentional discrepencies made with the omnipotences in crime such discrepenceies cause changes with not only with our apperances but also with our anatomies n nOur bowels developed with the great hold of several population groups and courts It is a relflection of many primes with this agenda Treasons with the omnipotences infact create un-consumateable primes Such primes need to be consumated not from these treasonous holds and treacheries This can be done with alternate obits in the cores other axises possibly from these orbits as well n nLiteraly our un-metabolised food eaten our fecal matter our shit (pardon my language) is a relfelction of such treasons and treacheries If these treacharies did not succeed we would metablolise every thing eaten This is the case in other orbits There are also orbits where we do not even need to eat durring our fleshy lives This is because of consumatable primes n nThere are also suns that have been developed by the innocent with in such holds that bear the light of this truth n nWhat did the temple lights mean anyways Should we eat certain foods Humm n nWhy did certain groups with in the hold of such treasonous agendas want dietairy restrictions n nAll food is ment for our consumption If it is on the earth and eatable we certainly have the right and perogative to consume it and we should n nTo the mormon have a glass of wine as you once did Have a cup of coffee too n nTo the kosher Jew eat the pork and the other cloven hoof its meant for you and your justices n n nIf you are from such population groups investigate the matter Was there ever a time in these histories (hence these agendas) where you could n nWas it on your sacrament tables Was it required coffee for you to bring across plains and store Yeah it was Why did it change Was it someone with omnipotent use that made that choise Does it in anyway stifle the consumation of love and comradory with your families Yes it does in very hidden ways I recomend that you have a beer with your brother and develop love in fuller ways than what your worship regimine may provide n nPeople dont want foods in the belly nor a history of digesting certain items for different reasons that I consider obsolete and of much less worth than the restriction that they demand for their arts I consider it an oppression n nI am against the dietary code called the word of wisdom as a restriction which it presently is in mormon requierments and I see this as one of many sabotages of our efforts in our heavens n n nSome of our other identitiesreincarnations dont even have bowels like ours nor fecal matter God didn't have facal matter with digestion durring his original lifetimes on the core planets in such orbits n nAt the time of the incarnations of Mary and Joseph the nation of Israel were very accostemed to the consumptions of pork They farmed swine They along with Jesus consumed pork very regularly It was in their diets n nBrigham Young owned and operated his own breweries in the Salt Lake Valley He consumed it regularly

i just 4got 2 take dat shyt off

moneyjunkie91 — Fri, 14 Sep 2012 10:22:00 MDT

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Bad things you do Let me walk home alone (2) (high both times)Spread rumors about e to yo family saying we did everything imagine able (example: Carmelisa)Degraded me in photos (2)Called not only me but my family disrespectful namesLet his family call me all kinds of stuff (example his mother and sister called me a bitch)Lied to me continuously about anything and everything (Example: Claims hed die or do anything for me)Smokes and drinks (said he stopped for me hard to believe when he wouldnt for his mother like she wanted but when she said not to walk me home you listened)Always into criminal acts (said you bout to get your life back hard to believe when you did do it for you whyd you do it for me)Finding the littlest reasons to break up with me all the timePlaces everyone and everything before me (proven once again because you didnt and wouldnt even walk me home you let me go aloneAlways tryna touch or have sex wit me ( mainly touch the sex one was last yr)Thinks Im an easy target ad easily minipulatedTends to call with mess (yelling arguing and screaming)Lazy (never cleans)Concieted (unless I say he ugly than he claims he think so to )JealousSays he hates me when were arguing On the verge or getting locked upStubburn Always tryna say hes right (most times he is so neva mind dis dont count)Needs jesus (and prayer cuz incase he dont know he got demons in his room OMG)Had me lie for him not only to my family but to his (had me lie on many occasions)Tends to have a lot of court datesHas a lot of mouth (always talking shyt)Looks for fightsComplans about me having male friends Dogs and disrespects my friendsSpeaks does bad actionsnever thinks (think before you speak so you want have ny regrets or at least not as many)Always tryna catch me doing wrong or cheating Claims when I miss his calls Im on the phone with someone else or avoiding him OMGSay only my opinion count to make me feel special yet anotha lieHis mother and family let me walk home alone in the ghetto didnt eve follow to make sure Im safe(dats his fam not him but I think his mom seen me as a prostitute for her son rather than what I should have been treated asHis family and him said they love me (liars)

