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let me live my life

xloveeu — Sun, 31 May 2009 21:23:01 MDT

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Let me live my life

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let me live my life

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let me live my own life

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let me live my life

evaluis — Sat, 9 May 2009 12:53:28 MDT

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Just let me live my life

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let me live my life

Buddy620267 — Sun, 10 May 2009 21:00:43 MDT

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LEAVE ME ALONE LET ME JUST LIVE MY LIFE

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let me live my life the way i want to

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JUST LET ME LIVE MY LIFE

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Rika Pissed

lovelyhavery — Mon, 11 May 2009 23:14:04 MDT

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quotOK OK Just let me live my life momquot

i'm the one who has to die when it's time for me to die so let me live my life the way i want to

Jeanna21487 — Sun, 10 May 2009 01:11:08 MDT

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hey lady

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LET ME TELL YOU WHY I CAN'T LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU

Bride's tattoo

Get_Organized — Mon, 2 Nov 2009 20:43:10 MST

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im the one who has to die when its time for me to die so let me live my life the way i want to

NekoOujo — Sat, 9 May 2009 03:34:29 MDT

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My LiFe

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Im ThE oNe WhO hAs To DiE wHeN iT's My TiMe To DIe So LeT mE lIvE mY lIfE tHe WaY i WaNt To WiTh YoU iN It SmiLiNg BeSiDe Me TiLL mY LaSt BrEaThMoNiC

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justlove32 — Sun, 10 May 2009 20:42:41 MDT

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i'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die so let me live my life the way i want to

grand pa

dannyboy5162005 — Mon, 11 May 2009 10:43:16 MDT

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love him w my life and would let my blood drain for him to live for he is more important to me then anything in the world

jamels

jamels — Wed, 13 May 2009 23:58:09 MDT

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I'm sick and tired for being martyr y can't let you go of you ill live my own life me and only me and not minding his ass

everything in life is needed on earth

Anakabrokenhearted — Wed, 13 May 2009 22:08:55 MDT

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me and my husband and we show eatherwe both live show the same love for eather and we always stay togethereven when life gets hard we stay together and never let one another fall

My father quote

Artful_S — Thu, 23 Jul 2009 16:58:59 MDT

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my father didn't tell me how to live he lived and let me watch him do it

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I'm the one who has to die when it's time for me to die so let me live my life the way I want to

Michael Jackson

crbutler112992 — Fri, 14 Aug 2009 12:14:28 MDT

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He was my hero and many others as well he had influenced me throughout my life Let his music his legacy live forever Our love for u will never die MJRIP Michael J JacksonAugust 29 1958 June 25 2009

This is me mandy

Mriggleman13 — Sun, 10 May 2009 20:51:48 MDT

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My life ant as good as it looks but im liveing it like a normole person of cours no one is perfict so live the life you already started dont let go i learnded not to so keep that in mind and be shore to baleave

Music and Movement Quote

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TOML

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A Bird Without Wings banner

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HomieB_2008 — Sun, 10 May 2009 23:54:56 MDT

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A myspace dis girl right here is my True Love and my future wife BrianaIm tellin yall she means everything in dis world 2 me theres nothin can change the way I feel 4 her And ya'll haterz out there that dont like it well its 2 DAMN BAD I been with dis girl 4 a while now and she makes me feel like Im tyhe happiest man in the world Im making her mine 4 ever and if you don't believe me then watch n see us in the futureSo what Im trying to say Briana baby I LUV YOU and I'm not gonna let u slip away from me And to add on to that UR ALL I NEED in dis life and if u walk away from me then I won't have nothin left I can't live my life without you in it

Special 5

tryskykay — Mon, 11 May 2009 11:43:04 MDT

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I would like to enter my mom Nancy in the special person theme She had done so much for her children when my dad left she didn't ever give up she worked harder for us My mom is taking care of my grandma instead of putting her in a nursing home this is a lot of work on my mom and she still had a job at a Health and human Resources office With all of these things going on she hardly has time for a social life I also had my first child at the age of 18 She helped me and let me live with her until my husband got back from boot camp She has really done a lot for my sister and i we couldn't ask for a better mom It would mean the work to us to have her win something for helping out so many people Thank you Alissa

stars rasta

navi2020 — Wed, 2 Sep 2009 16:59:02 MDT

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WELL IF YOU LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT MEMY NAME IS NAVILLE BUT ALL MY FRIENDS CALL ME NAVI IM FROM GUATEMALACITY I MOVED HERE IN BIG ISLAND WHEN I TURNED 15AT FIRST IT WAS KIND OF SAD TO LEFT ALL MY FRIENDS BUT NOW I LIKE LIVING IN THA BIG ISLAND I HAD MADE LOTS OF MISTAKES BUT NEVER REGRET THEM CUZ I LEARN FROM THEM IM A POSITIVE PERSON THAT WOULD NEVER LET YOU DOWN EVEN WHEN MY OWN LIFE IS UPSIDES DOWN I JUST LIKE TO SMILE EVERY SINGLE MOMENT I CAN CUZ I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE TO THA FULLESTWITH THE PEOPLE THAT I LOVE AND CAREIF SOMEONE DOESNT LIKE ME I HONESTLY DONT GIVE A FUCK YO CUZ ITS MY LIFE AND THIS WHO I'AMYOU WANNA TALK SHIT ABOUT ME FINE FUCKA SAY IT TO MAI FACE BITCHAND DONT TRY TO CHANGE ME CUZ I AINT HEA TO PLEASE YOU I CAN BE REALLY NICE AND SHOW MY LOVE TO YOU BUT YOU MESS WITH ME ILL SHOW YOU THE BITCH I CAN BE NOW MY LIFE IS WAY DIFFERENT THAN B4I HAVE MADE SUM GOOD CHANGES AND IM GONNA KEEP THEM UP AND BE HAPPY SURREND IT BY THA PEOPLE I LOVENOW IF YOU LIKE TO KNO MORE jUST ASK

Oh look a paw print

maebyn — Sat, 9 May 2009 00:53:42 MDT

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017 Your name pretty frownBook title and author Little Red Riding Hood by Brothers GrimmYour own title for your image Oh look a paw printURL of your image Here httpfc87deviantartcomfs41f20090392c2cefe1478c4aaff8e7dbf348f5b93dc8pngURL of your galleryother artwork dAAny comments about what you tried to accomplish in this illustration This is my take on Little Red Riding Hood basically exaggerating the adventure a tenfoldText describing the scene eg paraphrase short quote from book cite page Higher by CreedWhen dreaming I'm guided to another worldTime and time againAt sunrise I fight to stay asleep'Cause I don't want to leave the comfort of this place'Cause there's a hunger a longing to escapeFrom the life I live when I'm awakeSo let's go thereLet's make our escapeCome on let's go thereLet's ask can we stayCan you take me HigherTo a place where blind men seeCan you take me HigherTo a place with golden streets

Acacia Acars Twin

TyciesCharacterDatabase — Tue, 12 May 2009 14:35:28 MDT

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Username I iz The CuteMy Name Acacia PortlandWhat I Brought With Me Nothingbut my clothes my hat and a few potions of various uses in my bagI Act Like Personality Calm sweet funny and I don't usually take things seriously When I do it makes my brother laugh and I can't help but laugh too I take things seriously in a funny wayMy Story Bio My brother and I were born me exactly five minutes after him He always tried to protect me as best he could and we watched out for each other after our father left Acar is one of the easiest people to live with and we have a great time with life If I've learned one thing it's to enjoy life to its fullest and never let yourself be dragged down by anything And apparently the gods liked thatIm 19 years oldMy Powers Super speed and thought placement the ability to put a thought into someone else's mind a reverse of Acar's power

i was just trippn

moneyjunkie91 — Mon, 11 May 2009 10:46:35 MDT

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But it seems you have more negative i'ma make a list good and bad and see which one has more and than the other on you you can do the same if i have more negative leave me alone until were grown or forever and i'ma do a same My family once again dn't like you beacuase they mad you didn't walk me home and i'm sorry ut i'm tried of lying it's not worth all that and besides some of yo vex demons from yo house followed me and dt to much for me to dealn with so i'm giving my life completely to jesus i'm not gone live in sin like this its not worth going to hell you know i'd do anything for you but i don't believe you do it for me and like my mother said you proved it once you let me walk the streets alone like you did so i'ma just say i love'd you but you just lusted for me and thats that so umm bye

i give you my heart

ladyjha — Mon, 11 May 2009 12:01:59 MDT

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HELEN HORNE

helenhorne — Mon, 11 May 2009 00:45:43 MDT

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SPEAKS HER MINDHONEST GOOD FRIENDLOVES HER SONSRONNIERICKY BRUCE HER GRANDCHILDREN KENDALLREIDBRYCEELIJAHGABERIALCAROLINEMY BOYFRIEND OF 15 YRS BILLY EDMONDSONLOVES MOST OF MY FAMILYLOVE TAKING PICTURESSO WATCH OUT LOL LOVES GOD AND LIFE I HAVE ONLY A FEW DAYS LEFT TO LIVE AND THATS A HARD THING TO SWALLOW BUT I HAD FAITH IN GOD TO LET ME LIVE A FEW YRS LONGERBUT I NEVER FELT SO ALONE AND SCARED NO MATTER HOW MANY PEOPLE I HAD AROUND ME BUT NOW I HAVE A SECOND CHANCE I AM NOT GOING TO BE AROUND NO DRAMA BECAUSE LIFE IS TO SHORTMY SONG DEDICATED TO MY SONS ARE SIMPLE MAN BY LYNARD SKYNARD AND TO BILLY REMEMBER WHEN BY ALAN JACKSON IF BY CHANCE YOU ARE READING THIS AND I AM NO LONGER WITH YALL I AM WITH YOU I AM A ANGEL WATCHING OVER YOU AND I LOVE YOU EVEN AFTER DEATH AS LONG AS YOU REMEMBER THAT MEMORIES NEVER DIE THEN I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU LOVE HELEN

My mommy

mama_mandy05 — Mon, 11 May 2009 15:21:23 MDT

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This is my mom Her name is Darletta and she is my hero She raised three girls by herself for the past 16 years She has always done what she could to feed us shelter us and be there for us She is my BEST friend I look up to her more than she will ever know She is always there for me when i cry smile or make a fool of myselflol The times I treasure the most with her is when I graduated I remember looking down and seeing my mom cry because she was so happy for me even though I think I let her down big time for getting pregnant so young She was there crying her eyes out and I was cryen along with herlol Then when I had my son She was in the room and seen it all She got pushed down there and got to see him first She was so happy to be a grandmother and finally have a boy aroundhaha It meant the world to me to share that experience and gift with her And at my weddingwhen I get married my MOTHER will be giving me away She was my mom my father and best friend my whole life I love you mom and I hope you know that I want you to be happy find true love get married and live YOUR life You have lived for us girls all our lives and you deserve to be happy you always have and I am sorry that we weren't this close when I was growing up and I am sorry for putting you threw so much You gave me two great sisters and a wonderful life and I love you for it all Love you Dar Dar hehe

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alexispesina — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 13:35:38 MDT

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even when I am in bed my thoughts rush to you my eternally beloved now and then joyfully then again sadly waiting to know whether Fate will hear our prayerTo face life I must live altogether with you or never see you Yes I am resolved to be a wanderer abroad until I can fly to your arms and say that I have found my true home with you and enfolded in your arms can let my soul be wafted to the realm of blessed spiritsalas unfortunately it must be soYou will become composed the more so you know that I am faithful to you no other man can ever possess my heartneverneverOh God why must one be separated form him who is so dear Yet my life in Vienna at present is a miserable lifeYour love has made me both the happiest and the unhappiest of mortalsAt my age I now need stability and regularity in my lifecan this coexist with our relationshipboy I have just heard that the post goes every dayand therefore I must close so that you may receive the letter immediatelyBe calm for only by calmly considering our lives can we achieve our purpose to live togetherBe calmlove meTodayyesterdaywhat tearful longing for youfor youyoumy lifemy allall good wishes to youOh do continue to love menever misjudge your lover's most faithful heart ever yours ever mine ever ours

Ami Cross

AlexMontgomery15 — Sat, 6 Jun 2009 14:13:10 MDT

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Name Ami Cross Alias Ami ItagakiAmi Sakuma Age 16 Family Aimi Itagaki Mother Takuto Itagaki Uncle Ringo Sakuma Cousin Tohru Sakuma Cousin Seishirou Sakuma Father Kaien Cross Adoptive Father Race Dhampir Halfvampire Status School GuardianVampire Hunter Love Intrest Yeah I dunno At the age of nine Ami had been abandond at a church while her uncle Takuto and his sisterher mom Aimi went off hunting a group of vampires In the late night she was found by a pair of vampires Tohru and his twins sister Ringo After being taken to Kaien Cross she'd been living with him and his adoptive daughter Yuki later on adding Zero Kiryu into the mix Later on in life she'd discovered the real reason why Aimi and Takuto left her As it turned out she was half vampire and able to become a full vampire after being forced to drink her father's blood When Ami finds her family again Aimi explained that the Vampire Hunters Association had forced her to choose Either kill Ami now or leave her Aimi chose to let her live and leave her

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GageFoundation — Mon, 11 May 2009 14:51:13 MDT

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A poem from Gage to his mommie ShanaCreated with love by me Sherry KidwellIt will get easier ShanaThat's why god gave us shouldersI always have mine reserved for youWe are going to do awesome things through your precious little boy named GageI have never had a dog touch my heart and life as Gage's has except for RayneGage was born with a purposeAlthough we aren't ever aware of that purpose we live each day as if its the lastYou and Britt and all your family gave Gage the most wonderful lifeNo he was not a pitbullHe was a family companionHe was your beautiful son He was Britts amazing son and he was a brother like nonother to your 3 prescious 2 legged childrenGod doesn't give us more than we can handle right I believe you said those very words to me when I broke down talking about RayneI won't let you fall ShanaI promiseI am here for the long hall and I thank God every day for I know I have not only 2 angels Rusty Rayne in heaven I now have 3 GageAnd God has gone way and beyond and given me an Angel on EarthYOUI will forever be by your side and I don't care the mileage between usYou NEED MEI AM THEREIt's only 4 hrs plane rideI MEAN IT I love you guysAll of you Love Sherry Kidwell

Junal Gerlach Adopted Father Richard Dick Gerlach

junalg — Sun, 5 Jul 2009 14:17:23 MDT

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RIP Daddy I love you and miss you forever Thanks for the three spankens you gave me the whole time you raised me Thank you for always being by my bedside tucking me in faithfully pressing my blankets around my sides to keep me warm Thank you for always telling me that I am so beautiful and kissing me on my forehead every night Now I lay me down to sleep I pray my lord my soul to keep bless mommy and daddy and ricky and monty and audrey and frosty and surfy amen I will always cherish the love you gave me as my father When my own father could not Thank you for not being embarassed that I am your daughter thank you for not regecting me as my own father did I am blessed to have fond memories and I love you daddy RIP forgive me for not making it to your funeral the family that was left forgot me too But I know you didnt forget me you come in my dreams with a hug and tell me to keep away from troubled men You showed me a heaven that had a mansion and it was glorious and you said I have a room there to just do good on earth and on that road I seen Judes DAD my RIP sons DADDY on his journey to the heavens and he promised to come get me someday remember he was the love of my life daddyhe died too Take care of Douglas Wilson daddy tell him I never forgot him or our son Guess I made a journal today Daddy my fiance left meI am not perfect But I will serve God and help the people that can't help themselves if God will let me I believe I will do what God leads me to do in my life So I am believing that as scripture states he will return my land and multiply it I will intercese for the Native American people and request other cultures to share testimonies and heal a nation Daddy you were supposed to walk me down the aisle and I am older nowguess I never found that man dad that would treat me with the honour that you showed me At least I learned that dad Its not important to marry anymore and I am blessed with your grandchildren out of Gods mercy and grace we live for God

EverQuest 2 Lieve Event Item 20080903

Littlelisa007 — Sun, 10 May 2009 07:17:25 MDT

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A very nice reg customer of mine Ziponia told me about this and I was so happy it's such a kool item You will love this house deco It has to be one of the awesomest house event items ever It's a miniature Temple of Life You go to the Priest Temple Area At this time you will see some new things there such as a new Timorous Deep portal and Shepard offering new quests You know the floating temple in North Qeynos Go into the water Fish up some fishies They are named Koalindl fish Then examine them and you will see that these fishies are much too small So you must do the right thing and click the option to throw them back And you get a koalindl scale key as a reward So now your wondering what this key may openGo to the Down Below 206 0 24 West side of the map throws up west side gang signYou will see a box you can open using that keyRewards Temple of Life item and Seeress Ealaynya Ithis's Prophecies Book ThreeEnjoy If you need let me know and I can write up a guide with pics I took pics as I went along anyway for my website live event comics

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cooltranier13px — Sun, 10 May 2009 21:01:07 MDT

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JenniferThat letter you wrote me was touchingand when I got home it made me cry I didn't cry my eyes out so don't worry my eyes mite hurt a little bit tho That letter I worte you was quick and not very good this one is better I'm not going to mention last week because thats over and it's MUCH better now The reason I started crying is because reading over your note I had Deju Vu It was verbatum of what Sam said Which only proves that things is going to end the samebut nowwhen we're together you make me feel Simple Clean What lies beyond the morning is a little later on regardless of warnings doesn't scare me with you Nothing is like before but so much is the sameI know that didn't make sence butit's how I feel Lately you been all I need alI need to talk to Maybe when we're older you'll understand Everytime you walk away I just feel like saying Pleasedon't go It's hard to let goI remember daliy things that keep us busy would confuse you but I would just smile and laugh Do you know whats funny I said this 3 years agoanywayI beat Fin It was pretty easy if I have to say I shouldn't be so hard on him thoalot happened 3 years ago I just didn't leave Sam I feel like I left My Sanctuary and I'm never going to get it back It's a place where all my fear and lies melt away into the sky and vanish The place where I'm safe where I'm relaxed There something you need to know about me The reason I don't trust easy is because my uncle used to live with us Of course family to I trusted him but he has mind problems and he used to beat me everyday when I was a child So I expect everyone to be just like himbut I know everyone isn't It's like I'm living on edgeright nowmy grandma is living her last days things isn't going how I want them to go andI just wished that I didn't have feelings emotions or a heart anymore to much hasselThere is one saying that I never told anyone Wonk uoy naht noiteffa erom deen iThere is one thing you can do to make it all better Yako sit em llet dna em dlohFor the three guys that like me Cameron Kevon John I decided to drop all three of them I feel like they don't have time for me and don't want to make time So after I finished talking to you I called Cameron he didn't answer of course but I left him a voicemail saying that I don't want him in my life anymore That I don't want him to like me that we need to live different lives without each other and if he wants me then it's to bad Because I'm going to live my life without him hes to much hassel with me and I just want him gone If Cameron takes me saying that to him hard then its just something he has to go though He shouldn't tho So I'm going to delete Cameron and John from my Myspace and to block there friend id I'm not going to call Cameron either or John I doubt that me and John is going to see each other every again or for a very long timeIts going to be a little hard telling John but he got in so much trouble for me andwellI don't want to be with him I can forget about Kevon in time He cared a little but he has to much going on and I'm not one of them He was realandpersonally I can live without him I can live without all of them I don't want any of them I just want them to leave me alone and to stop telling me that they like me If they really like me then they would try to be in my life At least call me I have one question to ask but I'll ask you at a later timeWith LoveTre Rashad BrownBroBFFAgent TectPS Ya I know I used the word But I only used it once LOL

