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Eye of the Beholder

Wolflion — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 23:45:43 MST

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I've never seen the movie 'Lost in Translation' So I can't recommend it But I imagine it's everything it should be And nothing else I want to say there's a lot of things I love a lot of things I've learned to take no opinion to a lot of things I don't understand There are times when I question every aspect of a circumstance for days and days without rest But the people I care about I usually have no questions for I accept them as they are I love them as they are Martin Luther King Jr is my hero I have a sister who would often and will probably still point out that women were last in gaining the right to vote in America I usually don't think about this and to be honest there are so many things I stopped thinking about I'd have to check if the order of her claim is accurate Usually when I think of the first thing the second isn't my concern It's a different subject altogether and I don't know how or why I would integrate it into my thinking when it's brought up But there are rare times I recall those ambiguous moments and I realize her upset as something I do understand In moments when it's related somehow to my own I'm usually endlessly more empathetic than that I don't always understand the subject matter Part 2 There are pieces of imagery and one in particular that I always took with cheerful humor 'A rock thing' But time went on and I realized that very particular image seemed hurtful to me I still defended there being a necessity for it how I understood that foreign bands don't sell well here and any publicity is vital I understood that But it wasn't exactly an isolated incident There were so many images And there was so much hype I think the point was dropped on along the road somewhere And then too even my sister remembered the 'married' man with a 'child' wanted an 'American girlfriend' We like things here and we like them usually as people more normal than us like a nice day We don't know what 'fandom' is so he didn't lose

U all know how much I love my sister

chrishanda — Sun, 10 May 2009 00:06:53 MDT

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My Love

jamielynnkrogman — Mon, 11 May 2009 00:31:43 MDT

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words cant explain how much i love my sister shes my big hero

see how much my sissy loves me

kittenplay1979 — Sun, 10 May 2009 17:19:44 MDT

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I love you so much too sister

My Little Sister Oh How Much I love Her

jesusfreakindv — Sat, 9 May 2009 22:53:50 MDT

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Dave 258

Nitekrawler1983 — Fri, 10 Jul 2009 14:27:56 MDT

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This Is How Much I Love My Sister

Love Poem 8

leory_kireina — Mon, 11 May 2009 14:07:40 MDT

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Love

I LOVE MY SISTER

yoRRma — Tue, 12 May 2009 15:33:23 MDT

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My beautiful sister this is how true sisters bond i love you so much kela

snipes_wedding — Sun, 10 May 2009 15:06:36 MDT

My beautiful sister this is how true sisters bond i love you so much kela - OURWEDDING059.jpg

Love Poem 11

leory_kireina — Mon, 11 May 2009 14:07:41 MDT

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Love

bailee

pretty1516_photo — Mon, 11 May 2009 10:30:08 MDT

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this is my little sister and to explain how much i love her is impossible but all i can say is i will always be there for her love ya babe

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chrisbrownswifey4eva_2008 — Mon, 11 May 2009 09:27:55 MDT

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my other sister nanny gurl a book couldnt even say how much we went through its crazi but i love u so much and im here for u

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stacia02_2008 — Mon, 11 May 2009 09:40:47 MDT

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Love you sis

A little bubbly

Doeyedimples — Mon, 11 May 2009 14:50:25 MDT

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A photo of me and my sister at our cousins basmitzvah Again playing with my photo prgram have I mentioned how much I love it

Me amp Julia

dexterpeg — Mon, 11 May 2009 04:51:26 MDT

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My last day with Julia as she fly's back to FL on MondayOh how I love my sister I will miss her very much

Little Miss Paige

Elaina1907 — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 17:41:00 MDT

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My little sister She's an adorable little girl who loves taking pictures I made this one to show how much i love her

DeeDee

jammanjam13 — Tue, 12 May 2009 00:13:55 MDT

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ItS FuCkIN wilD how much i Love THis GIrl NO IncesT She mY CouSin buT shE my SisTer HEart so PleasE doNT GEt iT twIST3d

mii little sis

jfernandes1993 — Fri, 6 Nov 2009 18:56:52 MST

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kay this is ma little sister also know as my other half she like a daughter to me just wanted to let ya know how much i love her

MY REAL SISTER

tieem006 — Mon, 11 May 2009 10:29:12 MDT

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NOW WORDS DONT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS GIRL THIS MY BLOOD SIETER IN THE VIEGNS BLOOD BUT THIS MY LIL BOSS FORGET ALL THEESE WORDS SIS I LOVE U N U ALWAYS MY NUMBA ONE

vannah my sister for lyf she is always there for mei love her so much and she is a little annoying some tyms cuz u know how much she talks but i still love hwer

babycody123 — Sat, 9 May 2009 17:42:02 MDT

vannah my sister for lyf she is always there for mei love her so much and she is a little annoying some tyms cuz u know how much she talks but i still love hwer - vannah.jpg

BEST SIS

pastygirl — Wed, 13 May 2009 19:11:17 MDT

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Livi i love you so much i know we may have our ups and downs but you'll always be my sister and i will love you no matter how i treat you

lele

nenebaby_111 — Wed, 13 May 2009 22:17:16 MDT

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dis here is lele my sister 4life i love dis girl so much i swear we done been threw so much 2gether cnt nobody come between us and dats just how it is