Eqwaileye

Trixal — Sun, 10 May 2009 23:25:00 MDT

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I sort of made this mistical creacher up and named it Eqwaileye This particular one is femail and has spacific traits as a charicter I created It has the body of a lion or other kind of large cat It has the head of a grey wolf or other kind of dog or wolf It has the tail of a red fox or other fox depending on your preferance And it has the wings of a silver owl or your preferance in owl specias or other bird This particular ones wings are not drawn acuratly I have trouble drawing some things so there more of angel wings hear But my charicter has wite wings with gold tips with black and silver all through out its fethers It is a creacher of stelth and silence stalking its prey A silent creacher of the night it hunts for all kind of game It is also smart like a dragon and usualy is found in packs It's powers verry in differances but the most basic are to change it's size It is usualy rufly the size of a large lion maybe a bit biger All it's parts are prapotionate to its body whatever its size It can usualy go as small as a small cat or even a mouse and it usualy can grow as tall as a house They don't usualy grow much biger than a lion though because it is impractical But they will often have two favorate sizes and will enterchange from one to the other periodicly It also has telacaneses It can move things with its mind and can hear your thoughts It can even go into your brain with out you being awair of it and find all your memories and what you know They can change your memorys if it so pleases them and can also leave with out letting you know They are feerles creachers and will walk up to anything or one that pleases them They are also verry prowd and dangerus You don't want to anger them Usualy they are verry protective of there pack or there chosen human compainion They will chose a compainion not the human They can fly in silence on the wings of an owl and make no sound Thouh they do have a tendency to Whoot at the moon There voice can also range in pich and sound They have an earthy voice that may sound of nature such as rocks or wind When they Whoot it is somthing between a woot and a howl Though you can only understand them if they wish you to There is not many of them for different reasons and they are not offten seen or if they are the ones who have seen them's memory is erased of that particulare setting They may even give you a false memory They can be mischivious and like to toy with humans and other creachers They rome and have no particular home in one spot There claws retract but are sharper than normal lion's claws They are more like small dagars in feel They have verry sharp teath though they are usualy verry gental cairing crachers They do not kill for fun but for food Though they do enjoy the hunt and will often hunt and not kill just trap and then let them go If the prey getts to easy they will move on to other lands and different pray They usualy are verry gental creachers and though mischivious don't hurt people or any thing for fun They do not like to kill and respect all life They also often have elimental powers Sometimes all sometimes only one or two It depends on the cracher They basicly will do as they please Though there personalitys can verry these are just basic charicteristics Like any other species they have there evil and out cast but not many because it realy doesn't run in there nature They often find a human they like and follow it or keep it around as a pet Well usualy the human thinks it is the other way around They will help if they think it is nesisary but usualy they simply like to wach and toyal in things that shouldn't concern them They are verry cunning crachers and are extreemly inteligent More so than humans

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thatdavey — Thu, 29 Jul 2010 16:57:00 MDT

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The Eye of Providence represents an aspect of the friends head omnipotence and court 31 (a sub-court of court 8) n nThe friends value pertains to many different people and population groups who use the omnipotences and how they need to consumate their loves their friendships with one another n nThe people behind these progects chose this symbol to be upon our dollar bill for reasons that are related to treasons in heaven against this council of 48 and its crowns Sometimes crowns wish to be independant from one another and this is the project behing the US Constitution The eye of providence with this pyramid was added to the dollar bill much time after the constitution was written n nWith each head individules who may use the head omnipotence a different crown is for n nCourt 5 (a sub-court of court 2) pertains to the consumation of Gods love as a God and the ten steps of the crown for the consumation as a God God the King a God with the kings consumated virtues Court 31 (a sub-court of court 8) pertains to the consumation of such Gods with one another Gods with virtuous friendships and crowns n nThis is a requirement in order to retain ones own God Name n n(NOTE: These are actualy not sub courts I just need to classify them differently with their relatioship with the twelve sets of four courts in each of the twelve sets) n nThe freemasons wereare diests The people in the heavens behind the US constitution wanted a reflection of the faith of Gods in plurality with this govenment because of the prevelence of the faith of monotheism which Christianity was apart of at different times in this earths histories n nThere was another project behind King Henry the eigth and the seven before him Henry is the 28th councilman of this set of 48 councilscourts This is relevent to the declaration of independace our our US constitution that is for many nations and kingdoms The Declaration of Independance was written for every one not just the US This is not only an earthy matter It represents the conflicts in the heavens It was written for many heavens that have the agenda to be or are in need of the rescources to be independant soverigns and kingdoms that can consumate their loves as such n nThe pyramid has specific angles that are relevent to a future soverign kingdom and other kingdoms The angles of this pyramid is not at 60 degrees as does the pyramid with the thrones n n(Interesting note: The consumation of love with the omnipotent freinds virtues can be done reguardless of the consumation of love with the Royal King or Queen virtues Any consumation of love with the omnipotences is with the God valuesvirtues People who help in the heavenly forms do so with the friends virtues and with the omnipotences There is a difference between Gods who rule and Gods who do not rule Gods who rule do so with the Kings or Queens consumated virtues Friends who help from the heavens can consumate their loves not as rulers thus as Gods who do not rule They do so with their men and women virtues) n nPeople who help from heavens are offten depicted as angels which is a greek word that means messenger The messengers virtues are different from the friends virtues People who may assist us and provide help may do so with their friends virtues not angel Likewisethe guards virtues are not angel virtues either These are very distinct loves that consumate very differently) n nBUT n nThis is not all folks n nThere are hiden things of darkness behind our government as most other governments have and have had since our heavens were invaded We should have rightfull Kings and Queens as rulers not presidents It is not Gods order It is in lieu of corruptions because the true government of our heavens and this earth is held in captivities n nThe people who wish to replace the original council of 48 of the milky way galaxy want to rule here not the developing council and the rightfull King who is God is God of these heavens who founded it They dont care for our kingdoms nor its inhabitants Our council of 48 has just had to do the best that it could while under persecutions n nMost governments including the kingdoms under the hidden trecharies who made Queen Elisabeth queen durring this time are conspiracies against us This woman was also the Queen of Sheeba who visited Soloman n nEven the Kingdom of Isreal developed in treason against our 48's crowns David's dance before the ark represents this treason against his own government which was set up to undermine him with scrutenies hidden with the Judges of Isreal with both coerced and non coerced individules n nThus is America with a succession of presidencies to defy a crown with coersions