IMVU book Quote Background HOLDS QUOTE INFORMATION FOR THE BOOK

kuramas_foxy_rose — Sun, 10 May 2009 21:49:42 MDT

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No matter how many times we reincarnate It's set in stone Who we live for HotaruSailor Saturn Page 18 Do not be distraught Always with the end comes hope and rebirth HotaruSailor Saturn Back Cover Darkness returns once again But now I am aware those 2000 years that went by as I slept like a dead rock brought upon the nightmare in this cradle that rocks back and forth HotaruSailor Saturn Page 8 Beautiful This suffering at the moment of destruction HotaruSailor Saturn Page 2 I am the journeyer from the valley of the dead With the blessings of Saturn the planet of destruction I am the Scout of Silence Sailor Saturn HotaruSailor Saturn inside front cover I didn't want anyone to know about this cold bloodless body I was always alone Papa was busy with his research I thought I would die alone like this I finally made a friend Do I need to live so badly that my body is turned into this Is there a reason for me to live HotaruSailor Saturn Page 12 Awaken Awaken the self within myself The time has come Let the destruction begin HotaruSailor Saturn Page 16 Death plays more a more important role in the universe than life for everyone dies but not everyone lives'HotaruSailor Saturn Page 24

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armando_01_08_2008 — Mon, 11 May 2009 10:09:38 MDT

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THIS IS MY ONE AND ONLY BABY YADISHE WALKED LIGHTLY INTO MY LIFE CAPTIVATING AND LOVELY TO MY MINDAT FIRST I DIDNT MIND CARING WHO SHE WAS BUT NOW I DONT KNOW WHO I AM WITHOUT HERSHE'S MY LIFEI LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEARTSTRENGTH AND MY SOULSHE'S MY EVERYTHING AND SHE'S ALL I NEED IN THIS WORLD IM SO DAMN LUCKY TO HAVE HER HEART AND GLAD SHE HAS MINEI NEVER REALLY THOUGHT THAT I WAS GOING TO FIND A SPECIAL UNIQUE beautiful smart funny sweet caring wonderful and a lovely girl BUT GUESS WHAT I DID LOLAND This treasure of love I'LL cherish within my soul how much I love HERyou'll never really know BEACUSE HONESTLY IS REALLY IMPOSSIBLE TO EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I LOVE HERIS LIKE IF YOU WERE ASKED TO COUNT EVERY SINGLE STAR U SEE ON THE SKYYEAWELL I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT HERSHE MAKES ME FEEL LOVED AND SPECIAL EVERY SINGLE DAYMY LOVE HER FOR HER CONTINUES TO GROW WITH EACH PASSING DAY ILL NEVER LET G0 0FF Y0U AND I PR0MISE ILL H0LD 0N TIGHTLY CAUSE I NEVER WANT TO LOOSE YOU BABY Day after day You gave me the reason to be To live and to feel love To go on and find my dreams As long as you were there I just wanted to let you know That I could never fully express How much I feel for you When I love you Seems so simple How can you put into words The power of desire I have for you My heart beats because of you My soul is bright and alive Because of you And even when the trails of today Seem to distract me My love is always devoted to you It is eternal within my heart Like a constant thunder in my soul If there's one face I want to see so beautiful so true one smile that makes a difference to everything I do If there's one touch I long to feel one voice I long to hear whenever I am happy or just needing someone near If there's one joy one love from which I never want to part it's you my very special love my world my life my heart

fuck my life its long click it and scroll

CHOKEandDiiiiiiEx — Sat, 9 May 2009 03:55:20 MDT

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for the past few daysyou have been all i could think about what we use to say replaying over over over in my headand back over over again I dont know why Trevor sometimes i wish i could forget about you all together I guess it's not the simplest thing in the world to do I dont know why i need you the fact that its come down to me not talking to you for months at a timeis something i feel like i almost deserve is this how you felt when i was with chris i feel like shooting my brains out i feel like all the times i could have had you were moments of my life i couldve taken and didnt and now just right now i realized every mistake i had ever made in my life and you are one of them im not talking about meeting you falling for you im talking about letting you go Im talking about how I could have had you A million fucking times And ive wanted you so bad for so long and I let you slip from my fingers like sand To a girl some fucking girl there was a million girls in your life but you said you were In love trevor I felt that if you were in love that I shouldnt be a part of that But each day I still wished you were in love with me I wanted more than anything for you to fall back to ME And you never did And I had to live with that But I still loved you I still live in this hell that you put me through And Nobody knowsAnd I hate hiding it still to this day Fuck sophie I gave up too easily on you I just wanted you to be happy but I felt like I was killing myself in the process And who did I run to Fucking no one I needed you and I didnt have youBut I cant help but think that I should have tried or should right now But I dont even know anymoreyou're afraid of me as much as I wish you werent These old conversations they are eating me alive i read them and re read them i feel like im fucking insane feeling like a peice of shit over things that use to make me the happiest i have ever been i cannot believe what is happening it seems like for the longest time you were the only place i knew id end up and im running in circles trying to find a sence of direction but i never find it i feel as if ill never find it i find myself running back to you for what what do you do for me now i almost feel as if you avoid me Pushing me further and further away and then I find myself staying away but desperately wanting you even more because I know its real and its really over our love is nothing to you and I can feel it And I feel its hands clentching my insides and it hurts so bad So why the fuck do i waste my timewhy the fuck am i pouring myself out on fucking photobucket why i know why i want to be able to crawl back to you i want you to make me as safe as i use to feel i want to kiss you one more time a reenactment of our alleyway act or a thousand times as long as I could feel your lipsWHY its simple there are three words ive said to many people but only felt it with one and why is that why you i am not sure i am not sure about anything about you I just know that this is the only thing I ever felt was real and would last And you proved me wrongyou showing me that the only thing I believed in all along was a liestories we were telling ourselves and maybe so maybe sobut I dont want to let goall i know is that you can fucking let me drop off the face of the earth and be fine with it when before you were all i could ever count on you are hurting me more than i have ever been hurt its so deep its so different from every other hurt ive ever felt and this is coming from someone who use to be crazy about me why im not fucking sure its all still a mystery i just know what we were was beautiful to me they were all the most beautiful moments of my chaotic life but fuck my life and fucking fuck this i almost feel sickened by the fact that im love struck still love struck by someone fucking four years ago and they fell OUT along time ago it disgusts me that i still think of you the same way i did that i always have but things are nowhere near what they always have been as of right now im going to try to move a little bit ahead on my life but i know where ill end up back here in a few months writing to you yet again either trying to convince you that im completely fine without you and lying through every word or a long saddening story about how i simply cannot stop thinking about you either way youre always on my mind think about me sometime at least it wont fucking bother you to a point you feel like such a fucking douche its ridiculous what the fuck I miss you trevor relf I miss you so fucking much

BabyGirl

Vjeff3 — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 18:44:45 MDT

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I Love YouKaitlyn EhrHard so much I would never trade you for anything my love for you is endless and everytime i see you in pain i hurt too but everytime i see you smile or even see you at all my face just lights up and im automatically happy again baby i dont know how i would live without you you are my life My whole world and i would never give that up baby me and we got something its a little disease called love and its been my favorite thing in the world since i layed eyes on you if anyone ever told me bad stuff about you i would just turn my back and walk away if anyone ever hurt you i would hunt them down and kill them with my own two hands if anyone ever makes you as happy as i do then i will congratulate them and be on my way baby the time i spend with you is the time i never want to end when im with you the only feeling i have is sheer happiness when im with you i forget about all the bad things that have happened to me and i think about all the good things me and you could do together baby me and youwe could make history and right now and forever i will always love you You mean everything to me and not a single one of these selfish little bastards can change that whenever you need me you know where i am and you know my number baby im always gonna be here for you no matter what time or what day it is im right here if you need me And still to this day i cant exactly point out what made me fall in love with you But then i figured it out Its How Beautiful You are its because your outgoingsmartfunnygorgeousbravesillyhyperamazing You blow my mind and i absolutly adore you its like when i look into your eyes all i can feel is my heart beat pumping faster and my stomach start to churn with butterflies i just wish that we would never be apart and within this i am really saying Dont Let Anyone Tell You I Did Something That Would Hurt You Because You Know That Even Behind my cold heart of stone i could never do anything to even come close to even making you frown

Hello I'm Emily Ann Carson Emily Em Emmy Embitch Call me whatever you like Well anyways I suggest going to the store and buying balloons on April Fool's Day would be a good idea That's my birthday Some things you should know about m

Emily494 — Sun, 10 May 2009 00:10:23 MDT

Hello I'm Emily Ann Carson Emily Em Emmy Embitch Call me whatever you like Well anyways I suggest going to the store and buying balloons on April Fool's Day would be a good idea That's my birthday Some things you should know about me Well my favorite color is pink D I like to shop and I love clothes and cleaning no acually not really hah Music Hannah Montana and Taylor Swift the best of the best lol I say lol a lot Get used to it My best friends Kimberly Marie Ricker and Itzel Diaz I roll with the bestThey are the frosting to my cookie We've been through the pretty and the ugly the good and the bad but it all just made us stronger Mess with them you mess with me I love to have fun I can be crazy at times Well mabye almost all the time I go to 7eleven almost evrry day Really Like everyday I like my dog He got hit by a car And I wasn't home Kimmy and Nina were here Well more about that later Haha Idk I'm prettyy weird too Just thought you should know that Lol What else about me Oh I know I like Subway I go there all the time 114 Los Altos is my second house I want texting But my mom is gay and won't let me have it So don't try texting me I'm thirteen and a half Eight grade Middle school Ugghhhh Middle school is gay Too much drama Oh well almost out of it Haha Single not really looking But if your cute well we should talk Haha I love boys I take a lot of pictures too Myspaace man But yeah I love to look back on memories I have a lot of crazy times with my friends Wow We've been though everything I live for fun Life would be nothing without fun I love to sing and dance But I'm not to great at either Lol Addicted to junk food Yes very Remember I said I go to 7Eleven every day haha I walk to Walmart alot to Me and my sister Amanda She's like my best friend Want to make me happy Leave me a comment or message I like to talk to people But I think I'm done I'll probably add more later though Love Emily

the morning after the first time my sweeti stayed with me

mjordan14_2006 — Mon, 11 May 2009 09:18:02 MDT

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BERNIE DEWAYNE JORDAN II i love you more then life it self i could never explain the way you make me feel it would take a lifetime i could search a lifetime and still never find anyone that treats me and makes me feel like you do i was a fool and made some stupid mistake now i have to live with the pain ive caused you and i just wish i could take it away like a dream just wake up and it would all go away and you'd be back in my arms holding me maybe it won't love at first sight but i fell for you who you are and i've always loved you at your best and your worst thats how i know it's real my life ain't complete without you in it you believed in me and was there when nobody else was even if it's to late i just gotta say your love is the reason i'm still holding on i have never been so in love and i'm glad that you was the one to take my heart i know i can never take back what i did no matter how much i wish i could but i do just hope maybe onday you can forgive me for hurting you i never meant to and i would never do it again i don't care what i have to do i'll pay any price it takes to get you i know that money and fantsy cars don't mean nothing to me your more then i've ever imagened that i would find i know you was sent my way to help me find love to see what love really means and i know i took so much for granted but now i know you gotta hold on and chriesh what you got cause you never know when it will be gone i'll never find another for me my heart is taken and i know by the only one for me i just want to say i'm really sorry with all i have in my heart and i don't deserve it but i just hope you see how deeply in love i am with you and you'll give another chance to prove my love for you and let me build our trust back i would never let you down again i don't care what anyone else says i know i try to act like it don't bother me but it hurts me everyday i don't think a day hasnt went by i haven't cried all i want is you to be happy either way it goes i just can't stop the way i feel for you and i know that nobody will ever compare to what we had once i'll never give up and i'll never stop loving you like i told you when we were together your the king of my heart and the one who holds the key to my heart and remember you said you would never give it back

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petz_r_my_life — Mon, 11 May 2009 02:40:55 MDT

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God wont forgive me for this I know so sever my skin and take this sadness and close my eyes call in the angels this razor blade was made for meThis kinda explains my history of cutting myself and attempted suicide Its not really a fact of being emo or whatever its just how I would deal with things Cutting yourself releases adrenaline endorphins into your body it makes you feel better Its a weird satisfaction looking down at you're bleeding wrists or ankles its like a cigarette it makes you feel better and relieves most of the stress But with cutting yourself it adds stress the risk of people seeing them or people reporting you to the school or whatever But you cant just stop cutting yourself its an addiction I'm still addicted to it today Yea I'm slowly breaking down and I'm far from ok But I'm not going to let the one person who caused all this get what they want which would be my life ended They're the one instead of being a good parent and get me help when they saw my bleeding wrists they told me to cut longer and deeper they just dont care and thats what kills me When I hear their voice and they're mad I start to shake out of pure fear I have been beaten so bad and cried so hard but they just dont care they feed off my pain I can't help but cry when everyday I come home just to be told I'm not wanted and that everyone else would be better off if I was dead starts to eat at you after awhile And when I am taking the blade to my wrist's I hope that I'll hit that vein just deep enough and it'll all be over with but I can't die because there are people who need me to live And if they find this I don't want it to scare them they said they wanted to get inside my head Well now they have just a taste of it and hopefully they've realized its a horrible place to be Its a cancer of the mind really I'm addicted to slicing my wrists I'm satisfied with the bleeding Its a sick and horrible thing I need help but no one will They just dont understand what its like to feel this way They say they want to be like me to understand me betterthing is I dont even want to be like me

special 6

tryskykay — Mon, 11 May 2009 11:43:04 MDT

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This is my friend Amanda she runs a contest site on myspace and that is how we met about 6 months ago Amanda is truly one of the best friends I have ever had in my life There is a strong connection between us and I love her to death She has been through a lot of rough times lately but she puts all of that aside to prove her love to her children By being the best mom she can She is an amazing photographer and a wonderful friend She works a full time job and takes care of 5 yes I said 5 children on her ownI chose Amanda as someone I look up to because she is a single mom and she is struggling to keep her children and her life as happy as can be She doesnt let a single problem show but most of the time her problems are hidden behind that wonderful smile she has Her children are her life and she will stop at nothing to make sure that they are protected and well cared forAmanda surely is my inspiration and I have told her that on many occasions She and I were sent to one another for a reason the higher powers above us believed we each needed someone to cling to someone to count on that day 6 months ago I really believe our friendship will only continue to grow stronger and deeper Our common interests as well will truly bring our friendship ever closer She is my rock and I am hers I cant go a day without talking to her When we need each other it seems as though we are there for one another at the precise time I want to just reach out and give her hugs and tell her that it will be ok and that some day there is a reason for the hurt in her life and that it truly will go away She lives in Virginia and I live in NJ I know it doesnt seem that far away to most people but it is to me to have a friend that you cant give a big huge hug to when she needs it Show her how much she means to you by just showing up at her house to baby sit so she can go out or even take a nice relaxing bath without one of the kids knocking on the door I want to be there for her in person as well as on the phone or emails or even silly funny text messages at 2am I know the distance will never come between us and one day I will be able to hug her in person But for now I am sending this great BIG VIRTUAL HUG to her to tell her how much she truly means to me and that she is definitely someone I know and trust with anything and everything My inspiration my friend AMANDA

Jonna's interview part 1

eilenmoon — Wed, 13 May 2009 13:59:11 MDT

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The article was translated by hmm I startle when I see Jonna Nygren I have met her boyfriend many times before and there are so many similarities in Jonna's appearance that remind me of Ville The famous politenes and positive attitude Jonna is very careful about her public image these days She has been hosting music programs on television for years now even before meeting her current partner First on Moon TV then on SubTV Her current show Sessions is running on SubTV almost daily Jonna has also been working as a waitress in a restaurant Tori in Helsinki ans she still occationally helps around in there Before we meet Jonna has taken her daily walk in the centre of Helsinki a route that goes from Lapinlahti hospital to Kaivopuisto The bright fall morning has blinded her mind as well Beautiful start for the day I usually wake up around nine and go for a walk Every day is a wonderful challenge Why should people sleep 'till afternoon Rock'n roll life is not just cliches and therefore her partner has started to wake up earlier too Eight years ago Jonna moved from Jyvskyl To Helsinki I came here to spend a weekend and stayed I started studying in evening school worked in a shop tselling clothes danced in Step Up group that is run by Marko Bjurtsrm Now Jonna is better known She however reminds that she started working on Moon TV in 2000 and got the job on her own Her current relationship only started a year ago People often come to talk to Jonna in restaurants the feedback is usually quite positive No one has been aggressive so far On the internet some of the comments can be quite nasty but Jonna doesn't let them bother herself Her mind is at peace I spend 15 minutes in silence every single day I just relax and calm down and forget the hectic life It is very important to me emotionally It's easy for me to draw to myself I have been practicing this as long as I can remember Before I go to sleep I practise yoga because it's difficult for me to fall asleep I wake up even to the smallest sound and when I wake up I can't fall back to sleep again I often sleep only 4 hours Jonna says she is a person who spends a lot of time thinking She twists and turns thoughts in her mind until she can se all sides of it That's why 15 minutes of quiet time is important to her I also go to Jyvskyl to catch some breath I like the little town atmosphere My dad and my grandma are there too I never party in Jyvskyl I jsut read watch TV and eat traditional finnish dishes But I could never live in Jyvskyl anymore On sunday I already start yearning to get back to Helsinki Helsinki is a wonderful city The truth is that it's the only place in Finland where you can feel some big city vibes You can go anywhere with only your thoughts as company but you always know where to find more company The sounds of the city make you feel safe in a way Jonna is not really a party animal She likes to party but only occationally and even after a night of partying she wakes up at nine in the morning Years ago Jonna decided to become a dancer But I trained too hard I should have danced only when I felt like it Now yoga is more important to me Jonna is 25 years old She doesn't build fancy fantasies anymore but who says one should give one's dreams My biggest and only dream is to have a lot of children I wan't and I'm going to have a lot of children Maybe not just yet but before I turn 30 Anything else I do in my life doesn't matter as much It all comes down to having priorities Inspite of being close to heavy metal Jonna doesn't dress in black or paint her face white There is no pain lingering in the air My friends always laugh at me because I don't even recognise songs by HIM We dont listen to HIM at home If there is onbe music genre I really love then it's reggae It makes me feel so good Jonna doesn't consider herself to be a celebrity but there are some limits in what she can do now I can't argue publicly anymore she laughs She's going to stay being herself There are no problems She seems amazingly problemfree in every way Life is easy when you know how to be nice even to people you don't like