Robin

jesseypoo_2008 — Mon, 11 May 2009 00:10:03 MDT

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This is my sister No matter how much she gets on my nerves I honestly dont know what I would do without her She means alot to me but she does get on my nerves lol I still love u though

Elissa

asrgryth — Sun, 10 May 2009 22:50:01 MDT

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my main girl she rox my sox we have soo many inside jokes and you will not belive how much we share in common shes like a sister to me shes the craziest person i have ever met i love you elissa

My blood sister

cuttingbourd_arc_09 — Mon, 11 May 2009 10:38:52 MDT

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This is my sister Marli and trust me she is the coolest sister EVER but boy is she a load of work trying to keep the guys off of her Marli you know i love you and no matter how much you mature you will always be my baby sis

my other sister Elizabeth

kdizzle-051 — Tue, 12 May 2009 08:46:58 MDT

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hahahaha man do we know how to have fun we play so much and drewll over boys i love her cause shes helped me to get closer to God

Whiitany

nicolebritt — Tue, 21 Jul 2009 10:28:51 MDT

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This is my sister mess wit her and u have to face mesure we have our times where we argue but thats just how family is lol i love her so much and i'l always be ther for her

OMG GIRLWORDS CANT EVEN EXPLAIN HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO MEYOUR LIKE MY SISTER LIKE FORREAL YOU ARE ALWAYS MAKIN ME LAUGH THAT IS YOUR FULLY TALENT HAHA BUT WITHOUT YOU I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I'D DO WITHOUT YOUUUI LOVE YOUU BAYBAY

haileykelton — Sun, 10 May 2009 18:43:54 MDT

OMG GIRLWORDS CANT EVEN EXPLAIN HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO MEYOUR LIKE MY SISTER LIKE FORREAL YOU ARE ALWAYS MAKIN ME LAUGH THAT IS YOUR FULLY TALENT HAHA BUT WITHOUT YOU I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I'D DO WITHOUT YOUUUI LOVE YOUU BAYBAY - stephanie.jpg

MY BEUTIFUL SISTER

zaragoza_13_1994 — Mon, 11 May 2009 09:59:42 MDT

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Well this is my gorgeous beutiful and amazing sister she is the nicest person you will ever meet she is out going she will do anything for me and I will do any thing for her cuz I love her to death this girl is the other half of me and without her there would be no me I have her back and she has mine and we will always be there for each other we are stuck like paper n glue and no one can get paper and glue apart LOL I love my sister soooooooooooooooooooo much that I can say it as many times as I want and never get tired of saying it cuz thats how much I love my gorgeous sister when im sad she makes my day perfect cuz my big sis always knows what to do she will smile and thats all she has to do to make my day and thats why I love her so much BLANCAJENNYSISTER 4 LIFE

now this chick right is my number 1 bitch lol i love her to deathcuz shes mad funny and of course shes my girli can tlk to her about anything and she wouldnt tell no onethats how much she got my bacu kno shes like s siter that i always wantedand

tiffanymaraglia1 — Mon, 11 May 2009 10:35:50 MDT

now this chick right is my number 1 bitch lol i love her to deathcuz shes mad funny and of course shes my girli can tlk to her about anything and she wouldnt tell no onethats how much she got my bacu kno shes like s siter that i always wantedand - Picture140.jpg

yo this is my number 1 bitch right hereshe got my bac as i got hers no madder wut shit pops offwere here for each other till the day we diei can tlk to her about shit that she keeps to her self tos really personaland i just love her cuz she just not my friend shes like my sister that i always wanted

my sister and best friend we have been through alot through the two years we've known each other and i want you to kow how much i love you plus your my ticket into the music insutry so hurry up with it cause i can't wait forever

DALEYD17 — Sun, 10 May 2009 22:57:52 MDT

my sister and best friend we have been through alot through the two years we've known each other and i want you to kow how much i love you plus your my ticket into the music insutry so hurry up with it cause i can't wait forever - m_868d7836b3979e66e67f1acf4cb1b5f3.jpg

Thank you my friend

rosesharoni — Sun, 10 May 2009 20:10:27 MDT

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Maid of honor

ChargerRTGirl — Mon, 31 Aug 2009 19:11:30 MDT

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Crissy I love youmy sister my best friend how you have stood beside me through so much it was an honor and a blessing to have you with me You are an amazing woman and this world is a better place because you are in it

my best friend ever

crazybouthim569 — Mon, 11 May 2009 09:55:44 MDT

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dis be the chica that helps me out and iz their for me i dont know wut to say cuz words arent enough she is the best friend i culd ever ask for their for me always and i care for her we will be friends forever ik that for fact how i just do we spend lots of times together and she is my sister 4 life shes more quieter and shyer then me i help her come out of her shell wen she wit me we have fun always wen we together she knowes how to cheer me up wen im sad make me laugh wen im so mad she understands me more then anyone else culd in the world and NO ONE will replace this bff love cuz its upstopable i got her back and i know that she gots mines this is my sister 4 life and i love her so much even though i do get attitudes im truly sorry for that this doesnt explain how weird we are together and out closeness but still its a lil somethin