Ares

MercuriusTJ — Fri, 19 Oct 2012 10:19:00 MDT

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Ares is the great Olympian God of War Battlelust Civil Order and Manly Courage Ares who became the Greek god of war had a miserable childhood The only son of the mighty Zeus ruler of the Olympians and his wife Hera Ares was disliked by his father from the moment he was born and was barely tolerated from then on Perhaps Zeus just couldn't warm up to the little guy because he hadn't had a part in Ares' conception or his birth Hera with the help of a magical herb had managed to get herself pregnant with the help of Zeus or any man a process called parthenogenesis (Note: Most myths name Ares as the son who was born as a result of this immaculate conception but in some versions the son was Hephaestus)Hera had done this to even the score with her husband for having given birth to Dionysus by himself A short version of that story: Semele one of Zeus' many lovers lay dying while pregnant with Zeus' son Dionysus With the help of Hermes Zeus removed the unborn child and implanted him under the skin of his thigh where he remained until he was ready to be born For whatever reason Zeus failed to bond with his infant son Ares Zeus was not even particularly concerned when the young boy went missing a few years later and didn't expend much effort looking for the poor lad As it turns out the young Ares had been abducted by two playmates the giant Aloadai twins who had caught him and locked him in a bronze jar Ares stayed captive in the bronze jar almost losing his mind in captivity until the stepmother of the unruly twins figured out what had happened and told Zeus' assistant Hermes who was able to release Ares from the jarAfter this incident Hera decided that Ares' might be better off living somewhere else and arranged for him to live with Priapus one of the minor deities Priapus trained the young Ares in the art of dancing and later in the martial artsEven though he was well-trained and served as the god of war Ares wasn't a great fighter and lost many of his battles especially those involving his half-sister and arch-enemy Athena who was the goddess of wisdom as well as the goddess of war (not to mention being Daddy's favorite) Ares represented war conducted up close and personal hand to hand combat and the frenzy of battle and bloodlust Athena and Zeus superbly rational favored war at a distance strategic planning playing according to the rules of the game cold and calculating by comparison Ares style was instinctual passionate and primitivenot destined to make him appear heroic in the eyes of a culture that valued reason and moderation There were other reasons as well: The Greek god Ares the god least favored by the citizens of Greece and by his parents (Zeus and his wife Hera) was seen by the ancient Greeks as a mercenary warrior filled with a bloodlust that could not be appeased and a fickle god as well one who would fight for either side just to have a chance to vent his rage Ares' unpopularity was probably inevitable given that the Greeks of that time were mostly involved in petty wars amongst themselves wars where allegiances were unclear and shifted frequently Any god of war would have found it very difficult to please everyone in that situationIt's easy to see why Ares' other incarnation as Mars the Roman God of War fared much better -- the Roman viewpoint was no doubt influenced by the fact that Rome was usually at war with foreign powers so that a god of war could be someone that could be worshipped and viewed as heroic one always battling for a just cause (ie their side) During the Trojan War Ares fought on the side of the Trojans against the Greeks as a show of support for his lover Aphrodite who had set the war in motion This did not win him any points with the other Olympians who except for Apollo supported the Greeks He charged at Athena who was taunting him about it and she calmly reached down and picked up a rock and smashed him over the head with it stopping his advanceAthena also convinced one of the Greek warriors to wound Ares in the side during the battle and Ares bellowed so loudly in pain and rage that the earth shook He complained to Zeus about Athena's humiliating him on the battlefield and Zeus dismissively called him a whine who enjoyed nothing but brawling Ares rarely went out of his way to come to the aid of his fellow Olympians But once bored with the endless petty wars of the Greeks he decided to rescue Hades who was being held captive by King Sisyphus Ares came to his assistance threatening to decapitate Sisyphus if he didnt release him and turn himself in as Hades prisoner Trembling with fear Sisyphus surrendered to HadesAres may not have matched the Olympian ideal of rationality and moderation but he was not without his followers Unfortunately they were mostly a band of malevolent minor deities and mortals including several of his sons most of whom ended with unhappy fates Ares usually rode into battle accompanied by his two sons Phobos (Fear) and Daiemos (Panic) Although the Greek god Ares was heavily criticized for reacting emotionally rather than rationally and for not always following the rules he was quick to jump to the defense of those with whom he felt a kinship including his large brood of offspring Unfortunately his feelings often propelled him into battles that he could not winWhen one of his sons was killed during the Trojan War Ares leapt onto the battlefield defying Zeus' orders that the gods and goddesses not take part in the battleAnd Ares felt strongly about his daughters as well When his daughter Alcippe was raped by one of Poseidon's sons Ares promptly killed him This lead to the first murder trial in recorded history The trial was held on a hill in Athens that was subsequently named the Aeropagus (Ares' Hill) Ares was acquitted of the crimeSometimes Ares' loyalties led him astray One of his sons Cycnus was a thief who fell upon travelers murdering them for their bones which he was using to construct a gruesome temple to his father Cycnus picked the wrong victim when he tried to assault Heracles (Hercules) As they fought Areas rushed to fight on his son's side but they were no march for Heracles who killed Cycnus and wounded AresLittle is written about Ares in his aspect as Lord of the Dance but much can be inferred Just as in many tribal cultures warriors drum and dance before doing battle the passion and intensity of the ecstatic dance the sheer physicality of it is closely associated with the masculine energy the forceful and aggressive impulse that can bring courage in its wake And no one every doubted that Ares had courageBut what of his loves Ares never married although he had over twenty lovers who bore him children And apparently his love affairs weren't overnighters but were long lasting relationships because many of them bore him several children Being deceptive or even indirect could not be listed among his shortcomings Unlike the other Greek gods Ares did not rely on trickery abduction or rape to establish his love affairs Ares is best known for his long-term love affair with the goddess Aphrodite the goddess of romance and beauty His lengthy love affair with Aphrodite led to the birth of four children--their daughter Harmonia (Harmony) later became the mother of the Amazons a tribe of fearsome warrior women The tabloids were probably invented for the sole purpose of keeping up with the latest gossip about what the couple were up to Be sure to read the story of Hephaestus for an account of how Aphrodite's husband managed to catch them in the act and haul them into court for the Trial of the Century which ended in their acquittal of course So important was Aphrodite to Ares that when she fell in love with the beautiful Adonis (who was some say effeminate Ares' polar opposite) Ares' was overcome with such jealousy that he turned himself into a wild boar (in some accounts it was a bear) and killed his rival -- the only time he was known to battle disguised in another form The union of Ares and Aphrodite the original macho-man and the ultra-feminine sex kitten seemed unlikely to survive for long but it certainly did Ares contributed the passionate intensity and Aphrodite taught him to accept and enjoy the vulnerable unprotected parts of himself the loving and tender feelings he otherwise would never have displayed