Sayings

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Motivated

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Story by CARRIE STETLER Photos by SAED HINDASHHis little brothers had been in the basement with the dogs for about a month when Rahfeal Gordon was sent down there tooMost of the time their dad was easier on Rahfeal because he managed to stay out of troubleBut one day when Rahfeal pronounced RAHfeeal was 15 he had failed to come up with money for the electric bill His father beat him before shoving him downstairs with his three siblingsThe dogs in the basement weren't vicious but it was no place for anyone to live There was no heat so they used to stay warm by sleeping on the clothes dryerIt was one of the few times during his childhood that Rahfeal and his brothers had a home Their mom long struggling with crack addiction had recently left for goodFor years she and her four boys drifted in and out of homeless shelters in Newark There were days she never picked them up from school and they had to sleep on park benches Rahfeal's dad once abandoned him at a crack houseHis life is filled with stories like these But few people heard them when he was growing upOn music and a prayer Throughout his nightmarish childhood with three younger brothers to watch he acted like nothing was wrong He didn't let them see the small Bible he carried with him everywhereDespite hopping from school to school Gordon graduated from Arts High School in Newark finding solace in music and prayer He formed an event planning company called Infinite Productions and now he's a senior at Montclair State University with his own apartment in HillsidePeople thought that I was raised in a healthy family People didn't think I struggled says Gordon who recently turned 25 But now I want to let people know I want to be a poster child for those who were less fortunate I made it and so can you I knew I was better than where I was atAs a motivational speaker his message is simpleYour location isn't your destination says GordonIt's the motto of his performance Hip Hop Saved My LifeOn stage at local high schools colleges like Juilliard and venues like the Hard Rock Cafe Gordon shares his story which is filled with lines from hiphop lyricsOne of his favorites is Juicy by the Notorious BIGYou know very wellwho you aredon't let 'em hold you downreach for the starsHiphop gave him encouragement when no one else wouldYou don't have to live a thug life to be hiphop he tells audiences You can be yourself help others and still be hiphopLife choices His two youngest brothers Alfonso and Isaiah made a different choiceThey found a home on the streets dropping out of school by ninth grade Alfonso a drug dealer was murdered two years ago at 19 gunned down in Irvington Isaiah 19 was jailed on drug and weapons charges in OctoberAnother brother Janvier followed Rahfeal's footsteps and is about to graduate from Delaware State University with a degree in accountingLike Rahfeal he feels a heavy sense of guilt and responsibility for his brothers' fatesWe had to carry them especially Rahfeal because he was the oldest says Janvier who is 23 We understood more They just felt the pain What happened to Alfonso I know it hurts Rahfeal a whole lot but he hides it sometimes because he doesn't want me to know When he thinks I'm not looking he has so much pain in his faceUntil Gordon was about 8 years old life was goodHis parents were together They didn't do drugs The family lived in the Prince Street projects in Newark His dad had a job as a mechanic They were doing well enough to have Friday night dinners at Pizza Hut It's one of Rahfeal favorite childhood memoriesThey were getting byThen his father became heavily addicted to crack His mother's addiction soon followed She and her sons bounced among relatives and often ended up in sheltersWith no one to depend on but himself Gordon was determined to show his potential to anyone who would notice For him it was a survival instinctI definitely felt like I had to stand out Like 'Hey I'm here I'm really doing something' I had to stand out he says When you're raised the way I was you think 'I need to make people notice me'He hid the truth about his situationYou would never have known he had this horrible background says Tommy Jones a childhood friend from Newark who is now an accountant in Virginia I was one of the only ones that knew what was going on He just tried to blank it all out of his head and pretend that it didn't existWhen Gordon felt ashamed he would repeat a verse from the bibleThe first shall be last and the last shall be firstIt reminded him that in heaven things would be differentNo matter where he lived he tried to attend church At 13 he walked an hour every Sunday to Hopewell Baptist Church in NewarkI had one suit and that's what I'd wear says Gordon who now belongs to Calvary Baptist Church in Garfield

Sayings

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Note This is not my work My computer kept deleting it before I got my new hard drive so I just uploaded it here so I wouldn't have to search through google for it I found it here httpart4linuxorgsystemfilesRedPlanet1024x768jpg So yeah It's an awesome pic but I don't want anybody thinking that it's actually mine My bad if anyone did so and if I violated any copyright laws in uploading this let me know so I can remove it ignorance

Bailey Girls 4 Life

Mz8ty — Mon, 11 May 2009 14:31:16 MDT

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There comes a time in your life when you finally get it When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out ENOUGH Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on And like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum your sobs begin to subside you shudder once or twice you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world from a new perspectiveThis is your awakening You realize that it is time to stop hoping and waiting for something or someone to change or for happiness safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon You come to terms with the fact that there aren't always fairytale endings or beginnings for that matter and that any guarantee of happily ever after must begin with you Then a sense of serenity is born of acceptance So you begin making your way through the reality of today rather than holding out for the promise of tomorrow You realize that much of who you are and the way you navigate through life is in great part a result of all the social conditioning you've received over the course of a lifetime And you begin to sift through all the nonsense you were taught about how you should look and how much you should weigh what you should wear and where you should shop where you should live or what type of car you should drive who you should sleep with and how you should behave who you should marry and why you should stay the importance of bearing children or what you owe your family Slowly you begin to open up to new worlds and different points of view And you begin reassessing and redefining who you are and what you really believe in And you begin to discard the doctrines you have outgrown or should never have practiced to begin with You accept the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will love appreciate or approve of who or what you are and that's OK they are entitled to their own views and opinions And you come to terms with the fact that you will never be a size 5 or a perfect 10 Or a perfect human being for that matter and you stop trying to compete with the image inside your head or agonizing over how you compare And you take a long look at yourself in the mirror and you make a promise to give yourself the same unconditional love and support you give so freely to others Then a sense of confidence is born of selfapproval And you stop maneuvering through life merely as a consumer hungry for your next fix a new dress another pair of shoes or looks of approval and admiration from family friends or even strangers who pass by Then you discover that it is truly in giving that we receive and that the joy and abundance you seek grows out of the giving And you recognize the importance of creating and contributing rather than obtaining and accumulating And you give thanks for the simple things you've been blessed with things that millions of people upon the earth can only dream about a full refrigerator clean running water a soft warm bed the freedom of choice and the opportunity to pursue your own dreams And you begin to love and to care for yourself You stop engaging in selfdestructive behaviors including participating in dysfunctional relationships You begin eating a balanced diet drinking more water and exercising And because you've learned that fatigue drains the spirit and creates doubt and fear you give yourself permission to rest And just as food is fuel for the body laughter is fuel for the spirit and so you make it a point to create time for play Then you learn about love and relationships how to love how much to give in love when to stop giving and when to walk away And you allow only the hands of a lover who truly loves and respects you to glorify you with his touch You learn that people don't always say what they mean or mean what they say intentionally or unintentionally and that not everyone will always come through and interestingly enough it's not always about you So you stop lashing out and pointing fingers or looking to place blame for the things that were done to you or weren't done for you And you learn to keep your Ego in check and to acknowledge and redirect the destructive emotions it spawns anger jealousy and resentment You learn how to say I was wrong and to forgive people for their own human frailties You learn to build bridges instead of walls and about the healing power of love as it is expressed through a kind word a warm smile or a friendly gesture And at the same time you eliminate any relationships that are hurtful or fail to uplift and edify you You stop working so hard at smoothing things over and setting your needs aside You learn that feelings of entitlement are perfectly OK and that it is your right to want or expect certain things And you learn the importance of communicating your needs with confidence and grace You learn that the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry and that eventually martyrs are burned at the stake Then you learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to Say NO You learn that you don't know all the answers it's not your job to save the world and that sometimes you just need to Let Go Moreover you learn to look at people as they really are and not as you would want them to be and you are careful not to project your neediness or insecurities onto a relationship You learn that you will not be more beautiful more intelligent more lovable or important because of the man on your arm or the child that bears your name You learn that just as people grow and change so it is with love and relationships and that that not everyone can always love you the way you would want them to So you stop appraising your worth by the measure of love you are given And suddenly you realize that it's wrong to demand that someone live their life or sacrifice their dreams just to serve your needs ease your insecurities or meet your standards and expectations You learn that the only love worth giving and receiving is the love that is given freely without conditions or limitations And you learn what it means to love So you stop trying to control people situations and outcomes You learn that alone does not mean lonely and you begin to discover the joy of spending time with yourself and on yourself Then you discover the greatest and most fulfilling love you will ever know Self Love And so it comes to pass that through understanding your heart heals and now all new things are possible Moving along you begin to avoid Toxic people and conversations And you stop wasting time and energy rehashing your situation with family and friends You learn that talk doesn't change things and that unrequited wishes can only serve to keep you trapped in the past So you stop lamenting over what could or should have been and you make a decision to leave the past behind Then you begin to invest your time and energy to affect positive change You take a personal inventory of all your strengths and weaknesses and the areas you need to improve in order to move ahead you set your goals and map out a plan of action to see things through You learn that life isn't always fair and you don't always get what you think you deserve and you stop personalizing every loss or disappointment You learn to accept that sometimes bad things happen to good people and that these things are not an act of God but merely a random act of fate And you stop looking for guarantees because you've learned that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected and that whatever happens you'll learn to deal with it And you learn that the only thing you must truly fear is the great robber baron of all time FEAR itself So you learn to step right into and through your fears because to give into fear is to give away the right to live life on your terms You learn that much of life truly is a selffulfilling prophesy and you learn to go after what you want and not to squander your life living under a cloud of indecision or feelings of impending doom Then YOU LEARN ABOUT MONEY the personal power and independence it brings and the options it creates And you recognize the necessity to create your own personal wealth Slowly you begin to take responsibility for yourself by yourself and you make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never ever settle for less than your heart's desire And a sense of power is born of selfreliance And you live with honor and integrity because you know that these principles are not the outdated ideals of a bygone era but the mortar that holds together the foundation upon which you must build your life And you make it a point to keep smiling to keep trusting and to stay open to every wonderful opportunity and exciting possibility Then you hang a wind chime outside your window to remind yourself what beauty there is in Simplicity Finally with courage in your heart and with God by your side you take a stand you FAKE a deep breath and you begin to design the life you want to live as best as you can A word about the Power of Prayer In some of my darkest most painful and frightening hours I have prayed not for the answers to my prayers or for material things but for my God to help me find the strength confidence and courage to persevere to face each day and to do what I must do Remember this You are an expression of the almighty The spirit of God resides within you and moves through you Open your heart speak to that spirit and it will heal and empower you My God has never failed meAfter a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soulAnd you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean securityAnd you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promisesAnd you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of an adult not the grief of a childAnd you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in midflight After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too muchSo you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to leave you flowersAnd you learn that you really can endureYou really are strong you really do have worthAnd you learn and you learnWith every goodbye you learnThis is the intro to the many thoughts of my life My many trials and tribulations have been ongoing lessons I have not yet learned I have became that child that you keep having to say stop to over and over I have not yet got the point These trials

Quotes and Sayings

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Sad anime girl

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im the one who has to die when its time for me to die so let me live my life the way i want to