rita love

jenstermister — Mon, 11 May 2009 10:29:04 MDT

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rita rita rita where can i start let me begin by saying that she's known me through out all my crazy hair does from elementary to high school i ADMIRE her so much she's never given up on anything she's a true fighter her perseverance has made me want to STRIVE for so much more we've shared so many memories together and i am so grateful that she was and still is in my life she's my BEST FRIEND the one person i will always be able to go to whenever i have a problem or am feeling low i can only hope we stay close forever she's gonna be my maid of honor and the god mother to my children i LOVE how she LIVES LIFE to the fullest i love how she can still make me LAUGH i love her clever personality i love her braveness and tenacity i've watched her grow into a BEAUTIFUL confident young lady she's the SISTER god forgot to give me the ANGEL that guided my way the friend that has left footprints on my HEART brought TEARS OF JOY to my eyes has made my heart SING i can't thank her enough for making such a huge difference in my life she made me a better person and i will always LOVE her for that

xGinax

siempreballinx04 — Sun, 10 May 2009 16:54:23 MDT

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Woah Baby Where do I start She two year older than me She's my older sister and my best friend I can alway count on her I can tell her how I'm really feeling and know she's gonna give me back a true answer We have had some funny times The diner lmao That crazy guy who stomped some guy Oh I know your coach Tell him I said hey He prob remembers me lmao I cant even put in words how much I love her The pig picnic The roasted oic The ice shot that everyone put their mouths on yuck The alcoholic drink the lady gave you aha I cant even remember all the fun moments we've shared All the time I felt like I wanna gonna crack and called you for word of advice You are my true other sister Gia

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heyheyluckyu17 — Mon, 11 May 2009 10:20:27 MDT

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beth i remeber the day we started off i never thought of this as one to get down and dirty but now she is the first one ai call if i need help with the sheep or the horses she may not act like it but that girl is a cowboy more then evr i love her she is the one that when shit goes down NO matter what she is there she is the that has made my life better on the day her n i took the adventure of running away that was they day i knew she was with me thro thick and thin beth is my sister and i love her soooo much she is the one that no mattre what can make me laugh and even tho we go thoughh the times that we dont talk in my heart i know how to call when shit hits the fan

i love you

lilsharkbait13 — Sat, 9 May 2009 18:33:46 MDT

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Quotes

i_luv_a_sk8r_boi — Sun, 10 May 2009 23:17:52 MDT

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angie r

babygerl01 — Sun, 10 May 2009 12:31:50 MDT

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iight dis be ma girl angie she is real she is so down its crazy nd i wuld die 4 her die just to hear her say ur best friendwe get eachother and no matter what u throw at us we will find a way to get through it togetherdamn brah wen i got dhat kall sayin u might nawt make iti was a mess i culdnt take it brah it hurts shoot im still crying i love you soooo much nd no matter what happens u are my sister nd my BEST friend chuz our parents wuld b goin thru it if we lived together ahah jk naw bhjut i kant evn laugh no more babeeee u noe how much i kare 4 u nd u noe everything boute meh nd i noe evrything boute und it WONT end here babygirl chuz dis aiint da end i wuld die to see u live nd dtoday i was ready tooi kant live without you or knowing ur in pain nd noe im alwayse here nd im happy u pulled through nd i alwayse supporrt u nd man tears are fogging ma vision just thinking of a life without you i kant see staright my mind is only focused on yooouuu angie we need eachother nd without one were nawt complete i love you duces alyssa

Sorry for your loss

Aquarian_Boriqua — Tue, 12 May 2009 10:02:16 MDT

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Miss U

xx_randomgal_xx — Wed, 13 May 2009 03:57:07 MDT

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My Only Love Poem

Whoadeedee — Wed, 12 Aug 2009 12:05:50 MDT

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Miss You

realscen — Wed, 13 May 2009 09:58:30 MDT

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BLOODY ROSE POEM

ttsryd — Sun, 10 May 2009 18:02:25 MDT

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My boo Nek Boyd

jaslynbrooks04 — Mon, 11 May 2009 01:07:43 MDT

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Me and Nek been friends since junior high school and we became even closer in high school She was always there for me and always had my back If u messed wit me u was messin wit her and u dont want that When i found out she was moving to Chicago i felt like i had lost a sister because thats how close she was to me and I couldnt imagine the rest of my high school career without her She had the worst jokes ever and only she thinks they're funny but thats what makes me always have a smile on my face when she came around She mean as hell so thats something we have in common but I love her for that cause she don't take no shit I miss her so much but I'm glad she's doing something positive with her life because she was really bad in school lol I love you Nek and there is absolutely nothing in this world I wouldnt do for you and you can come to me with anything I cant wait to see yaand by the way this shows that I love you waaaaayyyyyy moreNOW I WIN lol

friend

Bratty_Childs — Mon, 11 May 2009 12:23:56 MDT

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Dark Love Poem

Gaara2006 — Sat, 9 May 2009 11:44:43 MDT

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love poem

nancyespana — Mon, 11 May 2009 12:05:15 MDT

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Friend saying

Margie077 — Mon, 11 May 2009 03:17:08 MDT

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cops

nodine0325 — Sun, 10 May 2009 19:55:14 MDT

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mrsshine813 — Mon, 11 May 2009 09:36:10 MDT