William Morgan

derekuz — Sun, 10 May 2009 21:05:00 MDT

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When this nation was in the throes of civil war one reform went forward while numerous evils sprang up Immediately after the excitement of 1826 the institution which caused the death of William Morgan seemed to be overthrown but it has revived and to day is more powerful than ever Such an organization and system is inconsistent with the essence of National Republicanism The man who has taken the oaths and obligations of the Masonic order is incapable of performing the functions of Judge Sheriff or Juror truly for as between one of his craft and one who is not he is bound to favor his craftsman The monopoly of secret societies confronts our institutions with great peril In prosecuting this reform which we have undertaken we must have faith in righteousness said the speaker and keep dinging away A long freight train passed at this time and Dr Roy improved the occurrence by remarking as the noise ceased: There is an end to that train and there will be an end to our reform He said he came from the south where secret societies among both the white and colored population were very prevalent Many men keep up dues and assessments in three or four secret societies but neglect their church and in some instances stint their families The association has inaugurated a good work in the missionary line in hopes of keeping the young men out of secret societies There is a competition he said between these societies and the church and the pastors are beginning to discover and understand it There must be something done to check itnnProf CA Blanchard principal of Wheaton College Ill and a son of Jonathan Blanchard delivered the next address He is an admirable speaker with full deep tones and excellent articulation and his address was replete with interest holding the closet attention of the audience This granite shaft he said which solemnly points its silent finger toward the sun by day and toward the stars by night will not stir the sense of Morgan or any of the other sleepers in younger graves For what purpose then is this costly monument erected and why are these hundreds of people assembled here to-day if ewe cannot bring the martyr back to life Morgan was not one who was conspicuous for his talent nor one who shaped the destiny of the nation nor one who possessed a heaven illumined mind nor a personal friend of any one of us He was sleeping in this burial ground before most of us were born He was murdered There are various reasons and proofs that go to show that we are not here on a fool's errand When a great movement has resulted in the accomplishment of its object it has been customary to erect a monument to the man who was prominent in the event The lodge against which Morgan's blow was aimed however still lives and to day is ten times greater and more powerful than it was 56 years ago It's conclaves now fill the air with music and the streets with marching men Why give a monument to a failure The movement he inaugurated will ultimately attain success In 1826 the Masonic institution was very powerful including all classes of men among its members Every newspaper was silenced and all court officials were influenced If a Mason committed any crime as the abductors and murderers of Morgan did a reward would be offered for his apprehension and simultaneously a private note would be dispatched to the lodge to which he belonged promising immunity from punishment if he were captured Such is an instance of how justice is shackled by the intense power of masonic oaths and obligations Morgan the martyr was not a coward whatever else may be said of him Single handed and alone he met his numerous adversaries and overpowered by them he was vanquishednnAnother song was sung at the conclusion of the address and Judge Moses TAGGART of Batavia was called upon He resided in Batavia during the Morgan excitement and was personalysic acquainted with Morgan He remembered when the party of Masons came here from Canandaigua to arrest Morgan They were armed with heavy clubs but disposed of them after arriving here because they attracted so much attention Mr Taggart said that in March 1828 he attended an Anti-Masonic convention at which there were nineteen delegates from what was then Genesee county and that he is the only survivornnMrs Emeline J Mather of Canandaigua made a few remarks She said that she heard Morgan's cries of murder when he was being removed from the Canandaigua jail on the night of September 12 1826 Her parents who lived near the jail also heard the cries but were afraid to give an alarm Miss Sarah STEVENS of Batavia whose recollections cover all the Morgan excitement made some interesting remarks after which the ceremonies were closed by singingnnThe Anti-Masonic ConventionnnMr Jonathan Blanchard of Wheaton Ill a candidate for the Presidency of the United States lectured on Christian Politics at the anti-Masonic convention last night He discussed his subject with marked ability for an hour and a half and the audience which nearly filled the hall paid strict attention to his remarks The platform of the party of which he is the Presidential candidate is very brief and declares for christianity temperance the abolition of secret societies and a direct vote for President and Vice-President of the United States instead of an electoral college Article 4 of the platform is as follows: That the charters of all secret lodges granted by our Federal and State Legislature should be withdrawn and their oaths prohibited by lawnnThe Opera House last night was converted into a lodging house and many of the delegates who had been unable to secure accommodations at the hotels slept there The number of delegates up to last night aggregated 246nnThe convention this morning was opened by devotional exercises conducted by Rev WH Ross of Allegan Mich Following that came the transaction of miscellaneous business and a long communication was read from Thurlow WEED who on account of illness was unable to be present The communication gave a complete account of the abduction and murder of William Morgan much of which has appeared in print many times Mrs Mather of Canandaigua then gave interesting reminiscences of the Morgan times and the committee on resolutions presented their report which will be acted upon this afternoonnnThis evening Elder HH Hinman southern agent of the National Christian Association will speak on The Secret Societies among the Freedmen and Elder J F Browne of Cabin Creek Ky will also deliver an address