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Atrayu Rise Jena

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Rise hums to herself as she sticks her feet in the icy water of the river She doesn't even wince when she slips her leg in the ice cold water She sighs and looks up at the beautiful stars Atrayu he feels the slight ripple in the water and he opens his eyes to take a look at what caused it He sees a lone foot somewhat in the water He slowly reaches out and grabs it slightly then lets go waiting to see the thing's reaction Rise pulls her foot back and looks in the water wondering if it was just a fish She blinks and studdies the water carefully Atrayu he finally sees the young woman on the other sie of the water He smirks slightly and raises his face to just bearly under the water's surface and looks up at her His eyes peircing through her stare Rise finally spots something and she stairs back wondering why a person is in the river at this time Atrayu he sinks back out of sight of her into the dark murky water then waits a few moments standing up fully As the river bank is so shallow it comes up a little past his waist He shakes his hair the moonlight bouncing off his white highlights like a crystal Rise she watches him appear and she blinks almost confused Excuse me what are you doing She asks bluntly Atrayu he smirks at her the tips of his fangs now exposed to the night air He chuckles a bit at her interrogaton Can't I enjoy a nice cool off without being questioned Rise She gasps and stands up grabbing her boots on the way What are you She asks and puts her hand on her waste where a dagger was hidden Atryau He takes a step tward her in the water The stillness being disrupted by small ripples Isn't it obvious He look at herwith a questioning glance Rise She glares at him I thought vampires weren't real She said and grasped her dagger harder Atrayu He glares at her steadilyWll think again He growls at her exposing his fangs all the way while he walks through the water to the bank He looks at her hand holding the danger and chuckles abit at the thought of her trying to kill him Rise She holds the dagger wondering if it is enough to kill him She shook her head knowing it wouldn't do anything Still it gave her comfort You monster Why are you coming after me Atrayu At her words of retort he lowers his head and his bangs fall in his face He pulls his arms to his chest slightly and begins to wimper still walking to her His whimper holding a tone of mochary Rise What the heck are you doing You can't just pop out of the water and tell me you're a vampire without me thinking you're not some sort of monster She takes a breath still glaring at him Prove to me you're normal then Atrayu He stops in his tracks and locks his head up to look at her through his bangs His voice begining to get angry I would if you'd give me a chance But your not the type to I know your just like them Don't try to fool me He turns and walks back out into the river and stops at the spot he appeared He looks over his shoulder at her with eyes buring like hot coal and then vanishes back into the fridged waters of the river Rise Wait She calls out and watches him go in the water she never meant it that way She sighed and shook her head placing her dagger back and sitting on the ground infront of the river Atrayu He pauses momentarly at the river bottom befor siting back down he stands up and glances over to the shoreline at her Not even bothering to shake the water drops frm the ends of his bangs They slowly drip back into the water What do you want His ember eyes buring into her Rise I'm sorry Yeah I shouldn't have been so rude She apologizes and smiles at him Atrayu His gaze and posture soften and he walks back over to the shore and sits down in the sand at it's edge His body is now somewhat submerged in the water Tis' fine M'lady Rise She smiles and nods What is your name She asks curiously wondering how he was not cold at this time unless vampires don't get cold Atrayu He looks over at her and smiles slightly being caucious not to show his fangs as he could tell they upset her I'm Atrayu M'Lady He bows his head to her in greeting Rise Nice to meet you Atrayu I'm Rise She says and nods back at him So what wer eyou doing here She asks and looks at him now noticing how handsome he really is Atrayu He looks down at the water only a few inches above his theighs and watches as the drops from his hair tat had yet to be shaken fell and made ripples Tis' a beautiful name Rise He repeats to himself Rise She blushes and lays on her stomach watching the ripples in the water Thanks She remarks simply and turns her head to face him If you're really a vampire does that mean you're really old Atrayu He glances over at her then back to the water No I'm only 17 I'm young in my family He thinks to himself about her comment and chuckles a tad Rise Oh well I just thought nevermind She says and sighs putting her finger in the water and moving it around Atrayu He flicks his head over to look at her No Tell me He then watches her finger make patterns in the water and is dazed by the reflection of the moonlihgt Rise No it's nothing really She says and sticks her whole hand in and sighs happily Atrayu He uses his hand being uder the water still to take hers in his own Yet as soon as he does so for only a moment her holds it Then lets it go and blushes drasticly Pl Please tell me Really He dosn't look at her not daring show her he is blushing Rise She blushes but likes the feel of his hand in hers I just assumed you would be ancient because you're a vampire I guess I was wrong She said and glanced at him Atrayu He glances softly at her out of the corner of his eye Still blushing abit Sorry about that I couldn't help it He smiles soft I I get nervous around pretty weman Rise She blushes again It's fine She says quietly and looks at him and smiles Atrayu He looks at her again His blushing now going away He asks questioningly How old are you Rise 16 why She says and rolls over onto her back and sighs looking at the stars Atrayu Nothing Just wondering He looks at her out of the corner of his eye Trying not to let her see him looking He admires her goergeous curves and body Wishing he could have it Rise Alright She says and opens one eye to see him looking at her What She asks and opens her eyes Atrayu He looks away quickly as she looks at him Turing a bright red once again Oh nothing Rise Sure She says and giggles No really what's up She asks and turns on her side to face him Atrayu As she turns to face him he turns to look the other way He looks back at her every so often It is hard for him to remain calm and control himself As he can bearly resist her beauy Now seeing for the first time how cute she was Rise She tilts her head and watches as he looks almost as if he's going to be sick Hey are you okay She asks and puts her hand on his arm Atrayu His whole body tenses at her touch and he takes a swift breath and holds it in for a few moments He then lets it out slowly as he turns to face her Im I Im fine Rea Really He stumbles on his words Rise You don't look so good Or sound good for that matter She says and sits up You sure Atrayu Yeah Really He turns red as ever and looks at her Blushing even harder then looking away Rise She giggles and looks at him You have trouble with girls huh Atrayu He looks timidly back over at her still blushing Is it that obvious His face has the expression of extream embarasment Rise She nods and smiles Kind of Well yes She says and shakes her head though You don't have to be nervous around me Atrayu Atrayu He relaxes abit but not much I can't help it Your too pretty for me not to be nervous around Rise Really I was always teased She sighs and sticks her hand back in the water she blushes and looks at Atrayu Well i'm not nervous around you even though you're incredibly handsome Atrayu He cannot help but smile The redness fades from his face and then he sits up on the bank and lays back putting his hands up behind his head He sighs peacefully and closes his eyes I don't think I'm handsome He does not open his eyes while speaking Rise But you are Really She says truthfully She turns around and faces him smiling Well I think you are that is Atrayu He reaches in his back pocet and pulls out a pack of cigarettes He opens the small box and takes one holding it out to her Would you care for one He glances over at her as he puts it in his lips and reaches for his lighter Rise She groans Sick no way She bluntly refuses the cigarette You shouldn't smoke you know She says and coughs at the smoke She never could really stand smokers Atrayu He shrugs Just trying to kill myself a hundred years faster He sighs and lights it up taking one puff and then setting out the flame with his finger tips Rise Why would you want to kill yourself She asks curiously and swiftly moves to a sitting possistion so she could stick her feet in the icy river Atrayu He glances over at her softly What's there to live for I'm not like anyone else He glances to her feet in the chilled water Why do you keep doing that Rise There's a lot to live for you just have to find it She smiles Because I feel like it Have a problem with it She teases Atrayu That's easy for you to say You only live a very short while Your kind only get to do things once We have to do them over and over It gets boring He looks at her feet once again Soot yourself Rise Well I'm not a vampire so I wouldn't know But maybe if you found that certain someone you know Like another vampire then she would always be there for you And you would never want to die because you'd be afraid of losing her Atrayu He chuckles a bit and looks over at her with a smirk I wish I had someone like that But I am not worthy of a woman's love He sighs and leans back on the river bank Puttngh is hands behind his head Rise And why is that She asks and splashes her feet in the water causing the water to splash herself Atrayu Cause I'm just not good enough He shrugs and looks up at the stars wiggling abit to find the right spot Rise Good enough Who told you that you aren't good enough Atrayu He glances over at her It's kinda obvious I'm 17 and still havn't had a girl He looks bcak up at the stars sighing heavily Rise So I'm sixteen and i've never had my first kiss She says and shrugs Atrayu He is surprised to hear this becasue she is so beautiful Hmmmm Really sucks Rise Nah It's cool I'm waiting for that perfect guy you know She says and smiles at Atrayu Atrayu Same He sighs and looks up at the stars still laying on his back with his hands folded behind his head He closes his eyes and enjoys the peace Rise She smiles glad someone understands her Atrayu She asks suddenly Atrayu He opens one eye and lifts his head up a bit to look over at her from where he lay Yes He asks Rise She leans her bodyweight on her elbow and plays with her fingers How does one become a vampire Atrayu He is surprised by her question but dose not question it You either have to be born into it or be bitten by one If bitten it will only work unless the vampire and the human both want it to work with no doubt He rests back down and closes his eyes once again after answering her question Rise Bbitten She studders and continues to play with her fingers Umm Atrayu He sits u and puts his fore arm to his lips and sinks his fangs in only releasing the pressure as the blood wells up in his mouth He then shows it to her It truly dosn't hurt He smiles as his wound begins to heal Rise She watches not in horror but in a slight disgust That looks horibbly painful She says barely audible Wondering why she asked that question in the first place Atrayu It really dosn't He speaks from where he lay his eyes still closed Rise You say that now Were you born a vampire or were you bitten Atrayu He speaks so softly that he can barly hear it himself Unfortunatly I was born into it He opens his eyes slowly as he is done speaking He looks up at the crystal moon above him Rise Oh She says and looks at him This is a dumb question but do you ever wish to be human She asks and looks into his eyes searching him Atrayu He locks glances with her once she looks at him Honestly Not really We have basically the same things except for a few He sighs and looks away Why do you ask He looks back at her for her answer Rise I was just curious that's all She says and smiles weakly Like what I'm not too keen on vampires She teases and smiles Atrayu We have a better sense of sight sound and smell then you do Unless we sustain a severe injury We also hane the ability to heal quickly and live longer Plus our fangs He smiles revealing them And some other stuff that falls into one of those catagories Rise It almosts sounds better to be a vampire than a human Human's can be so cruel sometimes She sighs and shakes her head her long red hair falling in front of her eyes She doesn't bother to move them seeing as tears started to form in her eyes Atrayu He feels her pain and quickly gets up and goes over to be next to her He uses two fingers on one hand under her chin to tilt her head to look at him with the other he brushes her bangs gentaly from her face and wipes away a tear He then pulls her in softly to his chest Shhh don't cry It's fine now Rise She looks into his eyes before burying her face in his chest I'm sorry She says between silent sobs and burries her face deepier into his chest Atrayu He tightens his grip on her as she embrases him back He puts his cheek to hers No need to be sorry for anything He runs a hand slowly up and down her back trying to comfort her Rise But it's not your fault I'm crying I shouldn't be crying It's been so long She whispers and never wants him to let go Atrayu Whatever it is Your safe now It's ok He holds on to her for what seems like eternaty Knowing the pain she is suffering Rise She stops crying but she still clings to him I know But it's still painful Atrayu He looks down at her but still does not let her go knowing she needs him now What's still painful He continues to show her it helps to talk about things Rise She sighs My father She starts off wondering if she has the courage to continue Atrayu His eyes are caring hoping she is not too hurt He hurt you didn't he He looks away for a brief moment I know that all too well He closes his eyes as he remebers his grusome past Rise She nods glad she didn't have to go into detail Mom was never around She always left me with dad And no matter what I never lived up to his standards He always took his anger out on me Especially the nights he would get drunk She whispered the tears coming back Atrayu He holds her tightly as he hears her tears coming backShhh He can't hurt you now Im here I won't let him hurt you I just won't allow it He sighs heavily Can I show you somthing He looks down at her Rise She smiles at his care and looks up at him Alright She whispers and whipes a tear away Atrayu He leans back from her a bit and pulls up his shirt revealing a jagged scar about an inch wide going from his left shoulder down to his right hip This is the worst my father did to me But don't be fooled There are many more where that came from He continues to hold his shirt up Rise She watches and touches the scars they reminded her of her own scars We both had abusive fathers huh She says and sighs Atrayu At her soft warm touch a wave of calm and relaxation flooded his body He exhaled a deep breath and then slowly put his shirt back down Yeah He wishes she would touch all the scars and make the eternal pain vanish but her knew that was just a wish Rise She lifts her shirt up slightly only enough to show a scar running from her hip all the way across and to her back She looked down then back at Atrayu This isn't the worst one Atrayu He takes the hand closest the scar and puts it on her back over it He then slowly runs his hand over it ending at her stomach feeling the agony of a wound neer healed pouring out of it I'm sorry I wasn't there to protect you earlier He sighs looking back up at her Rise She smiles It was a while ago Besides I'm fine now Just the emotional pain She grabs his hand and laces her fingers around his hand smiling at him Atrayu He is taken aback at first but then is clamed by her gental touch He hopes that she will never let go He leans in and kisses her on the cheek slowly then returns to look at her He smiles Rise She blushes Is it possible for me to remain human and you a vampire She asked and rubbed his hand with her thumb willing to make the sacrifice is she had to Atrayu I guess What ever you want love He takes his other hand and puts it on top of hers Rise She sighs and lays her head on his chest I could become a Vampire She whispers almost silently Atrayu He holds her close again Are you sure you don't have to if you don't wish to You don't have to do it just for me He runs his hand up her back Rise I know that but You might be that one special guy I've been looking for She whispers again and sighs Atrayu He holds her tight and looks down at her smiling I hope you are I have this feeling that you are that special someone too He leans in and kisses her fully but still somewhat lightly Rise She smiles and closes her eyes at he kisses her and she kisses back grabbing the back of his hair Atrayu He wraps his arms around her hips and pulls her into him He smiles while kissing her as she plays with his hair loving when she does that He wishes this moment will never end Rise She smiles and nibbles his bottom lip playfully and wraps a piece of his hair around her finger Atrayu He slides his hands from her hips to a little father down her body and takes somewhat of a firm grip He bites her bottom lip a few times then slowly begins to kiss along her jaw line then down the side of her neck Rise She smiles and takes a few deep breaths and continues to play with his hair She breaths deeper and sighs happily Atrayu He then continues to kiss down her collar bone getting to her chest He gets there and pauses looking up at her almost seeming to ask if it was ok if he went on Rise She is hesitant and looks at him carefully almost not wanting him to keep going on afriad of what he might think of her scars Atrayu He feels her hesitance and stops sitting back up fully and kissing her once on the lips He then sits next to her and lays back and puts his hands behind his head closing his eyes Her still sitting next him Rise She sighs in relief and grief She was mad at her father for making her uncomfortable She looked down at Atrayu and took a deep breath It would only be fair for me to be a vampire We can't be together if you are going to live hundreds of years more than me I would surrely die before you began to get older Atrayu He opens his eyes to look up at her and he offers her a spot on his chest near him He sighs Are you sure you want to do this He runs his fingers through her hair as she lay on his chest Rise I can still go out I just can't smile too much She jokes and grabs his hand playing with his fingers Atrayu That's the only downfall to benig a vampire He watches her as she plays with his spare hand Enjoying the feeling of her warm body so close to his He closes his eyes peacfully and sighs Rise Yes But I shall gain a lot as well Like you She says and closes her eyes Atrayu He looks down at her playing with his hand on his chest She is the world to him and he puts an arm behind her back and holds her close to his side Why Thank you Love He smiles at her lovingly Rise She smiles