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MEET MY LIFE AMANDA GONZALEZheartsA Bestfriend someone you tell every secret to that knows everything bout you Loves you and respects you for who you are and they promise to never leave your side Through the good and the bad A bestfriend is one of a kind You love them regardless of anything and everything I have many bestfriends that i love so much And i promise you without them i would be dead They truly are what makesme me But i have to admit that theres someone that trulytouched my heart more then anyone lately As far away as i am right now she makes me feel like im around the corner She truly is the main reason why i want to come back to floridaI love her more then life its self Shes my bestfriendmy life my sister and my other halfhearts To me my family is everything I love my family more then anything in this world besides my friends Family truly is the most amazing group of people to ever walk on this planet My brother is my sincere other half My parents i thank god for having such wonderful parents unclesauntscousins abuelitosFamily no matter how far the distance they will always love you Family will always be the people who will have your back the most in life There truly isn't anyone like family I couldnt ask for a better family Even though i fight with them want to move out whatever the dealis i love them so much family will always everything My Point is family is amazing cherish it because they truly are para siempre hearts Elvia Michelle Feller since 1995 we have been the pairlas par de mujeres you and me have always been the closest of friends since we were kiddies When were like 10 we had an obsession with Aaron Carter we always loved the same actorssingersartists everything Same style same zodiac sign same religious parents everything We have always been identical Through the good times and the bad i will never forget who you are and what you have become Im proud of the person you are today and i promise that tomorrow ill be even prouder then yesterdayYou touched my heart with your act of kindess your family all you need is to be blood And i dont know whatscloser family or you because to me i dont need t prove that your family because i know you already are We might not have the same names or cultures but were the same inside Were sisters seprated at birth I know that no one will eve be closer to me then you I do have my bestfriend but no one will seperate me from my sisterYour irreplaceablebecause were like oneI thank god everday for having you i love you always and 4ever through distance and time youll always be mine Mi hermanita since 4ever AND THESE PEOPLE JUST MAKE ME WELL ME

condolences

T-Bird105 — Sun, 10 May 2009 20:07:30 MDT

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Sad Love Poem

aqua-the-silver-dolphin — Mon, 11 May 2009 16:40:58 MDT

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leilani_llamas — Mon, 11 May 2009 01:56:40 MDT