Jonna in City Magazine

eilenmoon — Wed, 13 May 2009 13:59:00 MDT

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here is half of the city interview that Faithfulll translated She will do the rest next week Thanks Faithfulll nTHE TOWNS MOST FAMOUS GIRLFRIEND n nShe is a former model and according to fashion critic Mr Blackwell Finland's most stylish nwoman She has needed treatment for depression And yes she is dating Ville Valo nLadies and gentemen Finland's most well known girlfriend Jonna Nygren n nDon't envy Jonna Nygren Jonna is still sweating from yesterdays foodpoisoning and is nwondering if her stomach can handle Kabuk's small portions Though you are allowed nto envy Nygren's appearance The dark 27-year old woman dressed in a romantic ndenim blue dress is exactly as Mr Blackwell descriped her: individual and ber-stylish n nNICE THAT YOU GOT OUT OF BED TELL WHICH RESTAURANT GETS THE PUBLIC MUD n-I won't tell because it's our favorite restaurant I ate snails and was puking through nall yesterday I was in a pretty weak state In a X-position and writhering n nANTHONY BOURDAIN SAYS THAT ONE SHOULD ONLY ORDER CRUSTACEANS ON TUESDAYS n-Interesting Manala has better snails We should have done this interview there nGotten re-poisoned n nI SHOULD TORTURE YOU MORE NOW BUT I CAN'T BULLY A HUMAN WHO IS IN A WEAK STATE SORRY n-Thank you One has to take being a thorn in the flesh with humour One night me and nVille went out They were both terribly drunk we heard afterwards We had drinken three nfour mugs n nIT HAS GOTTEN DOUBLE STANDARDY YOU CAN'T DRINK ANYMORE NOT EVEN MENTIONING DRUGS YOU AREN'T REALLY A PROTOTYPE FOR THE GOOD POSTURE MOVEMENT YOU'RE CHARACTER IS IN THE SAME WAY 'KHUUL' AS KATE MOSS' n-Hmm Her boyfriend messes about With us I'm the one who does that n nYOUR WORST SIN MUST BE THAT YOU'RE VILLE VALO'S WOMANMAYBE YOU SHOULD PICK UP SOMEBODYS HUSBAND FROM A BAR AND CALL THE MAGAZINES n-Ha I'm not a secret sweetheart but a public one Sometimes I get the feeling that sorry I didn't on purpose wedge into this n nYESTERDAY I WAS IN THE AKATEEMINEN BOOKSTORE ON THE COVER OF KIRJAIN -MAGAZINE WAS ARTO MELLER'S FACE DOES THAT RING A BELL n-Yes Just the other day Ville said I'm just like MellerI'm a hippie Super humaneness ndoesn't suit me I burned out when I tried to be one I could fly in the morning to nStockholm return in the evening to Helsinki and work all through the night just to wake nup in the moning to work again I was posessed with the need to succeed But did I get na good feeling from working like an animal No I didn't Ville was on tour then so I was also nkilling time n nIT'S GREAT THAT YOU HAVE CONTINUED YOUR OWN JOBS WORKING AS A WAITRESS IN TORI IS ESPECIALLY GREAT IT TELLS ALOT ABOUT YOUR CHARACTER BECAUSEcouldn't translate this part n-Many have asked why I still work as a waitress Why wouldn't I It's a honourable job nI like it n nYEP SHIT JOBS I'M SURE VILLE IS PROUD OF THAT n-I have now been on sickleave but I could never leave that place There are so many wonderful people there n nTORI IS A NICE PLACE BUT THE SMOKE THERE IS ITS OWN CLASS AND THE ACOUSTICS n-Ears ring when you get home Andy and Ville can't sit there The music hurts some peoples nears so badly thatHey this is goodDo I have any ideological or other food restrictions No nI eat alot of fish One day I ate reindeer I have to eat so that I get kilos back At my worst I weighted 8kg less Stress takes appetite