it's true Besides it could be different She sighs and kisses his cheek Atrayu Hm I suppose not He continues to smile and watch her And he closes his eyes as she kisses his cheek After he opens them slowly halfway to look at her once more Rise She smiles and lays her head on his chest again listening to his heart beat Atrayu He puts an arm around her waist from where he lay He then takes his other hand and intertwines it with his other holding her close to himself Rise Have you ever felt like this She asks and opens her eyes to look up at him Atrayu He smiles down at her still haveing a look of love portrayed in his light amber eyes No I havn't He pauses But now that I do it feels so so right He smiles again at her Rise She grins and lays her head back down Do you have to stay in hiding Or can you go out freely Atrayu He is interested in her question I can go out most times As long as I don't smile fully I mostly just grin to show happiness He runs a few fingers through her hair as she lays on his chest still Why do you ask Rise I was just curious She says and smiles Just in case She adds and sighs Atrayu He smiles and looks back up at the stars one hand still on her shoulder the other on her hip Alright He sighs heavily Rise Alright what Is something wrong She asks and wonders if it's something she said She opened her eyes and looked at the calm river she watched the stars reflections in the water Atrayu He chuckles abit finding it funny that she blames herself It's nothing I was just saying alright casue you were just wondering if I could go out I thought you had somewhere you wanted to go But you didn't He uses the hand on her hip and runs it up her side Silly Rise His hand brings a warm touch to her body and she shivers in delight I'm not silly you are She says playfully and turns around so she can look at his face especially his amber eyes Atrayu He takes the spare hand and softly curesses her cheek Her soft warm skin sending him into a state of somthing he has not felt befor Looking into her eyes he speaks I know I am But you are more He kids with her Rise She smiles and sticks her tongue out at him playfully Well Maybe I'm silly but you're crazy She teases back enjoying herself Atrayu He looks at her play meanfully Oh no you didn't He rolls his body in her direction so when he stops he is now on his hands and knees above her Let me show you how crazy I really am He waits for a response from her Rise She blinks and looks up at him wondering how he did that so quickly Hmm She says and puts her finger on his chin playfully thinking Atrayu He feels her finger and he flips it from his chin catching the tip between his teeth He applys a bit of pressure but then lets her finger slide Making it land on his lips He kisses it softly Rawr He smirks Rise She giggles and puts her other hand on his check looking into his amber eyes softly She smiles and closes her eyes sighing heavily Atrayu He takes the oppertunity and leans down and kisses her He lowers himself by putting his forearms to the ground He smiles the whole while Rise She smiles and kisses him back throwing her arms around his neck and playing with a loose strand of his hair behind his neck Atrayu He smiles wider enjoyingthe moment that he is with her So close to her He feels free as ever andwishes that it may never stop Rise She giggles a little bit and nibbles on his bottom lip Her hand continues to twirl his hair and she smiles wondering where he had been all her life Atrayu He takes one hand and runs it down her side He takes hold of her hip while still kissing her He attempts to speak betwen kisses I Love You Rise She is speechless Not in a bad way but somewhat shocked I love you too She says and kisses him again Atrayu He breaks the kiss to lok down at her again He smiles sweetly his eyes half closed Would you like more He chuckles You are in control of my very being so you decide Rise Why do I decied She asks and smiles back at him She giggles and sighs happily Sure She whispers and looks back up into his eyes Atrayu He smiles again Yay More fun He lays down abit so he is almost ontop of her and he turns taking her with him She is now ontop of him and he just continues to look into her eyes Rise She smiles and plays with his hair for a minute before leaning down Their foreheads are now touching She grins and leans down kissing him on the lips very softly Atrayu She is incredably hard for him to resist but he does He just slightly kisses her back He smiles as he does so Wanting to give her a chance to see what she would do Rise She giggles and puts more force into her kiss She smiles and pulls back just a bit I want to be a vampire She said and looked into his eyes being completely serious Atrayu He is somewhat shocked at her words But is excited at the same time Are you really sure He asked her with total pasion in his voice for her Rise She nods and smiles Really Besides if we love each other I don't want to leave you behind alone She says and puts her forehead on his check Atrayu He smiles and closes his eyes taking a deep sigh Are you sure you want to become a vamp He continues to hold her close Rise She nods slowly I'm possitive I would feel so bad if I were to leave you alone I'm ready She said almost trembiling with fear and excitment Atrayu He slowly kisses down her neck He pauses at the spot Are you sure No doubts He licks the spot on her neck with the tip of his tougne as he waits for an answer Rise She takes a deep breath and nods She grabs his shirt so hard her knuckles turn white I'm ready Atrayu He slowly sinks his teeth into the muscle in her neck He keeps sinking in his fangs until her maroon blood wells up in his mouth He lets go being careful not to tear the wound more Now you need to drink to compleat the transformation He exposes his neck to her and points to the spot Rise Before he bit her she grabbed his hand and squeased it Once he sunk his teeth in she closed her eyes and her hand started shaking I have to drink your blood She whispered Atrayu Once the bite is done he nods slowly Once again tapping his finger on the spot while still looking at her sideways He leans in to entice her Drink precious Rise She leans in and slowly bites him her mouth filling up with his blood She moves back and swallows then looks at him like 'Was that okay' Rise She leans in and slowly bites him her mouth filling up with her blood She moves back and swallows then looks at him like 'Was that okay' Atrayu He chuckles slightly at her worry for his wellbeing He then puts a hand on her cheek and caresses it slowly Leaning in and kissing her after a few moments Rise She smiles weakly and returns the kiss even though her neck was in a bit of pain Atrayu He continues to kiss her Moving to her neck intentionally to see her reaction He kisses the bite mark in her neck softly wanting the pain to vanish for her seeing it bothered her abit He struggles not to bite her again Rise She giggles and moves his head up so she can look at him Thank you I'll be happy now She whispered and wrapped her arms around his neck laying her head on his chest Atrayu He chuckles again at her cuteness Alright love If ye say so He puts his arms gentaly around her waist and holds her close taking a deep breath filled with her scent The sweet smell of her giving him a rush of extascy Rise But it's true I've never been happier in my life She looks up at him gazing into his beautiful eyes She starts playing with his hair smiling to herself Atrayu He grins at her sheepishly Turning his head to be in her hand closing his eyes Im glad I make you happy I really am He speaks with his eyes still closed Rise Do I make you happy love She asks and smiles at him leaning in closer to his face Atrayu He opens his eyes to look at her knowing she was there by the warm puff of her breath on his neck How could you not He smiles at her Rise She blushes Well then I'm glad too She whispers and kisses him again running her tongue over his fangs and giggling Atrayu His breath escapes him as her hot tongue parts his lips and plays in his his mouth He smiles as she did though and closes his eyes after a few moments Rise She pulls back and grins at him So where do you live Or do you live anywhere She asks going from one thing to another Arayu He continues to smile both in talking and kissing Up He is kissed again and holds it for a few moments Then continues to talk The river a little ways He eyes her lips the whole time he is rambling about where he lives Rise Can we go see it She asks in between kisses her eyes sparkling She pulls away and stands up offering him a hand Atrayu He takes her hand but pushes himself up Once up he bends down slightly and piks her up One hand behind her mid back the other at the crease of her knees He smiles at her in his arms A queen should be carried Rise Shoot I was going to throw you in the river She says giggling the whole time Well if you insist She teases and looks up at him giving Atrayu a huge smile showing her fangs Atrayu He leans down and nuzzles his nose to hers smiling I would have drowned Are you crazy He teases back continueing to pace through the dark wood Rise But you came out of the water She says refusing to lose She blushes and kisses him swiftly before sticking her tongue out at him Atrayu He is surprised by her kiss and then shakes his head at her once she stuck her tongue at him signafying that this wasn't over He then leans in and takes hold of her tongue in his teeth lightly then kisses her making her tongue stay out for it Rise She blinks in surprise but enjoys the kiss none the less She pulls back Can you set me down now She asks looking at him all cutelike Atrayu He smiles down at her after the kiss Aw Its so hard to let you go He sets her down even though he didn't want to Once she is standing he takes her hand in his Rise She laughs You're so silly sometimes They continue walking in silence through the forrest Hey Atrayu Atrayu He looks back ahead having seen a landmark out of the corner of his eye He responds while answering the question Yes As he pushes some hanging vines away to lead onto another trail And I know I'm silly He looks back at her and smiles then back ahead Rise How long have you lived here She asked while watching him She giggled and blushed slightly And do you like it Atrayu He smiles back at her again not looking where he was going 've lived here a couple of months And yes I do li whack A tree limb smacks him in the back of the head He manes a weird face and rubs the pack of his head knowing he was asking for it by not paying attention I do like it it's peaceful and quiet Rise She giggles the branch not hitting her because she was much shorter than he That's nice I never really liked the city She said and looked down at her feet Atrayu He chuckles and only looked back at her momentarily Why do you ask He looks back at her again Do you want to get away from the city Rise She shook her head Well I don't know Maybe She said and looked back up spotting a cabin Oh is that it Atrayu He looked back ahead as she said cabin No Thats Thestral's stall He smiled at her again I live around the corner Rise Her eyes sparkled You have a horse She asked then followed him around the corner to his house Atrayu Yeah I'm sorry I never mentioned him I have another too His mate You can have her if you like He walks to the stall door and opens it Thestral lieing on the shavings Rise A horse of my own She gasped and looked at him seeing if he was serious Oh my gosh She whispered He's beautiful Atrayu He whistles the pitch high then low Thestral gets up and comes over to them e strokes his muzzle with his free hand He looks over at her Would you like to see your horse If you want her Rise She nods and smiles at him I love you She whispers and looks up at Atrayu her eyes sparkling Atrayu He looks into the woods in the direction of his house He whistles again this time low then high After a second hoof beats thundering in the ground like a stampeed He raises a hand with his palm in the direction of the sound She came up and put her nose to his palm and whinnied abit This Is Skyler He steps aside and points for Skyler to go and say 'Hi' Rise She watched him then listened and looked at Skyler Wow She said and gave his hand a squease Atrayu He smiles as she squeezes his hand and looks down at her Would you like her He said and patted Skyler's side Rise She reached out and patted Skyler You would really give her to me Atrayu Sure But she would stay here with me and Thestral She is in no way fit to live in the city He watches the bond that they have now strted Rise I know that silly She said giggling a bit Come on you still have to show me your house Atrayu He stepped aside of the still open stall door and pointed to it whistling for her to go in She walks in the stall with Thestral and he shuts the bottom half of the door and puts the string that was attached to the handle inside the stall so they could open it if they wished He looks back at her then continues to walk to the house Rise She watched him and smiled at him when he finished She ran over to him and grabbed his hand letting him lead the way Atrayu He pushes back another lineen of vines to reveal his mansion Very large for someone to accompany in it alone He looks back for her reaction Do you like it Rise You live there She squealed and looked at the huge mansion Wow Um yeah I like it Atrayu He leans down and kisses her I'm glad you do He stands back up and continues to the door Opening it and stepping aside to let her in Love Rise She smiled at him and walked in the house Wow She exclaimed and looked around It's huge Atrayu He smiles at her reaction and steps in behind her turning to shut the door quietly with both hands He then follows her and puts both arms around her waist and walks behind her Glad you like it Rise She smiled and looked around Where to start first She said thinking outloud then turned around and placed her hands around his neck Hmm the kitchen She said and smiled at him Atrayu Alrighty He turns and leads her to it opening one arm up to the ceiling in show Here it is He lowers it and glances at her sideways You hungry Rise She followed him looking around everywhere Giggling she nodded A little Atrayu What would you like Love He leans down ato her level waiting for her answer I will be glad to cook for you too Anytime Rise She thinks for a moment and frowns deep in thought What can you cook Atrayu He kisses her quickly then sticks his tongue at her like she did him He then stands up and slips his hand from her grasp as he walks tward the stove Anything And if I can't then I will try my best He glances at the burners af if it were a fire for a moment then back to her he smiles Rise She stuck her tongue out as well and slid onto a chair near the stove Surprise me She said and looked lovingly at him I like anything Atrayu He continues to look at her What do oyu fancy right now Somthing hot Sweet He waits for her answer and looks back down at the burner once again Mezmorized by it Rise Spicy She said looking at him and giggling She watched him for a moment then closed her eyes and yawned Atrayu He glances in her direction but almost looking through her in though His gaze snaps to her and he closes his eyes half way and smiles sheepishly I know what you would like He turns the burner on to heart up and goes to the pantry to pick the ingrediance Rise She smiled at him and closed her eyes humming to herself while he got the neccisary ingrediants Atrayu He searches the pantry for the herbs and spices Hee comes out with an armful and sets it out on the granite counter tops He then goes to the fridge and gets some scallops and milk He then takes out a pan begins to sear the scallops mixing in some spices and then taking a pot filling it with water he puts some other nuts and things in and puts it to boil adding a pinch of salt to it He then goes to the cupboards and takes a small bowl He mixes some corriander powred turmec powder crushed lemon grass stalks and an assortment of other things He pours some of the coconut milk in the mixture of powders and then sets it on a seprate burner and flames it to the 'ON' position He then flips the scallops and turns them while stirring the boiling water with the other herbs Rise She watched him in fasination wondering where he became such a good cook She crossed her arms on the table and laid her head on them atfer a while of watching him she fell asleep to the sent of the cooking and a smile across her face Atrayu He glances over at her a few minutes later and sees as she is sleeping He makes sure everythign is ok on the stove and goes over and picks her up softly He takes her over and sets her on the couch He puts a pillow under her head and covers her up He then goes back to the stove and inspects everything then turns the main burner with the scallops off Taking them and letting them cool He then stirs the slush of herb and takes them off along with the er He grabs a square bowl and pours the soup of herbs into the bottom He then takes the cooling scallops and puts them on top Covering them with the decorative boiled herbs He puts the dishes in the sink and searches for some chop sticks in the drawer Rise She moans in her sleep and turns over going completely under the covers Atrayu He smiles over in her direction hearing the commotion as she rolled into a more comfortable position He slowly walks over to her side with the boul of freshly cooked noodles and shallots He kneels down lightly beside her and pats her side gently Are you still up for my cooking He asks softly in her ear wwith a petite grin on his face Rise She moans and opens her eyes slightly Huh How did I get over here She says and sits up Oh of course She responds and looks up at him Thank you Atrayu He smile grows wider as she opens her beautiful eyes up at him I brought you over when you fell asleep I thought it would be more to your liking then the tabletop He runs a hand through her hair lightly handing the square bowl to her Hope you enjoy Tell me if you want anything else ok He continues to speak while raising to his full highth Rise Oh well thanks She said quietly and accepted the bowl It smells delicious She said and tased some And it tastes even better Atrayu He smiles at her taking likeness to his cooking I'm glad it is to your satisfaction He closes his eyes and smiles for a few moments then loks back down at her It's Called Laksa It's a thai food originating from south east asia He casually walks tward the kitchen to clean up the mess he made Rise She listens to him talk loving the sound of his voice She quickly finishes all of it and gets up to take the bowl back How did you learn it She asks while setting the bowl in the sink It was delicious I can't wait to have more of your cooking Atrayu He chuckles at her thoughtfulness Anytime Love He begins to wash the pots and pans stacking them to dry next to the sink I live alone so I found it as a passion and just started playing around and researching things He glances over at her with a smile Rise Ohhhh That's really cool She says and smiles at him watching him She can I explore She asks and starts walking away before he had said yes or no Atrayu He sees her curiosity and chuckles a deep throaty chuckle I would have said yes anyway Just don't go into the third bedroom on the right He calls after her The tone of his deep voice sounding as almost she should definatly explore that room theroughly