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Compare the authors presentations of women and power in The Color Purple and Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit Which in your opinion is more effectiveEnglish LiteratureJamie ScottCandidate 5121Centre Number 37323 Compare the authors presentations of women and power in The Color Purple and Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit Which in your opinion is more effectiveIn the novels The Color Purple and Oranges are Not the Only Fruit women are portrayed in both similar and different ways The first major similarities shared by the books are the lead characters both Celie and Jeanette are young girls living with their adoptive guardians and both girls are involved in lesbian relationships at some point in the story These similarities in the heroines of the stories provide the basis for my investigation as they are a catalyst for all the major examples of women and power throughout both novelsIn The Color Purple women are treated as slaves and sexual objects This view is reflected well in Celies relationship with Mr he marries her so she has to look after his children and frequently rapes her The almost complete opposite of this is Sofia and Harpos relationship where Sofia is dominant and commands Harpos every movementIn Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit there are no particularly extreme signs of sexual or sexist domination by either gender There are however instances where one character of the novel or a group of characters are shown to discriminate against other characters In both The Color Purple and Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit the most important characters are female Many of the major decisions which make up the stories are made by women In both novels the lead characters are greatly affected by the teachings and views of other women in the books In The Color Purple the women who influence Celie and her decisions are Shug Avery Nettie and Sofia Being portrayed at the start of the novel as her protector Nettie is the first person to show Celie ways in which she can become independent Although these first lessons seem to be just childish fun at the start of the novel they provide a basis for Walker to expand upon with other characters When Nettie fights off Mrs sexual advances she shows that women are not just objects for men to use at their own will After Nettie is thrown out of Mrs house letter 11 we dont hear much about her until later in the novel letter 51 Now she is not Celies protector but is instead showing her power and independence by trying to save the Olinka village in Africa Soon after Nettie makes a disappearance from the novel Walker introduces us to an even more influential character Shug Avery When Shug first arrives at Mrs home she is sick with nasty woman disease this possibly being Walkers euphemism for a sexually transmitted infection If this was the case Shugs first appearance in the story would be also the first time she is shown to have traditionally masculine qualities by being promiscuous Much unlike the majority of the women in The Color Purple Shug is not oppressed by men she doesnt allow herself to be dominated by anyone Her strong personality is a major part of her overall effect in the book her looks and career being mainly symbols of her power over the opposite sexThroughout the novel Shug has different roles many of which are because of the parts she plays towards Celie At various points in the book Shug plays the part of Celies mother sister friend lover and teacherThe lessons Shug teaches Celie are factors in the climax of the novel Without the influence of Shug Celie would still be the downtrodden passive character she is in the first few letters By learning to her own sexuality and voice Celie manages to recover her identity and eventually even believe in a different religious viewLike Shug Sofia is a character who refuses to be dominated by anyone whether they are white men or anyone elseAfter confronting Celie over her advice to Harpo on beating Sofia in order to gain power within the household Celie admits that she only told him to do such things because she was jealous of Sofias presence and the way she stands up for herself This is important in Celies life as it is the first time she realises that anyone can gain respect or power by being persistent enough to endure the hardships that life brings but also to take a stand and show that they have their own voice and identityCelie herself is at the end of the novel a heroic figure to both the reader and to the other characters After suffering for so long at the hands of Pa and later Mr Celie finally stands up for herself and secures herself a future by making her voice be heard This act is the climax of the novel and after such a buildup the reader feels a sense of victory both for Celie and for themselves Being a feminist Walkers novel is obviously in the favour of the female gender but the victory over oppression is universal and can be applied to any person who has suffered from either gender Walker manages to show that women can triumph over men if they band together creating her own feminist movement within the novel although she does so in a way which emphasises the importance of relationships and sisterhood rather than the stereotypical antimen views of some womenIn Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit the characters who make the majority of the decisions which affect either the story or Jeanette are her mother and Elsie Norris Jeanettes mother is described at the start of the novel as old testament through and through by the narrator In the old testament God was easily angered and meanspirited This summary of Jeanettes mothers character is one which fits perfectly as her love of Jeanette fluctuates in correlation with Jeanettes fulfilment of her mothers wishesBy being one of the most religious characters Jeanettes mother is also one of the most hypocritical Her actions towards her daughter are harsh and unloving unlike the kind and generous actions expected from a true believer in Jesus teachings Her ability to control Jeanettes actions as a child becomes less and less throughout the novel until the end where Jeanette effectively disowns her The decrease in the power she has over Jeanette is huge but when Jeanette returns home for Christmas her mother acts like nothing has changed By this point in the novel she is no longer the dominating woman we saw at the start she is a more softened and accepting woman who simply reaches for her CB radio whenever she feels distressed Her comfort comes in the form of the World Service her intended use for JeanetteLike Jeanettes mother Elsie is also a devout member of the church and testifies daily Unlike Jeanettes mother however Elsie is outgoing and has a history of travel behind her She represents the imaginative individual who Jeanette will eventually turn intoWhen Jeanettes own mother is being neglectful Elsie is the woman she turns to for comfort and guidance Jeanette learns many things that help her to become the character she is from Elsie that the only way to become the person she wants to be is by opening her mind to new ideasElsie suggests that when Jeanette quits the church she may be better off finding her own way in the world rather than pursuing a religion that she doesnt agree withUnlike Jeanettes mother Elsies power over Jeanette is not dominating or oppressing because Jeanettes lesbianism and rejection of the church are accepted by Elsie when everyone else shuns her The true power that Elsie has is the power to help people and that is what she does for Jeanette throughout When Elsie dies late in the novel Jeanette is deeply saddened at the loss Elsie is her only true friend and even manages to replace her motherJeanette towards the end of the novel is like Celie in the way that she riumphs over hardships but these are nowhere near as severe as in The Color Purple Where Celie is oppressed by men Jeanette is shunned by the church and her mother As a way of coping with her troubles Jeanette writes stories in the same way that Celie uses her letter writing as a coping mechanismBeing an active feminist Winterson has written many pieces about the roles of women in society and their apparent lack of power Winterson highlights this in a piece from The Guardian about Doris Lessing a feminist icon and novelist The main feel of the piece is not about Ms Lessing however it is more about the way women are still struggling for power with their male counterparts relating more to The Color Purple than Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit To conclude I feel that in terms of the portrayal of women and power Alice Walker is the most effective writer of the two Her story not only describes male dominance and the ways in which women can overcome such hardships but also how women can still be civil and forgiving after years of oppression This I feel is a feature that can be felt by every reader as a show of true power and strength whatever their race sexuality gender or even religious preference In Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit the general tone is much lighter than in The Color Purple and to keep the story lighthearted there are much fewer troubles to be overcome resulting in a climax which seems much less significant in terms of women and power than Walkers novel On balance Celies struggle through rape and oppression is more effectively shown than Jeanettes sexuality being frowned upon by her mother and the church Whilst homophobia is a problem that more and more people are affected by every day I feel that sexual dominance and the way women are treated is a problem that has been going on for hundreds if not thousands of years and will continue to touch readers for many more BibliographyThe Guardian Newspapers August 15 2001Jeanette WintersoncomModern Critical InterpretationsAlice Walker's The Color Purple Harold Bloom 2000Paths to Liberation in Alice Walkers The Color Purple 1982 Ernece B KellyOranges Are Not the Only Fruit String of knots to orange box Margaret Marshment and Julia Hallam 19942000 Words