n nYOUR MOTHER HEALED YOU SHE IS ONLY 43-YEARS OLD HER PROFESSION IS BEING A NURSE FOR YOUNGSTERS WHO DO DRUGS n-Yes I got myself in shape because of her I started eating and resting in my mothers arms I went to have drinks with her and just rested n nIT'S LUCKY THAT YOU HAVE YOUR MOTHER AS A FRIEND THAT GIVES STRENGHT WHERE ARE YOU FROM n- From Jyvskyl My mom moved via Tampere to Hyvink My father still lives in Jyvskyl with his family Recently it came to a full ten years since I moved to Helsinki In between I traveled the world Lived in New York and spent time in Asia They claim that traveling broadens one's mind Well it does n nWE'RE SITTING IN YOURE FAVORITE RESTAURANT KABUK WHAT MAKES THIS PLACE DEAR n-I often come here to eat but there are special memories connected to Kabuk We come nhere every New Year after HIMs Tavastia gig Kabuk is closed but all the people who have nworked with the band gather up there n nTHERE ARE DELICIOUS SMALL PORTIONS ON THE TABLEIN THE WEEKEND YOU WERE VISITED BY AMERICAN FRIENDS DID YOU BRING THEM HERE OR SOME PLACE ELSE n-To Ankkarock We were in Hanoi Rock's gig and on sunday we went to see the Norwegian nTurbonegro It's a pretty miscellaneous congregation All are cool fellows but among very ndifferent personalities Really crazy and great company when going out People look what nwhat when every fellow is whistling to different directions n nLAST WEEK I MET HANOI ROCKS ANDY IN MAXILL YOU'RE GOOD FRIENDS RIGHT n-Yeah I used to live at Andy's and Angela's for a little while n nDID THEY TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOU n-They did People are like how is that possible n nTHEY DIDN'T BOMB HEROIN STRAIGHT IN THE VEIN HA n-No They are really caring people For certain reasons many have prejudices againts them nAndy cleaned a room for me in the middle of the night and said this is a room for you nThey are great n nYEP YOU HAVE TO LOOK BEHIND THE BULLSHITTING-SHOW YOU CAN'T BE A USELESSLY SERIOUS PERSON n-Exactly Andy is just testing people We still call eachother daily n nAND ALSO ANDY IS A REALLY GOOD GUITARIST n-Yes mindless While living in usa it was great to notice that when I told people I was from Finland they started to 'go smoke' about Hanoi Rocks n nTHAT STYLE IS IN AGAIN THE LEGS ARE ONLY TIGHTER AND THE CONVERSES MORE POPULAR n-I use tight jeans also Ville took one pair away Give 'em pants away I want those pantshe said Those are so obscene I want to put them on Give me something nin return Well I got a pair of tight jeans too n nYOU LOOK ALIKE n-The mothers alway say that you both could be my children n nKINKY n-Siblings yeah Hmm Wonderful food n nIT'S THE BEST TUNAFISH I HAVE EVER TASTED WHERE DID YOU GET YOUR EXOTIC LOOKS FROM n-Theres gypsy blood in the family but my hair is really white My fathers hair is blonde too n nYOUR FEATURES STAND OUT BETTER WITH THE DARK n-My mother says that too And I feel alot more comfortable with dark hair I have a dark npersons mentality It the darkness is the color of the mood inside n nWERE YOUR AMERICAN FRIENDS IN HELSINKI FOR THE FIRST TIME n-No Bam Margera was on a visit again His brother had a gig We went to the early hours nThey like Helsinki unbelievibly much Slipknots drummer said that he is trying to understand finnish humour 'Its sick your humour' he said 'I don't know when youre joking' Had to give him a sign: this is a joke ntranslated by Faithfullll nhttp:faithfulllllivejournalcom