Sulu Larien Ranewen

only1momo — Mon, 11 May 2009 09:10:50 MDT

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Sulu Andy He wanders around His head hung low and his bangs in his eyes He trudges slowly barly lifting his feet Ranewen she watches the man from her perch in a tree a few feet away from him she shifts her black dress tearing slightly on a branch and making a loud noise Sulu Andy He stops in his tracks Not looking up or moving his stance once stopped He speaks in a low deep voice Allo m'lady I was wondering when you'd show yourself Ranewen she swings down from the tree and stares at the young man Hello there Sulu Andy He glances over at her as she comes down to greet him He notices that her dress is abit ripped What brings someone as pretty as you to there parts Ranewen Andy She remains unphased by this comment and answers him quietly I am a runaway Sulu Andy He looks at her in surprise not showing it much Ah I see A runaway from where If you don't mind me asking Ranewen She answered him in a calm cool voice From Valandylland of the elves Sulu Andy He looks at her still His light purple hair ruffeling in the light breeze Oh really Did you do somthing bad Or what Ranewen Her eyes go distant as she looks at him quietly her black hair whipping in the wind I learned black magicto defend my country against itthey thought I would use it against them Sulu Andy Oh Is that so Hm I am somwhat aquainted with the skill Not very good at it though Ranewen She nodded and looked him over It is a very hard subject to learn Sulu Andy He wipes some leaves aroung with his foot on the ground He follows thier movement with his eyes Yes It is very tricky to learn Ranewen She looks at him an expressionless look on her face What brings you here Sulu Andy His gaze flicks up to meet hers as she speaks to him His mind racing with thoughts Nothing in particular Just out for a walk I guess I'm going down to sit by the creek If you wana come it's fine Ranewen She nodded and called her horse to walk with them and started walking toward the creek Sulu Andy He walks by her side His eyes flicking to the brush lining the trail every now and then Checking to make sure he is still there Not bothering to see if she noticed it or not So Is anyone chasing you after you ran away Ranewen She nodded and answered him quietly I have assassins constantly on my tail Sulu Andy He looks over at her Meetin her gaze again I can help you with that is ye so wish Ranewen She nodded and looked at him quietly That would be nice Sulu Andy He nods slightly then turns to the bushes He whistles a tune and a huge wolfsabertooth dog the size os a horse comes out and walks next to them He whistles to it again and it runs off ahead Out on a mission of murder He should get rid of any oo them Ranewen Her eyes follow the wolf as she looks calmly after it Thank you Sulu Andy He smiles at her Chuckleing a bit No problem Anyhting else I may be assistance with Ranewen She shakes her head No my lord you have done more than enough for me alreadywhat can I do for you Sulu Andy A smal smirk creeps to his face Nonsence There must be somthing else I can do for you And please call me Sulu Nice to meet you Implying for her name Ranewen Larienprincess of Valandyl she replies nodding her head in acknowledgement Sulu Andy Please Tell me if there is anything else you need tending to His voice is soft Ranewen She turned to look at him quietly and said in a quietly voice I do need shelter for tonighta storm is blowing inshe looks to the skies then back to him Sulu Andy See That wasn't so hard Come with me He pauses a moment Do you still want to go down to the creek for a while or do you want to go straight to my place He shrugs a little while asking Ranewen she shrugged I am now willing to do whatever you want she looked at him quietly Whatever you would like to do is fine with me Sulu Andy He looks down and puts his hands in his pockets shaking his head You choose Your the guest here you know Ranewen She looked at him quietly wondering if he was always this stubborn the creek then I supposebut I dont know how long it will take for this storm to blow in Sulu Andy Alright Just tell me when you want to go He continues to walk Looking up at her now Ranewen She walked beside him one hand on her horses neck feeling his muscles rippling underneath her hand she quietly watched him out of the corner of her eye there was something peculiar and strange yet invigorating about this young man Sulu Andy He glanced at her a few times one of the times catching her eye and blushing unbarably at it He was a little nervous to be around somone like her He really enjoyed the time spent with her though He continued to walk blushing Ranewen She laughed and watched him silently not knowing why he seemed so nervous they arrived at the creek and she knelt down by the water looking at her reflection in it Sulu Andy He walked by her Down to the bank of the creek He was still blushing from when they locked gazes He kept thinking what it was like to be with her wishing he was Ranewen She too was beginning to blush her black ebony hair and green eyes showed it along with her black dress she stood up and looked at Sulu holding his gaze Sulu Andy He forces himsefl to speak His voice shaky Is there somthing wrong Ranewen She smiled and shook her head still looking at him How could she tell him She didnt know howshe turned back to the creek Sulu Andy He swallows hard and pushes himself to his feet He walks over to where she is sitting He trys to speak without stumbling Larien there is somthing I have to talk to you about He hesitates I was wondering if you Nevermind He ges to nervous and can't do it Ranewen She puts her hand on his arm and looks up at him no pleasetell me Sulu He puts a hand on her's and sighs deeply Do you really want to know Ranewen she nodded and waited for him to continue the feeling of his hand on hers making her feel warm inside Sulu He looks down at the ground blushing then back to her He speaks his voice shaky again Larien I was wondering if you wanted to be with me You know He blushes a brighter shade of red once he speaks Ranewen She smiled softly and nodded her head I'd love to she said looking at him Sulu His head raises high with pride and smiles huge Streching from ear to ear That's great Im glad you are He holds her tightly He pulls her into his chest and cuddles her like a baby Ranewen She smiled and hugged him back and kissed his cheek her black ebony hair whipping around his face from the storm blowing in Sulu He looks up at the clouds blowing in above them He looks back down to her in his arms The storm in blowing in quickly We should go now Larien She nodded and took his hand and walked to her horse petting it softly That we should Sulu He walks over to her horse and rubs its muzzle then turns to look at her Do you want ot ride Cause I move pretty fast Larien She nodded My legs hurt a bit so I'd prefer to she said as she swung up onto her horse Sulu He turns and bolts down the trail aways In short bolts He moves faster than the eye can see He stops about 200 feet up the trail and yells back to her C'mon now Not to far from here Larien She stared at him in slight disbelief at how fast he was running and cantered after him following him Sulu He moves in lenghts of about 200 feet Stopping ever so often to look back to make sure she is keeping up He moves faster than the horse it seems Larien She sped her white horse up going faster she caught up with him and moved alongside him out of the corner of her eye she watched his every move Sulu He watches her as she catches up to him He quickly leans into the right Veering off a side path He dosn't think she saw him leave Larien She noticed he wasnt with her anymore suddenly she jerked her horse to a stop and called out for him Sulu He comes to the entrance of the path and calls to her Behind you This way He takes off down the trail again Larien She whirls her horse around and gallops after him the wind whipping her face Sulu He quickly arives at his log home Leaning up against the side waiting for her to get there Larien She pulls her horse up the the log cabin and jumps gracefully off and looks around nice place Sulu He takes the piece of grass he is chewing out of his mouth He looks up at her Thanks Come on in He pushes himself up and opens the front door Standing to the side to let her in first Larien She nodded and said quietly Thank you as she walked in the house she looked around and then back to him lovely Sulu He nudges her with his elbow as he walks past her A sheepish grin on his face Sorry there's only one bed He looks back at her and smiles Larien She laughs softly not knowing what to do or say she looked out side as a strike of lightning flashed Sulu He goes over to her and pulls her in close to his chest He cuddles her There there now Don't be afraid of the lightning Larien She laughed softly and looked at him putting her head on his chest I'm not afraid of lightning Sulu He cuddles her still I know your not I just like to make up an exuse to hold you in my arms Larien She laughed and kissed his neck softly pulling her lips away from his neck she looked at him she felt safewho says you need an excuse to hold me Sulu He looks at her and smiles Ok Then I'll just hold you forever He pulls her close again Kissing her forehead as he dose so Larien She smiles at him and leans her forehead against his chin I'd like that Sulu He holds her close to his chest Lightning flashing all around them He kisses her forehead and begins to rock from side to side slowly Humming softly Larien She closes her eyes his humming lulling her into a sense of calmness she swayed with him and relaxed Sulu He continues to sway Holding her closly Forgetting about the thunder crashing around them He gets lost in the moment He starts to sing softly to her Theres only you in my heart my baby Thers no one like you Theres no one better cause your a one of a kind and you make me realize that your the only one for me Larien Her cheeks turned red slightly as she pulled slightly away just enough to look at him a smile creeping across her face her eyes seemed to sparkle Sulu His gaze is soft and full of love fo her He continues to sing His eyes not breaking her gaze Your like one of a kind perfect picture painted girl Thats so hard to find Even time after time Through good and bad times you where there for me Larien She blushed fully and lowered her eyes shocked at his boldness she was smiling still though Sulu He puts a finger under her chin and tilts her head back up to look at him He stops swaying and singing He looks her in the eye for a few seconds He then makes a swift movment forward and kisses her on the lips Closing his eyes as he dose so Enjoying the moment Larien She breathes in deeply suprised but she kissed him back and put her hand behind his head gently Sulu He slides his hands around her waist and keeps a firm grip on her Pulling her into him Deepening the kiss Larien she pulls his head towards her and kisses him back her eyes still closed she was breathless Sulu He Continues to kiss her Falling deeper and more lost in the moment Wishing that it would never end Larien She starts to lean back slightly bending under the pressure of the kiss she was kissing him back and she was loving it Sulu He bends over as she goes back He stops and pulls her back up into him He looks at her Thier faces no more than an inch apart He smiles his eyes sparkeling Larien she looked into his eyes and laughed softly and kissed him again once she had regained her breath Sulu He is takin by surprise as she kisses him He gets knocked off balance and falls backward onto the bed Laughing abit as he continues to kiss her Holding her ontop of him as they fall Wrapping is arms around her back once they land leaving her ontop of him Larien She blinked laying on top of him she shook off her suprise and laughed and kissed him on the lips again Sulu He kisses her back as she kisses him first Smiling as he does so Larien she smiled and rolled off of him and looked over at him her dark black hair laying gently next to her on the bed Sulu He sits up and sccotches over to the foot of the bed Sitting on the edge Signaling for her to come over and sit next to him Larien She gets up and smooths her skirt out as she sits next to him looking curiously at him Sulu He reaches out and quickly embrases her Tears welling in his eyes I love you Larien Larien Happiness overcomes her as she holds him in her arms and whispers I love you too Sulu Sulu He holds her close to his chest sitting on the edge of the bed He runs one hand up and down her back slowly The other kept placid to her hip He speaks to her in a subdued and affectionate voice Ah M'love Larien How I desire you to remain with me for all etenity I hope you feel the same He pauses putting a finger over her lips as if to tell her to let him finish I just want to get this out in the open He gets up from next to her on the bed and kneels down on one knee befor her He reaches into his back pocket and pulls out a little white box covered in diminutive flowers He slowly opens it revealing a ring Precious stones of all types and color shimmering in the light His eyes never leave her face wanting to see her expressionHe speaks unable to hold the nrevousness in his voice Larien Will you marry me He awaits in agony for her response Hoping with all his heart that the answer is yes Larien The smile could not be kept from her face as she cried and sobbed silently yes Sulu He looks up at her Unable to move let alone speak His eyes portray a look of unimaginable happieness His smile streaching form ear to ear He gets to fis feet He walks over to her and picks her up spinning her around in his arms a few times befor setting her back down He kisses her deeply swiftly He then pulls away and looks her in the eye A look of glee still on his face He speaks Unable to hold back the joy from coming to his voice Oh Honnie I was starting to think that you were going to say no there for a second I am just so happy I don't know what I would do without you in my life He kisses her again More love in his touch now Larien She smiled and kissed his lips softly unable to contain herself I dont know what I would do without you either she whispered in his ear Larien She smiled and kissed his lips softly unable to contain herself I dont know what I would do without you either she whispered in his ear Sulu He Kisses her again once she is done talking He then withdrawls and takes the ring out of it's box Slipping it onto her finger He smiles up at her Larien She smiles and and hugs him kissing his cheek Her happiness made her want to scream Sulu He flops down onto the bed next to her Sprawling out in comfort He eyes her from behind Larien She watches him quietly fingering the ring on her finger she leaned over and played with his hair gently Sulu He continues to lay streched out He smiles as she plays with his hair Larien She laughs and asks quietly What Sulu He continues to smile up at her Not speaking Wanting to see what her next move would be Larien She tilts her head to the side curiously as she pokes him in the side playfully Sulu He wriggles a bit as she pokes his side Trying not to show it though He continues to look up at her smiling and still not speaking Larien She laughs and pretends to be offended making it clear she was pretending she gives the Ugh sound and walks into the living room Sulu He looks up Only lifting his head up He then sprigs after her Sneaking up behind her and wraping his arms around her waist from behind Holding his hands togher infront of her abdoman He sways back and forth slowly again Theres only you in my heart my baby Theres no one like you Thers no one better Cause you one of a kind and you make me realize that your the only one for me Larien She smiled and leaned into him Perfectwas all that came to mindPerfectsimply perfect Sulu He continues to sway but he stopps singing He rests his chin down on his shoulder and continues humming the rythem to her Larien She closes her eyes and leans her face into his enjoying his warmth Sulu He continues to sway Once he feels her warmth on his cheek he closes his eyes and kisses her on the cheek Going back to humming shortly after Larien She smiles softly and says quietly I'm tired she eyes the couch and then turns back to him Sulu He continues to sway Opening his pastelle purple eyes glimmering down at her His head on her shoulder So am I m'love Wich would you prefer The sofa or the bed His gaze never leaves hers while he speaks Larien She tilts her head toward the couch The couch please she says quietly Sulu He closes his eyes and tilts his head down a bit speaking in that position Alright Would you like me to lay with you Or would you want to be by yourself I am fine eather way He raises his glance back to hers Larien She looks shyly at the ground and then back to him Aloneplease Sulu He looks back down at the floor His stare gone blank Alright He lets his arms slip away from her hips He stands still sill not raising his glance from the floor She said quietly I'm sorry Sulubut I'd prefer to sleep alone until we're married Sulu He puts his hands in his pockets still looking down at the floor It's ok No big He pivots the oher way on is heels then stalks off into the other room His gaze never leaving the floor His shoulders hunched over Larien She closed her eyes and lay down on the couch bringing her knees to her chest So much for being a romantic dayshe told herself Sulu He continues to walk though the other room twards his bed His feet dragging and his head hung low He falls down on the bed and smuthers his face into his pillow Holding it tightly and he begins to cry silently to himself Thinking he was a falierat life now But understanding her reasons to her actions Larien She cried herself to sleep that nighther dreams unpleasant He falls asleep tears rolling down his cheeks when he finally dose He dreams about her In a beautiful meadow She is dancing and twirling about a smile on her face He keeps reaching out for her but she keeps slippping out of his grasp The light of her slowly fades into blackness and he wakes up Crying still Unable to fall asleep He just lies there all night unable to fall back asleep Larien She wakes up after about three hours of sleeping and lays on the couch crying silently Sulu He stares up at the seiling Unable to find any happieness in himself He sits up and lets his feet him the floor with a thmp Slouching in the agony of his loss Larien She got up and went outside her dark pale figure became lost in the darkness and was invisible to anyone looking for her Sulu He hears the door close and gets up and hurridly runs to the door Seeing that Larien was gone when he ran by the couch He stands out on his front porch and calls out for his love Larien Larien Please come back He starts to cry Making the sound obvious in his voice I can't live without you in my life He is totally cryig now I need you Larien She stopped in her tracks Did he really think she was leaving him A pale figure appeared out of the middle of the darkness Sulu He sees her figure and runs to her Clutching her in his arms still crying Please Don't scare me like that Tell me where your going I would have let you go I was worried Larien She looked at him quietly and said calmly SuluI have times when I need to be aloneto think she looked at him quietly but I wont ever leave you Sulu He speaks still clutching her I just want to know that you are going I won't ever ask any question or nothing I don't doubt you Larien She smiled slightly and rubbed his back comfortingly ssshhhmy love Sulu He lets her go and takes a step back Bowing to her Laying one hand accross his stomach and the other out to the side Looking down as he speaks I'm sorry I interupted you I was just worried about my baby Carrie on He dosn't stand up once he is done speaking He continues to bow showing her much respect Larien She looks at him tears filling her eyes She walks over to him lifting his chin up she says softly I may be a princessbut you need not treat me like one Sulu He only looks up at her moving his head He still stays in a bowed position He forcably lowers his head to her in a bow Speaking in that position again Yes I do Cause you are royalty to me My precious Larien She took her hand off of his cheek and kissed his forehead softly and whispered in his ear I love you Sulu before turning and disappearing again she contacted his mind If you ever need me just contact my mindI'll answer you and hear you no matter where I am Sulu He raises his glance to follow her movments Still in a bow He slowly stands up strait and watchess her vanish He recieves her massage calling after her I will And just remeber I love you Larien Larien She walked through the forrest her black figure slipping in and out of the shadows she called her horse to come to her the horse went thundering past Sulu toward Larien Eventually the black horse also vanished Sulu He watches her horse go to his love He smiles then turns and goes back in the house He walks over to the couch she was laying on Laying down in her place wanting to be close to her He eventually falls asleep Thinking of her he sleeps with a smile on his face Larien She rode through the darkness galloping fast and hard the horse had no gear onno bridle or saddle just Larien and the wind they flew through the darkness until morning when Larien rode in circles around the house cantering lightly with her arms outstrectched letting the sun pour down onto her face Sulu He awakes to the sound of a threebeat rythem He smiles knowing it's her He goes outside and opens the front door Watching her amazing talent Awing at the bond horse and rider has Larien She laughed not aware that Sulu was watching her she wrapped her arms around her horses neck its mane whipping in her face Sulu He continues to watch her His face displaying a look of happieness He aws at her Wishing he could do that Larien She sees him out of the corner of her eye and when she comes to the front door she throws herself off of the horse and lands in front of Sulu smiling and hearing the horse as if on cue run back to where it had origionally come from she smiled at Sulu Sulu He could only smile back Too overwhelmed at everything Wow Beautiful riding there Larien She laughed and squeezed his hand Thanks Sulu He raises her hand witch is in his He kisses it while still not breaking the gaze He then stands up straight again and looks at her with a deep love for her portrayed in his eyes He is silent Larien she smiled gently and kissed him softly on the lips bringing her body close to his wrapping her arms around his neck Sulu He slides his hands around her waist as she presses up against him He kisses her back Larien she quietly kissed him back then kissed his cheek whispering I love you Sulu He kisses her cheek back and whispers in her ear aswell I love you too m' love Larien She quietly kissed his lips again softly as if barely doing it she didnt know what was coming over her Sulu He was takin aback by her kiss and how soft it was He closes his eyes and kisses her back Very softly He pulls her into him again A little more forcefully Larien She doesnt resist him and kisses him on the lips a little more hard Sulu He holds her hips still He continues to kiss her He smiles while doing so He enjoys the moment with all his heart Larien she moaned slightly her eyes gently closed she did not resist him but let him kiss her Sulu He keeps her pulled into himself He smiles still eyes opening everynow and then to look at her face Closing soon after they open Larien she pressed her body closer to his and then moved her lips from his putting her face in his shoulder and kissing his neck softly I love you Sulu He looks upward His eyes still closed He extends his neck as she does so He chuckles abit Larien she smiled and put her head on his neck closing her eyes quietly Sulu He withdralws from her Looking at her head on He still holds her waist He then leans in and kisses all down her neck Larien she inhales sharply at this but does not pull away Sulu He continues to kiss her neck her hips still in his grasp He smiles while doing so Larien she laughed softly and her grip tightened around his waist Sulu He pulls away and stands up strait infront of her He smiles His eyes half open Still gripping her hips So What ye so wish to do Larien she smiles and murmers softly Whatever Sulu He leans in and kisses her softly for a few moments He then looks at her and begins to speak once upright You chhose His eyes are still half open and he runs is hands a little further behind her Getting a sheepish smile on his face Larien she laughed softly noI refuse towas all she said holding her gaze steady with his Sulu He holds his gaze with her The position of his hands unchanging Alright He continue to have a sheepish look on his face Larien she laughed softly trying to read the look on his face what is it Sulu He just continues to stay in that same position Not speaking Larien she laughed and kissed him softly on the lips her face lingering by his for a while her eyes half closed she draws away finally and looks at him Sulu He smiles at she kisses him but then goes back to his previos positon Still not speaking Larien she smiled and ran a finger over his lips and walked past him and onto the couch since he didnt say anything she smiled softly to herself Sulu He turns to face her and calmy strodes over to her He sits down next to her and puts an arm around her He pulls her into him So He looks over at her and smiles Larien she smiled also yes indeedso she laughed softly and leaned into him Sulu He kisses her on the cheek and and then whispers in her ear What do ye wish to do Larien she smiled softly and didnt answer she wasnt going to she didnt know what to do she just knew she was happier than she had ever been in her life Sulu He kisses her again but holds there for a few momens then pulls away His voice is soft Somthing wrong' m'love Larien she smiles her eyes hiding no lie no there is not Sulu He smiles over at her his arm still around her What do you wana do Larien she smiled at him her eyes soft I dont know Suluhonest I dont Sulu He continues to hold her close There must be somthing ye wish to do Larien she smiled and kissed his lips softly then pulled back not answering him Sulu He closes his eyes as she kisses him and opens them as she pulls away He smiles his eyes half open This is goo too Larien she smiled and kissed him again her eyes closed her face lingering near his Sulu He smiles again And opens his eyes half open He dosnt speek only smiles Larien she smiled softly also and looked into his eyes she couldnt read thembut she hoped hers showed love Sulu he continued to smile He picked up the love in her eyes He trys to portray love back in his He kisses her softly and slowly Once he is looking at her again he speaks I would do this all day Larien she smiled We both wouldshe murmered and kissed him again on the lips Sulu He closes his eyes once more as she kisses him He smiles as she does so Larien she wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him again softly and slowly and did not let their lips part for what seemed like a very long time Sulu He slides his hands around her waist and pulls her into him He smiles as they kiss Larien her back arches slightly at his hands but does not resist instead melts into him as they kiss Sulu He enjoys the kiss He feels her tense at his touch so he withdrawls his hands abit Larien she moans slightly asking him silently to hold her tighter and not let her go she says into his mind quietly Dont let me go Sulu He gets her message and slides his hands around her waist once more He then pulls her into him Larien she parts her lips and lays her head on his shoulder her heart beating quickly her breathing is fast she leans over and kisses his neck softly Sulu He smiles and continues to hold her close He rests his head to the side to be on hers Larien she smiles trying to slow her heartbeat she breathed him in her arms still about his neck Sulu He closes his eyes and smiles He takes one hand off her waist and runns it softly up ad down her back Larien she smiles and tucks her head slightly under his she moved a bit closer to him as she did so feeling suddenly cold Sulu He feels her emotions and col He grabs the blanket from the arch of the sofa and wraps it around them both He then continues to hold her Larien she smiles and closes her eyes murmering I love you Sulu He glances out the window behind her He rocks back and forth slightly It's getting late Larien she nodded it is Sulu He kisses her forehead befor her speaks D'ye wish to go to bed now Larien she nodded quietly It would be niceshe said softly Sulu He noddes to the bed then to the couch wich they are sitting on Which do you prefer Larien she pulled away from his hold slightly and looked at him Wherever you are Sulu he smiles his eyes half closed Which d'ye prefer You choice Larien The bedcouch is too smallshe mumbles getting up and walking up to his room and laying down on the bed not even bothering to get under the covers she fell asleep as soon as her head touched the pillow Sulu He gets up and follows her over A few steps behind her He gently lays down behind her seeing she is asleep and not wanting to disterb her He scooches up behind her and drapes a hand over her waist from behind He smiles abd drifts off to sleep with her by his side Larien her dreams are pleasant that night about five hourse after she falls asleep she wakes the room is now starting to fill with light Sulu He is already awake His reason for not gettin out of bed earlyer is because he couldn't bare to not be with her when she awaoke I see your up Larien her eyes snapped fully open as she turned over and looked at him smiling yes I am Sulu He leans forward abit and kisses her on the lips softly for a good mornin' kiss He then pulls back and opens his eyes half way to look at her Did ye have a pleasent slumber Larien she laughed yes I did she poked his chest playfully full of you she smiled Sulu He smiles as she pokes him he also fidgets abit Nice to know Same goes for me I'm glad that I could hold you close to me all through the night Larien she smiled so am Ishe looked at his face silently Sulu He kisses her on the lips again The kiss lasting for a few moments Larien she smiled as they kissed and lay her head on his shoulder quietly once they parted Sulu He scootches closer to her He puts an arm around her and holds her Using his other hand to stroak her hair I love you Larien Larien she smiled and kissed him again I love you too Sulu Sulu He smiles his eyes closed I'm glad you do I don't know what I would do without you Larien she smiled I dont know what I would do without you either Sulu He sits up and rests sideways on one hand He looks down at her as she lays apon the bed He smiles sweetly Larien she smiled softly and sat up also I think I'll go for a ridedo you mind Sulu He smiles down at her No n'aall Larien she smiled and hopped out of the bed and ran outside calling her horse and laughing happily she stopped and turned saying into his mind Want to come Sulu Smiles following her outside No I'm fine You go head Larien she nodded and ran to her horse jumping on it and galloping off into the distance when she returned she jumped off as she landed gracefully on the steps of the porch and went inside to look for Sulu her eyes bright Sulu He turned and stalked inside after a few moments watching her disapper He then grabs his jacket and heads out the back door out into the thick woods Larien Sulu she called as she walked through the house and did not find him she sighed and sat down on the couch looking out the window Sulu He continues to trudge through the woods his jacket slung over his shoulder He smiles and watches his feet as he walks Larien she did not find him so she went back inside and changed into a black dress and cloak wrapping her self in it and going out onto the porch Sulu He finally reaches the river and walks a calculation of steps he had memorized earlier It brins im to a spacific spot on the riverbank He kneels down and digs around in the running water for what he had left there befor