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There is a very good translation about the article made by ProvinceJonna Nygren 25 has a strong handshake Her glance is straight and eyes amazingly green like emeralds Her fianc s eyes are the same with a hint of Aegean ocean s blue in them Abroad people often think that HIM s frontman and his model fiance 173cm and 50kg are siblings Even their mothers agree that they look suprisingly alike Jonna has some Gypsy blood running through her veins That s why I ve had a very strict upbringing My grandpa made sure that everyone had good table manners Parents have to be respected You have to be honest Jonna explainsJonna s mother was 17 when she got married to the blueeyed white man Jonna was born first then her little brother Jonna s father now has three sons with his new wife the youngest is only one and a half years old Jonna s mother on the other hand has a sevenyearold daughter I love my little sister and brothers very much Mom and Dad have always been my real parents But because they are so young we re probably more like friends than what average children and parents areJonna says that she and Ville want to have children too But they are in no hurry Ville s only 28 after all I suffer from a terrible fear of giving birth though I wonder how I could get rid of that Maybe it fades once you get pregnant Surely they ll get the baby out somehowJonna doesn t think that getting married is absolutely necessary even if they d like to have children Oh the children would be bastards she laughsEventhough Jonna s been the host for music programs on MoonTV and SubTV and worked as a model for Paparazzi she is somewhat of a stranger to the major public except as Ville s girlfriend and now fiance The reason probably is that she lived mainly abroad for three years She lived in Manhattan with some models she knew until she rented a 20 square meter flat for herself In summer she used to come to Finland to work at restaurants and the winters she spent in Thailand Indonesia and Malaysia Apart from English I also speak some Bahasa Indonesia because I used to live in small fishing villages away from tourism Altough there were some surfers there every now and then I don t surf myself because I don t like the water I can t stand it when I can t see the bottom of the sea I suffer from a mild fear of closedin places But I like the Asian culture Eventhough Europeans would think that they re lives are in very bad condition they can still be happyOne of Jonna s FinnishEnglish friends has founded a Children s home in Nepal Jonna is planning on going there to work and help out someday for longer than just a few days My dream is to study to become a child therapist when I m older I d like to be able to help the abused little ones Many have to suffer a lot of damage because of their parents substance misuse problems or sexual abuse for exampleJonna s mother works as a therapist Mother Amma and her messages to the world are important to me When I read her books it makes me want to care about people the same way without demanding anything from anyoneSoon it s been two years since Jonna started going out with a man that many girls and boys would like more than just HIM s music from In Finland we basically just hang out Watch dvds at home and meet friends in safe circles Ville is the cook in our family He cooks lovely Eastern foodJonna can't get Ville to join her at the public swimming pool where she goes to exercise and do water walking At our friends summer places we can then relax naked I fell asleep in the sun a couple weeks ago so now I definitely don't have any sun lines she smiles The love for Ville Valo was the final reason for Jonna to return to Finland in November two years ago The other reason was Finland s cheap medical care In New York I had to spend hundreds of dollars a week to a doctor The pollution and the airconditioning indoors made my asthma so bad that I had to breath with the help of an apparatusJonna s health has gotten better in Finland But still she never leaves home without her inhaler I had to quit smoking because my asthma got worse Nowadays I smoke whenever I m at a bar I simply like to have a smoke when I m drinking Of course it s not wise it wasn t wise when I did ballet and show dance and modern dance eitherAnd of course smoking doesn t fit a person who goes to the gym in winter to run on a treadmill and goes jogging for an hour every summer morning No I don t have poles with me I can go fast enough without them she laughs at my questionShe hasn t got her singersongwriter excited about extra sports I never think of Ville as the Ville Valo from HIM who s already before the age of 30 earned so much money with his music that he d never have to work again to live a normal life I consider Ville to be normal guy All the fans and stuff seem really weird for meThe magazines reported earlier that Ville and Jonna got engaged at Ruisrock and got theirselves Dilligaf tattoos that stand for Do I Look Like I Give A Fck Actually we ve been engaged for a long time already We got our engagement tattoos at Ruisrock though but they re not Dilligaf Jonna says and shows me her left ring finger that has a beautiful V on it Ville has a J on his I have eleven tattoos They are just pieces of flesh Also Ville s V on my finger is a piece of flesh just like we re a piece of each other s lives If we break up someday that part of our lives will be overJonna doesn t wish that to happen though That s why she doesn t want to get a permanent job even in television although she is fascinated by it That s why she is working as a waitress and a model I don t want to be clinging to Ville at every gig he does But I want to be able to go with him when we both feel like it