MeNaiset mag

eilenmoon — Wed, 13 May 2009 13:59:00 MDT

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Care stopped the medication cycle n nRelationship crisis and burn out drove Jonna Nygren to take care of herself with medication and liquor People close to her found the lonely rock wife and took her to rehab 'Then I realized it isn't a shame to ask for help' n nJONNA NYGREN broken up with Ville Valo nI returned stronger from the rehab n nIn the world of society columns Jonna Nygren 27 should have been a lucky girl There Jonna lives as a rock wife for the lead singer Ville Valo 30 of the most successful Finnish band Him She spinned around in celebrity-model events and got her own show to host at Moon-tv Sub-tv and latest MTV n nThe couple got engaged last summer in Provinssirock and instead of rings they got tattoos on their fingers and bought a house from Helsinki's most expensive neighborhood The fans cried for the taken Ville and Jonna got suggestions for an interview with the idea of 'Finland's most hated normal person' She declined for that story but in an other revealed that the couple were thinking of names for future children Ville praised the power of relationship and told that his lady was hoping for a winter wedding n nAt the change of the year mud was thrown over the dream headlines Jonna threw a fit in a bar and screamed holes in her mans ear Ville thought to be a gentleman shook the peace of the high class building made noise and threatened the neighbor The rocker ended up in jail n nIn the beginning of March there were news of the couples shock break up A few column weeks later Jonna ended up in an hospital Jonna says she has heard dozens of reasons and versions of why and in what care she ended up in Now shes feeling good enough to tell what was really going on behind the tabloids n n-The most ridiculous comment came from a half acquaintance According to that I was partying so wildly after the break up that I ended up in rehab Right last months have been absolutely hilarious my life continuous May day Things really aren't the way everybody thinks they are Jonna corrects nWell how are they then n nGoing asleep and waking up with medication n nIn the beginning of May the tabloids were screaming 'Break up from Ville drove to a vicious circle- nJONNA WENT TO REHAB nIn reality burn out and its self medication drove Jonna to rehab Jonna counts that her problems started about half a year ago When Ville was touring with Him Jonna lived alone in the couples' apartment and killed time with working Too much n nReal life really wasn't just living as a rock wife Jonna has worked in restaurant business her whole working life and in addition to that has done modeling jobs and TV-hosting The shifts at the favorite restaurants of Helsinki could stretch out to 3 am and waking up for the days hosting job was at 5am She started feeling overtired and irritated Even though the fatigue weighted heavy sleep didn't come n n-I was always tense weepy and depressed Was so damn tired but just had to go on I was constantly taking more work although I wasn't feeling good n nJonna started medicating her insomnia and bad feelings n n-When I got home in the evenings I drank red wine so I could relax Sleep on the other hand didn't come without tranquilizers or sleeping pills That lead to that I in the morning had to stuff my face full with caffeine tablets because the usual coffee wakening didn't help anymore she tells n nOver-tiredness stress and pressure of the relationship got deeper and worse It was a full job for Jonna to get out of her house and take care of the agreed shifts but still she couldn't recognize the condition she was getting into n n-In that treadwheel I didn't even notice the symptoms of depression I felt violent anxiety and often felt like crying but didn't stop to think what was wrong with me n nThe final stop came in the middle of March when Jonna withdrew to her home n n-I was drinking by myself and was physically so dead tired that I couldn't even drag myself to the bathroom or the toilet Everything felt so overwhelming My friends came to visit and found me in the apartment in a confused state of mind I hadn't showered for a week I didn't have strenght for anything n nThe friends stayed for the night to support Jonna and contacted her mother The psychiatric-mother who works with youngsters who have drug problems understood immediately that now care was needed not scolding n n-Only after the others came for help I realized that this is what I needed I felt enormously relieved It felt like a rock had been lifted from me when I was found and I got to say that I needed help n nMother guided to rehab n nAlthough the ultimate reason for Jonnas sickness were depression and over-tiredness firstly the drug dependence that had formed in the near months had to be taken care of Jonna was guided to the Aurora hospital in Helsinki but that didn't feel like the right place not in her or the doctors opinion With mothers advice she went to Pellas which is specialized for rehabitation n n-In the connection you talk about drug rehab Though I wasn't doing drugs my medication dependency needed the same kind of treatment n nJonna praises Pellas' 11-person rehabitation center A home-like atmosphere and an intimate spirit dominated the little unit n n-The other recoveries were amazing personalities I don't remember laughing so much in ages We nwere able to laugh at ourselves and our restlessness That helped the recovery On the other hand you realized it isn't a shame to ask for help There are others alike n nOnly in the rehab Jonna realized in what a bad shape she had been in nShe portrays herself as a performer who tries to please everybody from friend to employer n n-I like to take care of others That way you forget your own troubles A nurse in Pallas reminded me that now I was resting myself There I realized that I don't have to be a superwoman and assiduously assure that I can handle everything Its ok to say that I'm completely dead tired n nPallas concentrates on resting discussing eating well and exercising Jonna had lost weight and was in a fragile condition so rehab and insomnia were tough for the body too n n-I did handiwork when I got an allowance for knitting needles They were forbidden in the house rules but luckily the nurses saw that knitting is an effective way for me to calm down n nJonna was in Pellas for a month During that time she was only in contact with her mother The rest of the world had to wait n n-When the month came to close the thought of leaving was frightening I had gotten used to having support near My other life had been on pause for the whole treatment and I was nervous on what kind of pressures I would encounter in the outer world n nAfter the rehab Jonna started therapy At first she had a threshold with talking to a complete stranger When the beginning reservedness was gotten over with the care-relationship became encouraging Therapy concentrates on taking care of the depression and finding out where it all started A therapist doesn't give you advice but helps you think and understand n n-I have learned enormously about myself and realized how things are connected to each other and how our experiences affect us This has