George Clooney

StephaniecityGal — Mon, 11 May 2009 17:17:37 MDT

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Date of Birth6 May 1961 Lexington Kentucky USABirth NameGeorge Timothy ClooneyNicknameGorgeous GeorgeHeight5' 11 180 mMini BiographyBorn in Lexington Kentucky as son of Nick Clooney a TV newscaster of many years who hosted a talk show at Cincinnati and often invited George into the studios already at the age of 5 Avoiding competition with his father he quit his job as broadcast journalist after a short timeStudied a few years at Northern Kentucky University Failed to join the Cincinnati Reds baseball team He came to acting when his cousin Miguel Ferrer got him a small part in a feature film After that he moved to LA in 1982 and tried a whole year to get a role while he slept in a friend's closet His first movie together with Charlie Sheen stayed unreleased but got him the producers' attention for later contractsIMDb Mini Biography By Tom ZoernerSpouseTalia Balsam 15 December 1989 September 1993 divorcedTrade MarkOften plays scoundrels that are likable and have redeeming qualitiesHis movies often reflect his liberal political beliefsTriviaBest man at the wedding of Richard KindTried out for a position on the Cincinnati Reds baseball teamHe says he will never get married again nor have any children but Michelle Pfeiffer and Nicole Kidman both bet 10000 each that he would be a father before he turned 40 They were both wrong and each sent him a check He returned the money betting double or nothing that he won't have kids by age 50Waged war against the paparazzi by boycotting Entertainment Tonight 1981 the sister show of Hard Copy 1989 which had filmed Clooney without his permissionWas voted Sexiest Man Alive by People Magazine 1997Was voted Best Dressed Male Television Star 1997Chosen by People USA magazine as one of the 50 Most Beautiful People in the World 1996Cousin is actor Miguel Ferrer Rafael Ferrer and Debby BooneUncle is the late actor Jos FerrerNephew of singeractress Rosemary Clooney and Betty ClooneyEducation Northern Kentucky UniversityOwned a pet pig named Max given to him by Kelly Preston for eighteen years Max died on December 1 2006Studied acting at The Beverly Hills PlayhouseCoincidentally his first steady TV role was in the medical sitcom ER 1984 that was based in Chicago and costarred Elliott Gould Mary McDonnell and Jason Alexander Ten years later it would take another TV series ER 1994 also based in Chicago to finally launch him into the galaxy of superstardomHe was talkshow host Rosie O'Donnell's very first guest when her TV show debutedCommitted to O Brother Where Art Thou 2000 before even reading a scriptReportedly got into a fistfight with Three Kings 1999 director David O Russell on the set Russell had yelled and derided a few extras out of frustration and Clooney didn't appreciate it Russell has since said I wouldn't make another George Clooney movie if they paid me 20 millionGood friends with actor Mark WahlbergDated Rene Zellweger and Mariella FrostrupHas stated in several interviews that he has suffered from bleeding stomach ulcers and is still on medication for stomach pain to this dayRanked 27 on Premiere's 2002 Power 100 ListFrequently stars in movies that revolve around some type of robbery Out of Sight 1998 From Dusk Till Dawn 1996 Three Kings 1999 O Brother Where Art Thou 2000 Ocean's Eleven 2001 Welcome to Collinwood 2002 Ocean's Twelve 2004 and announced Ocean's Thirteen 2007Was once the soninlaw of Martin Balsam and Joyce Van Patten while he was married to Talia BalsamSecond cousin of Gabi FerrerOne of People Magazine's Top 50 Bachelors 2002Was a pallbearer at the funeral of his late aunt Rosemary ClooneyHe got his start in a movie starring his cousin Miguel Ferrer Later after Clooney had established himself on ER 1994 Ferrer made a guest appearance on the very first show George's aunt Rosemary Clooney made guest appearances on two shows the first month ER 1994 airedRanked 29 in Premiere's 2003 annual Power 100 ListIs the sixth actor to play BatmanNo 3 of 10 Top Sexiest Men in People magazine 2003His voice was dubbed for the singing moments in O Brother Where Art Thou 2000Heads his own film and television production company Maysville PicturesBroke up with girlfriend Krista Allen 2004Shared an apartment with actor Thom Mathews during the early 1980sDated Cline Balitran from 1996 to 1999Was the second man after Richard Gere to make an appearance on the cover of Vogue magazineRanked 16 on VH1's 100 Hottest HottiesRode a bicycle to get to auditions as a struggling actorSon of actor and AMC host Nick Clooney and Nina Warren ClooneyHe loves the show South Park 1997 He got a hold of Trey Parker the creator of the series and asked for a part in an episode He was given the role of Sparky the gay dogIs of IrishAmerican descentAt 43 he was voted sexiest male celebrity in a 'Naughty Forties' poll conducted for UK television station FXShared an LA home with Kelly Preston when both were struggling actorsAuditioned five times for Ridley Scott for the role of JD in Thelma Louise 1991 a role that ultimately went to future friend Brad Pitt and catapulted Pitt to superstardomBorn 248 AM ESTBest friend is Richard KindHe loves beer He does voiceovers for Budweiser TV commercials and allegedly had a beer keg installed in his dressing room during filming of Ocean's Eleven 2001Lived in a friend's closet while struggling as an actor in LA early in his careerIs a Dallas Mavericks fanReceived the first Spirit of Independence Award of the Los Angeles Film Festival and Find Independent FIND June 2005He and his Ocean's Eleven 2001 and Ocean's Twelve 2004 costars Julia Roberts Brad Pitt and Elliott Gould and Bruce Willis who did a cameo in Ocean's Twelve as himself all have gueststarred on the TV show Friends 1994 though not in the same episodesHis relationship with Krista Allen whom he met on the set of Confessions of a Dangerous Mind 2002 ended after 2 years March 2004Broke off relationship with Lisa Snowdon after 5 years June 2005Appears on the cover of the first Men's Vogue 2005After an accident on the set of his movie Syriana 2005 he suffered from back pain bad headaches and memory loss After several spine surgeries he fully recovered and is fine now October 2005Sought the role of Jack in Sideways 2004 However the film's director Alexander Payne felt that he was too big a star and turned him down in favor of Thomas Haden ChurchOwns a villa in Laglio at Lake Como Italy where he lives several months of the yearIn winning the Best Supporting Actor Oscar for Syriana 2005 he becomes the second generation of his family to win an Oscar His uncle Jos Ferrer won a Best Actor Oscar for playing in Cyrano de Bergerac 1950Is the first and only actor who played Batman in Batman Robin 1997 to win an Oscar for Best Supporting Actor in Syriana 2005Close friends with actor Tommy HinkleyFrequently involves himself in projects involving the Golden Age of television For example he produced and starred in Fail Safe 2000 TV a throwback to the live television plays of the 1950s and 1960s he directed and appeared in Confessions of a Dangerous Mind 2002 about Chuck Barris's' career in early game shows and he directed wrote and appeared in Good Night and Good Luck 2005 about Edward R Murrow's battle with Senator Joseph McCarthyRanked 21 on Premiere's 2006 Power 50 list Had ranked 43 in 2005Turned down the role of Sgt John McLoughlin in World Trade Center 2006As of 2006 he is the only regular cast member from ER 1994 to win an Oscar for Best Supporting Actor in Syriana 2005Was originally to star in Jack Frost 1998 but chose to do Batman Robin 1997 instead His part went to Michael Keaton who had previously starred as Batman in Batman 1989 and in Batman Returns 1992Played a gangster in seven movies From Dusk Till Dawn 1996 Out of Sight 1998 O Brother Where Art Thou 2000 Ocean's Eleven 2001 Welcome to Collinwood 2002 Ocean's Twelve 2004 and Ocean's Thirteen 2007He and his producing partner Steven Soderbergh have decided to close down their Section Eight production company after six years of working partnership August 2006He and Grant Heslov founded production company Smoke House after his production company Section Eight closed downHe auditioned for the role of Mr BlondeVic Vega in Reservoir Dogs 1992 but was turned downPeople Magazine's Sexiest Man Alive 2006Is frequently cast as a soldier as seen in The Thin Red Line 1998 The Peacemaker 1997 Three Kings 1999 and The Good German 2006Personal stunt doubles are stunt men Brad Martin Troy Hartman and James E MitchellHis famed Roman haircut was actually an accident While filming From Dusk Till Dawn 1996 he wanted to make his character Seth Gecko look really crazy with a chopped off hairstyle But the haircut became popular and turned into a positiveSuffered from Bell's palsy for a time while he was in high schoolIn December 2006 he traveled to China and Egypt to make a personal plea to Chinese and Egyptian officials to use their ties with the Sudanese government to help stop the violence in the Darfur regionLives at Lago di Como in ItalyWas considered for the part of Reed Richards in Fantastic Four 2005His The Peacemaker 1997 costar Nicole Kidman presented him his Best Supporting Actor Oscar in 20062001 Voted Most Eligible Bachelor by People MagazineQuit smoking cigarettes after his aunt Rosemary Clooney died from lung cancer in 2002In September 2006 he addressed the United Nations Security Council urging it to act over DarfurHelped celebrate a plan to rebuild a hospital in hurricanedevastated Louisiana alongside former President George Bush George H W Bush The pair appeared outside the courthouse in Cameron Parish the only surviving building in the town following Hurricane Rita Bush presented local officials with a check for 2 million from the BushClinton Katrina fund The money will help run South Cameron Memorial Hospital once it has been rebuilt Former ER 1994 star Clooney quipped There is good news in all of this which is that when the hospital gets up and running I will not be doing any of the medical procedures 20 December 20062007 Ranked 13 on EW's The 50 Smartest People in HollywoodIn 2007 Forbes Magazine estimated his earnings for the year at 25 millionSupports Senator Barack Obama's bid to win the Democratic nomination for the 2008 presidential electionLeast favorite movies from his filmography include Batman Robin 1997 The Peacemaker 1997 etc 2008Personal favorite movies from his filmography include Out of Sight 1998 Three Kings 1999 O Brother Where Art Thou 2000 Good Night and Good Luck 2005 etc 2008He and his girlfriend Sarah Larson had an accident in 2007 while riding a motorcycle She broke some toes and Clooney broke a ribTurned down two roles which went to Kevin Kline Artemus Gordon in Wild Wild West 1999 and Guy Noir in A Prairie Home Companion 2006Merited a place in Time magazine's 100 Most Influential People in the World Artists Entertainers section with a tribute written by Roseanne Issue May 12 2008Broke up with Sarah Larson June 2008His palatial villa overlooking Italy's Lake Como comprises 15 rooms a wine cellar and a master bedroom suite atop three floors In his garage Clooney keeps his collection of Piaggio motorbikes Docked at his pier is a Colombo classic powerboatQuit the WGA in April 2008 after the union turned down his wish to be credited as a cowriter for Leatherheads 2008 He felt that he was let down by the unionPersonal QuotesDiscussing possible casting choices Mel Gibson and Nicolas Cage for Three Kings 1999 before he had signed to the movie Luckily both those guys were tied and gagged in my apartment and that was a problem for the casting departmentI don't like to share my personal life it wouldn't be personal if I shared itI was too busy breaking up Tom and Nicole's marriage quip on the fact he had nothing to do with the breakup of Julia Roberts and Benjamin BrattSpeaking about the 2003 start to the Iraq war You can't beat your enemy anymore through wars instead you create an entire generation of people revengeseeking These days it only matters who's in charge Right now that's us for a while at least Our opponents are going to resort to car bombs and suicide attacks because they have no other way to win I believe Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld thinks this is a war that can be won but there is no such thing anymore We can't beat anyone anymoreIt's not about an opening weekend It's about a career building a set of films you're proud of PeriodNinety percent of films are pretty mediocre but they have a builtin audience and open on 3000 screensConfessions of a Dangerous Mind 2002 bombed But I can take it Most of the films I've done haven't done particularly well I'm surprised I'm continuing to workDirecting is really exciting In the end it's more fun to be the painter than the paintI don't believe in happy endings but I do believe in happy travels because ultimatelyyou die at a very young age or you live long enough to watch your friends die It's a mean thing lifeWe've been trying to push our involvement within the studio system sort of push the things that we've learned from foreign and independent films through the '80s and push those things back into the studio system Like Out of Sight 1998 isn't your standard studio film by any means Three Kings 1999 wasn't the'standard Warner Bros kind of filmdirectors are the captains of the ship and it's your job as the lead actor to make sure that the rest of the cast understand that by doing whatever he saysSee the first thing about actors is you're just trying to get a job and you audition and audition and you finally get them And you still consider yourself an auditioning actor I auditioned for One Fine Day 1996 I wasn't offered that So you're still in that 'Hey I'm just trying to get a job' thing Then you get to the point where if you decide to do it then they'll make the film That's a different kind of responsibility and it usually takes a couple of films to catch up And then you have to actually pay attention to the kind of films that you're makingYou got to think of things at their worst not at their best And Out of Sight 1998 was the first time where I had a say and it was the first good screenplay that I'd read where I just went 'That's it'And even though it didn't do really well box officewisewe sort of tanked againit was a really good film And I realized from that point on that it was strictly screenplay first And then it becomes easier because once you eliminate the idea of doing a vehicle believe me there's nobody who's encouraging us to make these films not agents not we're not getting paid for these things and it's not like we're going to make a mintOn making Ocean's Eleven 2001 It was the easiest shoot ever for any actor and we all knew it when we were doing it We were like it's never going to be better than this He director Steven Soderbergh was in hell because it was a really complicated film to put together We were like we're in Las Vegas we go to work at one in the afternoon and we gotta be done by six at night Six hours of work Steven was editing all nightI'm a hybrid I succeed in both worlds I hope that selling out on Ocean's Eleven 2001 is not such a bad deal The tradeoff is I get to go make something uncommercial that will probably lose moneySteven Soderberg and I have a great relationship inside the studio system We make the kinds of films we want and commercial films at the same time Steven and I have lost a lot of money We are way in the hole But this is not a day job I've got some cash I have a nice house in Italy I do OKIt's true information is harder to get these days When I was growing up there were three networks three news shows delivering the same information You took that information into your home and you formed your own opinions Now we have 130 channels You go to the channel that plays to your belief pattern We start with different sets of facts it's more polarizingI'm not a snob I like entertaining films as well But when you do a film like this or like Three Kings 1999films that get you in a bit of troubleit's fun to open up a debate On Good Night and Good Luck 2005I think if you listen to the piece I certainly did not talk about wanting to kill myself I was talking about the idea of living for years in that kind of pain Please don't use my words out of context Responding to media reports that he had contemplated suicide following surgeryAn acting career usually has about a shelf life of ten years before people get sick of seeing you It's a good thing to have a job to fall back on and I really do enjoy directingI doubt anybody gets taken seriously for very long I'll be on some reality show in about six years going Hey I had a great year in 2006People thought I was Tom and Nicole's bodyguard They'd come up and go Is it okay if I go up and ask for an autograph' It was good I'd charge 'em three bucks a person Yeah you gotta make some money off of thatI'm the flavor of the monthRun for office No I've slept with too many women I've done too many drugs and I've been to too many partiesI know what my limitations are as an actor but my strength is putting myself into a wellwritten part When I get in trouble is when I have to fix it or when I have to carry it on personalityHere is my theory in debunking photographs in magazines You know the paparazzi photographs I want to spend every single night for three months going out with a different famous actress You know Halle Berry one night Salma Hayek the next and then walk on the beach holding hands with Leonardo DiCaprio People would still buy the magazines they'd still buy the pictures but they would always go 'I don't know if these guys are putting us on or not'You never really learn much from hearing yourself talkI don't live at full tilt the way I used to You begin to hate waking up with the kind of hangover you get from going on huge benders with your buddies Also since my neck surgeries I've been forced to take things easier and not beat up my body the way I used to I'm more cautiousThe idea that every time you do a film you're supposed to be tortured confuses me I mean guys who say 'Oh it's really tough my character is really suffering come on For us even in the rotten ones we've had a good time I don't think you have to sufferWe're the ones who talked about AIDS when it was just being whispered And we talked about civil rights when it wasn't really popular This academy this group of people gave Hattie McDaniel an Oscar in 1939 when blacks were still sitting in the backs of theaters I'm proud to be a part of this academy proud to be part of this community and proud to be out of touchYou can only get so far without discernible talent then you either work or use cheap publicity tricks to keep the public's attention Paris Hilton has no reason to complain if she is on the end of bad publicityAsked what makes a man stylish For me a sense of humor is number one It's certainly what's most attractive It's not the first thing you notice at 21 but it's the first thing you notice now If celebrity is a credit card I'm using my credit My job is to try and find ways of talking about issues that move us forward I don't make policy but I can shine a light on faulty or good policy The Not On Our Watch launch reached more than 9 million people We need to focus global attention on the plight of the 25 million civilians who have fled their homes Rather than talk about who I'm dating let's talk about saving livesOn celebrity activism You don't want to be a spokesperson unless you are absolutely committed to a cause because you can hurt it I've been asked to help represent environmental groups I'm a big proponent of cleaning up the environment I have two electric cars But I also have a big weak spot because I've flown on private jets However I welcome any of these dumb pundits who make celebrities out to be bad guys to a discussion about Darfur Because I've been there and I've met all the players and I guarantee you the pundits haven'tOn who will win the Best Actor Oscar in 2008 If you want my honest opinion I think it's going to be Daniel DayLewis for There Will Be Blood 2007 He sort of irritates all of us because he's so good I'll tell you right now I don't like himIt's 12 years and you could find ten films a year that are masterpieces They don't make those films anymore You couldn't come near making those films On films made between 1964 and 1976Had I not got the Thursday night ten o'clock slot at ER 1994 if they'd put us on Friday night then I wouldn't have a film career That's luck not my own genius though I like to think it wasI'm protected as an actor by a really good screenplay number one and then a really good director number two and then really good actors number three but first and foremost a good screenplay You cannot make a good film out of a bad script You can make a bad film out of a good script easily I've seen that happen before but you can't do it the other way around it always has to be the screenplaySalaryOcean's Thirteen 2007 15000000Syriana 2005 350000Good Night and Good Luck 2005 1Intolerable Cruelty 2003 15000000Ocean's Eleven 2001 20000000The Perfect Storm 2000 8000000O Brother Where Art Thou 2000 1000000Three Kings 1999 5000000Out of Sight 1998 10000000The Peacemaker 1997 3000000Batman Robin 1997 10000000One Fine Day 1996 3000000From Dusk Till Dawn 1996 250000