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Care stopped the medication cycleRelationship crisis and burn out drove Jonna Nygren to take care of herself with medication and liquor People close to her found the lonely rock wife and took her to rehab 'Then I realized it isn't a shame to ask for help'JONNA NYGREN broken up with Ville ValoI returned stronger from the rehabIn the world of society columns Jonna Nygren 27 should have been a lucky girl There Jonna lives as a rock wife for the lead singer Ville Valo 30 of the most successful Finnish band Him She spinned around in celebritymodel events and got her own show to host at Moontv Subtv and latest MTVThe couple got engaged last summer in Provinssirock and instead of rings they got tattoos on their fingers and bought a house from Helsinki's most expensive neighborhood The fans cried for the taken Ville and Jonna got suggestions for an interview with the idea of 'Finland's most hated normal person' She declined for that story but in an other revealed that the couple were thinking of names for future children Ville praised the power of relationship and told that his lady was hoping for a winter weddingAt the change of the year mud was thrown over the dream headlines Jonna threw a fit in a bar and screamed holes in her mans ear Ville thought to be a gentleman shook the peace of the high class building made noise and threatened the neighbor The rocker ended up in jailIn the beginning of March there were news of the couples shock break up A few column weeks later Jonna ended up in an hospital Jonna says she has heard dozens of reasons and versions of why and in what care she ended up in Now shes feeling good enough to tell what was really going on behind the tabloidsThe most ridiculous comment came from a half acquaintance According to that I was partying so wildly after the break up that I ended up in rehab Right last months have been absolutely hilarious my life continuous May day Things really aren't the way everybody thinks they are Jonna corrects Well how are they then Going asleep and waking up with medicationIn the beginning of May the tabloids were screaming 'Break up from Ville drove to a vicious circleJONNA WENT TO REHABIn reality burn out and its self medication drove Jonna to rehab Jonna counts that her problems started about half a year ago When Ville was touring with Him Jonna lived alone in the couples' apartment and killed time with working Too muchReal life really wasn't just living as a rock wife Jonna has worked in restaurant business her whole working life and in addition to that has done modeling jobs and TVhosting The shifts at the favorite restaurants of Helsinki could stretch out to 3 am and waking up for the days hosting job was at 5am She started feeling overtired and irritated Even though the fatigue weighted heavy sleep didn't come I was always tense weepy and depressed Was so damn tired but just had to go on I was constantly taking more work although I wasn't feeling goodJonna started medicating her insomnia and bad feelingsWhen I got home in the evenings I drank red wine so I could relax Sleep on the other hand didn't come without tranquilizers or sleeping pills That lead to that I in the morning had to stuff my face full with caffeine tablets because the usual coffee wakening didn't help anymore she tellsOvertiredness stress and pressure of the relationship got deeper and worse It was a full job for Jonna to get out of her house and take care of the agreed shifts but still she couldn't recognize the condition she was getting intoIn that treadwheel I didn't even notice the symptoms of depression I felt violent anxiety and often felt like crying but didn't stop to think what was wrong with meThe final stop came in the middle of March when Jonna withdrew to her homeI was drinking by myself and was physically so dead tired that I couldn't even drag myself to the bathroom or the toilet Everything felt so overwhelming My friends came to visit and found me in the apartment in a confused state of mind I hadn't showered for a week I didn't have strenght for anythingThe friends stayed for the night to support Jonna and contacted her mother The psychiatricmother who works with youngsters who have drug problems understood immediately that now care was needed not scoldingOnly after the others came for help I realized that this is what I needed I felt enormously relieved It felt like a rock had been lifted from me when I was found and I got to say that I needed helpMother guided to rehabAlthough the ultimate reason for Jonnas sickness were depression and overtiredness firstly the drug dependence that had formed in the near months had to be taken care of Jonna was guided to the Aurora hospital in Helsinki but that didn't feel like the right place not in her or the doctors opinion With mothers advice she went to Pellas which is specialized for rehabitation In the connection you talk about drug rehab Though I wasn't doing drugs my medication dependency needed the same kind of treatmentJonna praises Pellas' 11person rehabitation center A homelike atmosphere and an intimate spirit dominated the little unitThe other recoveries were amazing personalities I don't remember laughing so much in ages We were able to laugh at ourselves and our restlessness That helped the recovery On the other hand you realized it isn't a shame to ask for help There are others alikeOnly in the rehab Jonna realized in what a bad shape she had been inShe portrays herself as a performer who tries to please everybody from friend to employerI like to take care of others That way you forget your own troubles A nurse in Pallas reminded me that now I was resting myself There I realized that I don't have to be a superwoman and assiduously assure that I can handle everything Its ok to say that I'm completely dead tiredPallas concentrates on resting discussing eating well and exercising Jonna had lost weight and was in a fragile condition so rehab and insomnia were tough for the body tooI did handiwork when I got an allowance for knitting needles They were forbidden in the house rules but luckily the nurses saw that knitting is an effective way for me to calm downJonna was in Pellas for a month During that time she was only in contact with her mother The rest of the world had to waitWhen the month came to close the thought of leaving was frightening I had gotten used to having support near My other life had been on pause for the whole treatment and I was nervous on what kind of pressures I would encounter in the outer worldAfter the rehab Jonna started therapy At first she had a threshold with talking to a complete stranger When the beginning reservedness was gotten over with the carerelationship became encouraging Therapy concentrates on taking care of the depression and finding out where it all started A therapist doesn't give you advice but helps you think and understandI have learned enormously about myself and realized how things are connected to each other and how our experiences affect us This has been an interesting journey