been an interesting journey in myself and it probably would suit everybody even if they weren't going through a dramatic stop like this n nVille calls daily n nThe relationship was ended over the phone- VILLE DUMPED JONNA The engaged couples break was in the tabloids in the beginning of March It was told that Ville left Jonna with a text message Jonna doesn't talk about Ville and herself as we anymore Instead of a break up she would rather call it a break She doesn't want to chew over the reasons of the break here n n-We were both drunk then one in Athens one in Finland We were having a war with text messages racingly sending each other mean bitchy messages It was a blunder episode of two drunkards where one was trying to focus on its job the other on keeping its head together Intoxication is the right state when going through these kinds of things sneers Jonna n nThe relationship that has laster for three years is on penalty until Ville gets back to Finland from his American tour when the couple gets to talk face to face The rumors of a complete break up are rubbish n n-We talk together on the phone daily Ville always calls when hes going to sleep and again when he has woken up We talk about this and that How are you eating porridge what are you doing watching a movie n nJonna reminds that every relationship has problems that are not supposed to be straightened out over the phone You have to talk these things through face to face n n-Even though it's hard to believe things have a habit of straightening out I have my idea on how things are gonna continue and where I'll in the end settle up in but thats between us n nFor now Jonna lives with her mother in Hyvink The ex-couples home in Kaivopuisto is on sale and Ville has gotten a new house from Munkkiniemi n nJonna admits that a traveling job caused pressure in the relationship but that staying apart also had its charm Both got time for their selves and the moments shared together are even more appreciated Jonna toured around with Him in few occasions for the longest she was with them on the American tour Jonna was also going to go to Australia and Japan but her sickness ruined the plans n n-Only on the road I realized what a hard job the guys are doing In the morning you wake up to do interviews then you transfer to where the gig is taking place In the night you move to the next target where the routines are repeated Glamour is far from it and everyone who manages tour life deserves respect n nIt also takes guts for them who stay at home n n-Maybe even more than for the one who leaves Jonna remarks n nThe one on the road has its traveling routines and can focus tightly on working but frustration and longing lurks to the one waiting at home n n-But I don't blame the job for what happened between us When I got into the relationship Ville was already a successful rockstar and I did know where I got myself into n nTo the brake up fuss Jonna takes a humorous stand n n-Luckily after it came the break up of the Kirvesniemis Jonna laughs dryly All respect to their relationship but from my point of view it was a relief that the public got something else to talk about n nThe seething gypsy blood n nJonna threw a fit EARDRUM RIPPED In the end of last year Jonna screamed herself to the tabloids after a night that went too wild They were playing spin the bottle with a group of friends until Jonna lost her nerve and screamed so that the eardrum of Ville who was sitting next to her ripped If the hole had been any bigger Ville would have ended up on an operation table and Villes American tour would have been canceled n n-I was told that for a eardrum to rip you need a 140 desibel shout It seems I have a voice that carries far Greetings to the boys of Nightwish here it goes Jonna smiles tamely n nShe believes that one day this will be laughed about although now its shameful n n-Never in my life have I been so sorry about anything or to anybody then I am about that stunt n nJonna describes herself to be a mood person who cries as easily as laughs Emotions are not held back n n-I let everything come out in the moment I feel like it My friends are used to it and let me rage for a while because they know I'll get back to normal soon I guess it's my seething gypsy blood says Jonna motioning to her gypsy grandfather n nIt was probably the gypsy blood in her when she at the age of 8 told her mother she was moving out of Finland when she grows up Her friends would become hairdressers nurses and truck drivers she would be a traveler At the age of 17 she left to Helsinki for a few days holiday and forgot herself in her friends house for a month and later moved there entirely A few years later she ended up in New York just as spontaniously: a one month holiday expanded to three years nJonnas and Ville Valos roads crossed for the first time in 2003 when Jonna was visiting Finland She was slowly planning on returning to Finland but when the love flamed the plans speeded up n nJonna says she wasn't the least bit interested in standing in publicity next to Ville and didn't let it change her life She had gotten her own share of publicity with her jobs on Moon-TV Sub-TV and now on MTV To gossiping Jonna has an uncaring attitude n n-Half acquitances call and tell things on our behalf So what That doesn't feel like anything There are always lurkers and I don't view them as my friends We had a habit of sending SMS on who found the most 'bomb' headline n nWhat doesn't piss you off anymore strengthens n nTHE SICK LEAVE CONINUES STILL told the tabloids but Jonna is on the better half of the recovery Therapy continues regularly and Jonna has slowly returned to restaurant jobs When MTVs Headbangers ball returns from the summer brake Jonna will continue to host it n nRight after the rehab Jonna felt like the normal life wouldn't work She wasn't able to sleep and couldn't find a good rhythm n n-The next phase was what doesn't kill pisses you off With the support of others I could carry on even if it was strength taking Then came the best phase of recovery: What doesn't piss you off anymore strengthens I could look back and notice that jes- I went through quite a mess but came through as a much stronger human I understand myself others and the society better n nJonna used to think that exhaustion was a sign of weakness Close relations and doctors have praised her to be brave she did confess she needed help and even told the public about her hell n n-Going to rehab was the best opinion for me at that moment I wasn't the first definitely not the last and asking for help is nothing to be ashamed of n nJonna is thankful for the support her friends gave her She hadn't realized how many people she had who cared about her n n-Though then there are those who think I was in rehab because I was crazy n nJonna admits that she couldn't have survived without the help of her mother Mom knew that instead of condemnation understanding was needed It would have been easy to turn your back on your drunkard and take a condemnated attitude n n-My mother was an absolutely fabulous help and the tough experience has brought us together Lets see when I bear to leave from her There we lay next to my mom my little sister and I Right now it's the safest place on earth