in myself and it probably would suit everybody even if they weren't going through a dramatic stop like thisVille calls dailyThe relationship was ended over the phone VILLE DUMPED JONNA The engaged couples break was in the tabloids in the beginning of March It was told that Ville left Jonna with a text message Jonna doesn't talk about Ville and herself as we anymore Instead of a break up she would rather call it a break She doesn't want to chew over the reasons of the break hereWe were both drunk then one in Athens one in Finland We were having a war with text messages racingly sending each other mean bitchy messages It was a blunder episode of two drunkards where one was trying to focus on its job the other on keeping its head together Intoxication is the right state when going through these kinds of things sneers JonnaThe relationship that has laster for three years is on penalty until Ville gets back to Finland from his American tour when the couple gets to talk face to face The rumors of a complete break up are rubbishWe talk together on the phone daily Ville always calls when hes going to sleep and again when he has woken up We talk about this and that How are you eating porridge what are you doing watching a movieJonna reminds that every relationship has problems that are not supposed to be straightened out over the phone You have to talk these things through face to faceEven though it's hard to believe things have a habit of straightening out I have my idea on how things are gonna continue and where I'll in the end settle up in but thats between usFor now Jonna lives with her mother in Hyvink The excouples home in Kaivopuisto is on sale and Ville has gotten a new house from MunkkiniemiJonna admits that a traveling job caused pressure in the relationship but that staying apart also had its charm Both got time for their selves and the moments shared together are even more appreciated Jonna toured around with Him in few occasions for the longest she was with them on the American tour Jonna was also going to go to Australia and Japan but her sickness ruined the plansOnly on the road I realized what a hard job the guys are doing In the morning you wake up to do interviews then you transfer to where the gig is taking place In the night you move to the next target where the routines are repeated Glamour is far from it and everyone who manages tour life deserves respectIt also takes guts for them who stay at homeMaybe even more than for the one who leaves Jonna remarksThe one on the road has its traveling routines and can focus tightly on working but frustration and longing lurks to the one waiting at homeBut I don't blame the job for what happened between us When I got into the relationship Ville was already a successful rockstar and I did know where I got myself intoTo the brake up fuss Jonna takes a humorous standLuckily after it came the break up of the Kirvesniemis Jonna laughs dryly All respect to their relationship but from my point of view it was a relief that the public got something else to talk aboutThe seething gypsy bloodJonna threw a fit EARDRUM RIPPED In the end of last year Jonna screamed herself to the tabloids after a night that went too wild They were playing spin the bottle with a group of friends until Jonna lost her nerve and screamed so that the eardrum of Ville who was sitting next to her ripped If the hole had been any bigger Ville would have ended up on an operation table and Villes American tour would have been canceled I was told that for a eardrum to rip you need a 140 desibel shout It seems I have a voice that carries far Greetings to the boys of Nightwish here it goes Jonna smiles tamelyShe believes that one day this will be laughed about although now its shamefulNever in my life have I been so sorry about anything or to anybody then I am about that stuntJonna describes herself to be a mood person who cries as easily as laughs Emotions are not held backI let everything come out in the moment I feel like it My friends are used to it and let me rage for a while because they know I'll get back to normal soon I guess it's my seething gypsy blood says Jonna motioning to her gypsy grandfatherIt was probably the gypsy blood in her when she at the age of 8 told her mother she was moving out of Finland when she grows up Her friends would become hairdressers nurses and truck drivers she would be a traveler At the age of 17 she left to Helsinki for a few days holiday and forgot herself in her friends house for a month and later moved there entirely A few years later she ended up in New York just as spontaniously a one month holiday expanded to three yearsJonnas and Ville Valos roads crossed for the first time in 2003 when Jonna was visiting Finland She was slowly planning on returning to Finland but when the love flamed the plans speeded upJonna says she wasn't the least bit interested in standing in publicity next to Ville and didn't let it change her life She had gotten her own share of publicity with her jobs on MoonTV SubTV and now on MTV To gossiping Jonna has an uncaring attitudeHalf acquitances call and tell things on our behalf So what That doesn't feel like anything There are always lurkers and I don't view them as my friends We had a habit of sending SMS on who found the most 'bomb' headlineWhat doesn't piss you off anymore strengthens THE SICK LEAVE CONINUES STILL told the tabloids but Jonna is on the better half of the recovery Therapy continues regularly and Jonna has slowly returned to restaurant jobs When MTVs Headbangers ball returns from the summer brake Jonna will continue to host itRight after the rehab Jonna felt like the normal life wouldn't work She wasn't able to sleep and couldn't find a good rhythm The next phase was what doesn't kill pisses you off With the support of others I could carry on even if it was strength taking Then came the best phase of recovery What doesn't piss you off anymore strengthens I could look back and notice that jes I went through quite a mess but came through as a much stronger human I understand myself others and the society betterJonna used to think that exhaustion was a sign of weakness Close relations and doctors have praised her to be brave she did confess she needed help and even told the public about her hellGoing to rehab was the best opinion for me at that moment I wasn't the first definitely not the last and asking for help is nothing to be ashamed ofJonna is thankful for the support her friends gave her She hadn't realized how many people she had who cared about herThough then there are those who think I was in rehab because I was crazyJonna admits that she couldn't have survived without the help of her mother Mom knew that instead of condemnation understanding was needed It would have been easy to turn your back on your drunkard and take a condemnated attitudeMy mother was an absolutely fabulous help and the tough experience has brought us together Lets see when I bear to leave from her There we lay next to my mom my little sister and I Right now it's the safest place on earth