Demon 2

ORIGINALSCREENNAME — Mon, 11 May 2009 14:24:51 MDT

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SCREAMS IN THE DARK She was my best friend But I try never to think about her It's only on certain nights when I'm all alone in my room that I remember It was last year when my best friend asked me to stay at her house overnight She lived in a big gloomy house set way back in the woods far from the road And she didn't want to be alone there at night Her parents had gone out that evening and wouldn't be back until the next afternoon My friend said we could have a really good time without her parents around So I decided to stay the night We watched TV and ate popcorn in the living room until late at night When all of a sudden the power went out We were in total darkness We got scared We hadn't noticed it before but now the downstairs seemed too big and almost sinister looking They could only find one single candle in which to light their way to bed They started to go upstairs Then all of a sudden they both ran up the steps to my friend's room as if something was coming up from behind us After they closed the door they laughed at themselves The two girls were not dismayed Especially my friend who was more venturesome They lay chatting for a time in the candle's feeble light When suddenly they thought they heard a sound from somewhere below It sounded like somebody sharpening a knife against stone Then they heard another sound A sound as of someone moving about the house We both stopped talking and stared at each other feeling really scared inside For a while there was only silence in the room I was frightened But my friend started to laugh She said she had heard a sound like that in her house before She said it was probably the shutters or something That made me feel better and we started to talk again Then we heard it again SCRRITCH SCRRITCH The sound made my head hurt as if somebody's fingernails were scratching on a chalkboard But this sound was much worse It shrieked up from the dark lonely rooms below us SCRRITCH My friend got a horrible look in her eyes as though something horrible had come into her head My friend said that she was going down to investigate I tried to per swayed her But before I could catch her she took the candle and departed out of the room slamming the door shut Ignoring my pleas not to go downstairs Leaving me alone in absolute darkness I heard her footsteps as she ran down the first flight of stairs and then stop I sat in the dark sick with fright I called out my friend's name but my voice was greeted by only cold silence I didn't want to stay in the dark room alone but even more I didn't want to go out into that other more forbidding darkness SCRRAITCH I heard it again that disgusting sound Then I heard my friend's footsteps Moving down the next and final flight of stairs She went more slowly as if she really didn't want to I heard her reach the bottom I waited in the room wondering what my friend was doing I told myself she must be all right You see the noise had stopped right after I heard her reach the bottom of the stairs It didn't come after that anymore My friend probably had just fixed the shutter or whatever was making that horrible screeching noise Maybe she had known for sure about that all the time She had just acted strangely to scare me Maybe she was sitting on the steps now laughing at me I thought about going down myself but A feeling of fear swept over me that held me back like a hand against my throat I decided I would wait where I was for my friend to return I would wait here until her parent's returned if necessary Nothing could make me leave my secure darkness for that darker unknown outside the room Time passed as I fearfully awaited my friends return My ears strained for any sound and my nerves tingled at imagined shadows Presently after a long silence I heard the sound of footsteps coming up the stairs A slow shuffling noise on the bottom step Was it my friend It had to be Yet the footsteps seemed to heavy too deliberate My heart began to pound and for a moment I lost control of my mind It flew to the most horrible corners of my imagination and I shivered with terror I decided If it was my friend I would get her back for playing this awful trick on me And if it wasn't well there was nothing I could doThe shuffling footsteps had reached the second flight of stairs I coward back toward the back board of the bed in terror I felt the skin crawl on the back of my neck as the footsteps reached the top of the stairs and moved slowly down the hall towards the room I was in They came along the hall and turned into the room My eyes forced wide awaken from a panic state of shocked horror as the door creaked slightly as it swung open I stared at the dark figure looming in the doorway She called out to her friend but there was no answer as the steps came out across the bedroom She laughed anxiously and begged her friend not to play jokes on her But only silence answered as the footsteps paused beside the bed She reached out her hand and felt a wave of relief as it touched the soft edge of her friend's dressing gown She was so happy She no longer wanted to scare her friend back She lifted her hand around her friend's nightgown collar to touch her friend's face But instead felt something cold and wet As her fingers moved up there was nothing Only the bloody stump where her friend's head had been SHE SCREAMED AND SCREAMED When the parents arrived back home there eyes were seared by a dreadful sight On the stairs a trail of blood The footsteps leading upward And on the floor in the girl's bedroom lay my friend's corpse it's head severed from the trunk And on the bed the girl sat Her lips mumbling the torched fancies of a maniac In time the police officials pieced the story together from her ravings of what happened on that awful night But she remained completely mad The deed was contributed to a homicidal lunatic Who had just escaped from the nearby sanatorium THE DEADLY DARE Josh Robert and Bret were sophomores in high school and best friends They lived in the same neighborhood and did almost everything together One of their favorite things to do was to camp out in the woods at the end of their street They would take their sleeping bags and sleep under the stars They loved telling each other scary stories around the campfire One day Josh and Robert were bragging to some of the kids at school about their latest camping trip Our camping trips are great Josh said of course a lot of people might be afraid of being out there alone You have to be a certain kind of guy to be able to stay out there in the woods overnight Like just last weekend we saw a wolf Yeah Robert added It was a huge wolf and we got so close to it that we could have reached out and touched it Bret came down the hall and saw the group gathered around his two friends Sure he had done his share of bragging about their camp outs but this wolf story the guys were telling was a little too much Actually what they had seen was a runaway German shepherd It even had a collar around its neck Oh come on you guys They don't need to know about all of that Bret said He wanted to change the subject before somebody found out they were exaggerating the truth Then the other kids would tease them But it was too late Hey came the voice of Andy Seibert a senior If you sophomores are so brave why don't you stay out in the real woods What do you mean Andy asked Josh My older brother has a cabin up at Lake Montuak in the state forest If you're so brave then why don't you stay there by yourselves for a night Since you're so friendly with wolves you should feel right at home there And there are bears and cougars there too not to mention the state prison down the road a few miles I bet 25 dollars you won't spend a night in that cabin alone The three friends couldn't stand to hear the crowd of kids laughing at what Andy said Bret could tell the kids didn't think they'd spend the night in the cabin All Bret knew was he didn't really like the idea of all those wild animals outside the cabin plus the state prison down the road Bret's heart skipped a beat when he heard Robert say Well we accept That will be a piece of cake Yeah added Josh Get that 25 dollars ready Yeah sure teased Andy It'll be a piece of cake Hey I'll even drive you there myself Bret went along with his buddies But he still felt uneasy After all he knew the difference between a German shepherd and a wolf He wondered if Josh and Robert did Late Friday afternoon Andy drove the three boys to the cabin When they stopped at a gas station deep in the woods the man at the pumps saw their sleeping bags in the back of the car Be careful if you're going to be out in the woods this weekend the man said The man on the radio's saying that a man escaped from the prison yesterday He's armed and dangerous Then the man lowered his voice and looked around like he was afraid somebody might hear him Who could hear him Thought Bret We're all alone out here in the middle of nowhere They say the escaped guy's a little crazy too said the gas station man in a low voice He killed a whole family up in the northern part of the state I wonder how much Andy paid this guy to tell us that Robert whispered to Josh and Bret He's just trying to scare us Yeah answered Josh And he's a lousy actor too That whispering bit is hokey They Finally reached the little cabin after a long drive up a dirt road deep in the woods They got out of the car and stretched their legs As Andy was helping the others unload their gear he said listen you guys I've been thinking about what the guy at the gas station said about that escaped murderer If you want to call the whole thing off that's okay with me I won't tell anybody Bret started to say he was willing to call it off but Josh butted in first Nice try Andy he said But you're still trying to scare us into not staying here Then you'll tell everybody at school that we chickened out Yeah added Robert It won't work Just like that thing with the guy at the gas station who you told to scare us didn't work What are you guys talking about Andy asked I didn't tell him to say anything I'm just trying to help you out if there's something dangerous up here we'll we don't need you're help said Robert Just be here tomorrow morning to pick us up But don't come back too early We might want to sleep late he joked And have that 25 dollars ready shouted Josh You guys are still talking big said Andy Don't say I didn't give you a chance to back out Bret wished his friends hadn't been such big mouths in saying no to Andy's offer to leave But what could he do now He couldn't back out himself or his friends would never let him forget it Before getting in his car Andy gave Josh a flare gun Don't let anybody in the cabin and keep the door and windows locked he explained And if you get into any trouble just shoot off this flare Someone's bound to see it The three boys watched the taillights of Andy's car disappear down the dirt road in the twilight The sun had just set over the tops of the tall pine trees and it was getting dark fast The three friends settled quickly into the cabin stowed their gear away and started a fire to heat some of the cans of food they had brought with them After they ate they talked about what an easy bet they had made and they began to plan how they were going to spend the 25 dollars they would win We should have bet him 50 dollars said Robert with a laugh About 1000 the fire started to die down The boys realized that someone needed to go out and collect some firewood in the woods I'll go offered Robert It'll only take a few minutes he said pulling on his coat Maybe two of us should go Bret said Remember what the guy at the gas station said You're a chicken hooted Josh That was all an act that Andy set up Don't tell me you believe it well said Bret I didn't say I believed it Iuhjust think we should be careful that's all Hey don't worry about it Brettie I'll go with Robert Josh teased We'll be back to tuck you in and read you a bedtime story in a few minutes You didn't forget to pack your teddy bear did you added Robert Josh and Robert were laughing their heads off Ah knock it off you guys said Bret angrily At least take this flare gun with you He handed the flare to Josh The boys went out the door and vanished into the darkness around the cabin After they had been gone for what seemed like a long time Bret started to get worried He looked out the window But he saw nothingjust the faint outlines of the tall pine trees against the pitch black sky Where are they Bret wondered out loud There was plenty of wood right around the cabin Then it struck him that Josh and Robert were trying to scare him That's just like them he thought They're trying to make me think something's happened to them They think I'm a chicken About 10 minutes later Bret suddenly heard muffled screams coming from the woods Go Ahead you jerks said Bret You can't scare me After another 15 minutes Bret heard a loud pop and the night sky lighted up The flare exclaimed Bret Now they're trying to get me to go out there But then he heard nothing for almost an hour His watch said it was past 1100 The joke if it was a joke had gone on too long It wasn't funny anymore Where were they Bret had decided to open the door and call to his friends when he heard a sound outside It was the sound of heavy footsteps thudding up toward the cabin door There was another sound too like something was being dragged across the gravel in front of the cabin It was coming closer Now Bret was terrified He felt deep in his bones that this wasn't a joke He knew something horrible had happened to his friends He started to pile up against the cabin door everything he could findthe heavy wooden bed from the corner the table and chairs Their backpacks He even blew out the lantern and cowered near the stillwarm fireplace in the dark The dragging sounds got louder and louder When he heard a heavy thud on the front porch he thought that it was all over for him He tried to make himself small enough to hide in the corner of the cabin He couldn't stop shaking He tried to scream but no sound would come out And when he thought he couldn't be more afraid he heard from behind the pile of furniture at the cabin door a scratching The prisoner's trying to get in Bret thought in horror Then he heard a moaning that didn't even sound human Bret shrunk into the corner expecting every moment to be his last expecting the murderer to break in the door at any moment The scratching and moaning went on for what seemed like forever Bret was too terrified to even look at his watch All he could do was bury his head in his hands to keep out the horrible sound of the escaped man trying to get in and kill him like he had killed Josh and Robert Bret must have fallen asleep or fainted from fear He woke up the next morning to the sound of a horn beeping in front of the cabin He heard nothing elseno scratching no moaning He stood up stiffly from his hiding spot near the fireplace and walked to the cabin window He saw Andy sitting in his car He was blowing his horn and calling out Bret's name Feeling a tremendous sense of relief Bret began furiously cleaning away the furniture from the door He never wanted to spend another night in a cabin as long as he lived Bret flung open the door and started to run toward Andy's car But before Bret even stepped out on the porch he saw why Andy had stayed in his car There on the porch next to the door lay the bodies of Josh and Robert Their heads were crushed in And heir fingers were bloody from having scratched on the door to get in The Night of the Sasquatch In the mountain wilderness of Idaho a group of Boy Scouts was on its annual winter campout The trip was to last five days They would hike for two days into the snowy wilderness stay a third day at a remote cabin and then start the journey back Only the best Scouts could be allowed to make the trip Each fall the boys who wanted to go on the campout had to pass a rigorous wilderness survival test Leading the group was an Indian named Katooni a member of the Nes Perc'e tribe An expert on the wilderness Katooni was the descendant of people who had lived here long before the white man had come He knew all the stories and legends about the mountains Many Scouts made the long trip just to listen to Katooni tell his tales After two full days of hiking and an overnight stay in pup tents the Scouts reached the remote cabin To the weary boys it looked like a castle Inside were a number of bunk beds on which they rolled out their sleeping bags Soon a huge fire was roaring in the stone fireplace The Scouts were able to thaw out in front of the fire and cook a hot meal The cabin seemed a safe and cozy haven Later that night the boys gathered around Katooni beside the fire In a low voice he started relating some bit of ancient Indian lore The room smelled lightly of smoke The golden glow of the fire made shadows dance on Katooni's lined face The Indian spoke about his tribe and the battles they had fought to keep their lands As the boys hung on every word he told them about his people's belief that sprits lived in rocks and trees and animals and then he told them about Sasquatch The Sasquatch never show themselves to men said Katooni They live high in the mountains away from civilization But they have fewer places to go now There are too many people What do the Sasquatch look like asked one of the Scouts They are tall bigger than most men Hair covers their bodies and they have a strange Smell They fear nothing They just want to be left alone But if you threaten them they will attack you without mercy Another boy spoke up Have you ever seen one Katooni Looked into the fire I have seen their tracks a few times he said The track is like a man's foot only much bigger with claws I have seen the Sasquatch itself just once Many years ago not far from this place The boys sat quietly A few shuddering at the thought of meeting a Sasquatch Suddenly a mournful wail from deep in the forest pierced the silence Wooooooooooooo00000 Katooni sat upright cocking his head his hand held to his ear The Scouts started to murmur Quiet commanded the Indian Wooooooooooooooo The unearthly cry echoed through the night A wolf said the Indian Enough stories Time to sleep The Scouts crawled into their sleeping bags but it was a long while before anyone could fall asleep The next day the boys had forgotten all about the wolf They romped in the snow cut firewood and cleaned out the cabin They were so busy they didn't notice that Katooni had slipped away alone But by the time of the evening meal groups of two and three boys were going off in different directions calling for Katooni They returned at dark Their leader was nowhere to be found The boys ate their supper in silence Some of the younger Scouts were frightened The older boys tried to quiet their fears Katooni knows how to take care of himself said one He'll be back soon Yeah but why did he leave us alone Asked another No one had an answer During the evening the Scouts took turns looking out the window shining a flashlight into the wilderness As the sun had set it had begun to snow lightly at first but now more heavily The flashlight beam reflected only the large fluffy flakes In a corner of the room three of the Eagle Scouts tried to figure out what to do next The troop had planned to stay in the cabin two nights and one day They were due to leave tomorrow Instead they would have to stay and send out search parties to look for Katooni But on the following day they would have to start their hike back They did not have enough food to stay any longer As the boys made their plans the forest suddenly echoed with the same wail everyone had heard the night before Wooooooooooooooooooooo That doesn't sound like a wolf to me one Eagle Scout told the other It doesn't even sound like a coyote replied the other It almost sounds human The Scouts broke into search parties the next day They wandered about the forest all day calling Katooni's name but the hunt was fruitless The snow continued to fall and by evening nearly a foot had been added to what was already on the ground The younger boys were clearly worried about Katooni although they had confidence the Eagle Scouts would get them back home safely It was dark when the Scouts were finishing their supper The snow had stopped and the sky had cleared a full moon cast a bluish light on the newfallen snow Wooooooooooooooooooooo the boys froze when they heard the wail This time they were sure it was much closer Too close With no warning whatsoever the door of the cabin burst open Standing in the doorway was Katooni His heavy coat was shredded and stained with blood His face had been Mauled He stumbled weakly and grabbed the door for support Sasquatch' he groaned In another moment he slid to the floor Behind him stood the creature itselftall covered with hair and giving off a choking stench Three days later a couple of rangers made it to the cabin on snowmobiles Alarmed when the boys had not returned the Scouts' parent had alerted the authorities Calling to the boys the rangers approached the cabin They pushed open the door and looked around in surprise The boys' sleeping bags were still spread out on the bunks Remnants of food lay halfeaten in mess kits Coats and boots were scattered about But there was no sign of life Only a small blood stain on the floor by the door pointed to foul play The Scouts had simply vanished The rangers circled the area on their snowmobiles but there were no leads to follow the snowstorm had obliterated any tracks that might have been there Using their mobile radio they called back their unfortunate news then prepared to stay the night the rangers had just finished eating supper when they heard it Woooooooooooooooooooo

Justin Bieber

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Kyiku Kaiden VEVampy

only1momo — Mon, 11 May 2009 08:59:14 MDT

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Kyiku She lays in the tall cat tails the wind softly blowing her dirty blonde hair She takes a breath of the crisp night air Kaiden He walks silently through the tall cat tails the wind tossing his hair about his facehis precense was hard to detectbut he could be heard walking Kyiku She hears the sound of slight footsteps drawing nearer her She lightly springs to her hands and knees and backs into a more secluded area to watch the passer Kaiden He hears her movement and turns his head towards her as he passed by Kyiku She reaches out as he passes and takes a firm grasp on his anckle still consealing her figure Kaiden He stiffened stopping in midstep Come out from there He said softly Kyiku She lightly steps out her outline in the shadows almost ghost like She speaks befor she is in the light her feminine voice clearly revealing her gender Allo Kaiden He smirks well hello there he brushes his hair away from his face Kyiku She circles him once stopping and turning to face him half her face with a maroon outline being concealed in the shadows She smirks What brings you here Kaiden Just though it was a nice night to go on a walkafter taking a nap for most of the dayHe watched her his midnight black eyes following her movements Kyiku She smiles being carefull not to show her fangs Her voice is sweet Ah nice night She pauses looking up at the night sky So true Kaiden He sniffs the night air the wind tossing his hair around the tattoo of his vampire clan momentarily flashed into view Kyiku She notices the marking and giggles abit So what be ye name Kaiden My name is Kaidenand what are you giggling about He raised an eyebrow at her Kyiku She brings a hand up to her lips trying to siece her giggling Oh nothing Just thinking about somthing Kaiden He raised his eyebrow And what are you thinking aboutmay i ask Kyiku She places her hand by her side once again speaking in a flirty voice Just somthing that we have in common Kaiden He begins to circle her And what may that be Kyiku She watches him as he circles her a few times She then reaches out with a gental hand and brushes his hair off the tattoo as he walks by She smiles at him Kaiden He smiles back at her you are something arent you Kyiku She tucks her chin in twards her shoulder and continues to follow him with her gaze She giggles abit Still not speaking Kaiden He chuckled and starts walking around a butterfly landed on his nose Kyiku She turns tward him and extends her arm letting the butterfly crawl onto her finger she brings it up to her face for examination She looks at it abit then looks over at him smiling Kaiden He chuckles butterflies always love to land on my face He watches her Kyiku She meanders over to him and stands next to him leaning her head on his shoulder She looks up at him her eyes glistening She then turns her gaze back to the beautiful creature while she speaks Tis cute both the butterly and you Kaiden He gives her a tight hug Why thank you thats so nice of you he smiled Kyiku She smiles as he hugs her Once the moment is over she looks at him Tis true though And if you know me You know I don't lie Kaiden He smiled at her Did i tell you you're so sweet He ruffled her hair Kyiku She blushes and giggles Thanks covers butterfly with her other hand so as not to let it hear She whispers to him Your cuter though Kaiden He blushed a light shade of red and pats her head Kyiku She closes her eyes tightly as he pats her she then flips her hair a few times to reposition it infront of her eye She then smiles and holds the hand with the butterfly up in the air the beautiful thing flying up into the night Kaiden He watched her with a smile and then watches the butterfly fly away Kyiku She turns back to him leaning in and kissing him on the cheek she then giggles alittle Turning around and skipping off into the night looking over her shoulder to see if he was following her Kaiden He blushed lightly and watches her for a moment as she skips off and then startes to follow her Kyiku She hides behind a tree off some distance infront of him not seeing him behind her She can hear him approaching and right when she sees him pass the tree she grabs him and pulls him in pinning him up agaist the tree with her body She smiles flirtily at him Kaiden Wah He cries out as she grabs him What are you doing He smirked at her toothly his fangs showing a bit Kyiku She giggles turning her shoulder in to face him revealing the same brand Only the one last number different from his own Kaiden His eyebrow shoots up Woah now thats just scary He smirked at her with a sort of flirtiness Kyiku She softens her grip on him abit to see what his next action would be her gaze unchanging Kaiden He reached his hand and touched her cheek softly he smiled and looked around Kyiku She rubs her cheek agaist his hand closing her eyes while doing so Kaiden he chuckled softly You are such a charm He spoke softly to her he runs his thumb over her cheekbone Kyiku She opens her eyes slowly at him the same grin on her face Is that a good thing She arcs a slender brow at him Kaiden Yes thats a good thing He smiled at her it sounds like a good things doesnt it Kyiku She tilts her head to the side in thought Yes It does But just making sure She pins him up agaist the tree even more her body now fully against him she smiles at him her eyes half closed Kaiden He watches her silently and chuckles and runs a hand through her hair then he started humming a soft tune Kyiku She closes her eyes at his tune and grins softly feeling his fingers in her hair She has no toughts about her next action She takes a deep sigh Kaiden He closes his eyes and keeps humming the tunehe relaxes feeling the comfort of the night's darkness around him Kyiku She goes limp at the sound of his voice and falls to her knees infront of him overcome by the tune Kaiden he opens his eyes at the movement and looks at her with slight confusion he stops humming for a second Kyiku Her body moves in a small circle then she collapses as he stops humming her body drained of energy She hits the solid cold ground with a 'thud' Her eyes closed and barley breathing Kaiden He watched her with alarm and shook her softly Are you alright He bit his lip tasting the blood in his mouth Kyiku She mumbles softly sluring her words terribly She opens her eyes abit to look up at him unable to move Only a glimmer of lust and love in her eyes They then flutter shut once more Kaiden He picked the up into his arms and held her close placing his cheek to her forehead Kyiku She looks up at him slightly as he pickes her up A slight smile on her face Her eyes portraying a deep longing for him saying almost as kiss me now Kaiden He straightens and looks down at her leaning down his face only inches away from hers a small smile on his face Kyiku She smiles softly her eyes only half closed Just do it already She knows him intentions and wants him Kaiden He kisses her softly but slightly hesitantly Kyiku She closes her eyes feeling his hesitance She stiffins in his arms Not to sure what to do next Kaiden He puts her down on a rock sitting besides her watching her silently Kyiku She sits on the rock her expression saddened by his reaction She looks off into the distance her chin apon a clenched fist Thinking of what she did wrong Kaiden He wraps his arms around her pulling her onto his lap with a small smile The tips of his fangs showed Kyiku She turns her head over her shoulder to look at him a smile coming to her face followed by brightening eyes She dosn't know what to say to him Kaiden He watched her silently and ruffled her hair You're such a charm He said softly Kyiku She giggles slightly bringing a hand up to her lips to silence herself She purses her lip thinking Well your such a hottie She ruffles his hair back Kaiden He chuckled softly and watches her kissing her gently but less hesitantly Kyiku She gasps slightly as he kisses her her eyes wide She then relaxes in the moment and closes them kissing him back She thinks of what he was thinking about wondering what it was like to be him Kaiden He watched her his gaze was gentle as he looked over at her You're quiet what are you thinking about Kyiku She glances over at him not shifting her body only her eyes She then lets her gaze wander about Just what it was like to be you for that moment in time still pondering it acctually Kaiden He smiles and strokes her softly not taking his gaze off of her Kyiku She sits up straight and turns herself twards him She tilts her head to the side abit showing slight confusion Why do you keep looking at me like that Kaiden No reason He turned his gaze away slightly Do i have to have a reason Kyiku She giggles kissing him on the cheek lightly No I was just wondering I like the attention from such a handsome fellow Kaiden He chuckled Am sure you do He hugged her tightly And are you happy Kyiku She smiles it seeming to streach from ear to ear She giggles cutely in his arms Of course I'm happy I'm filled with joy just being next to you Kaiden He ruffled her hair Am glad that you are happy He grinned at her Kyiku She continues to giggle trying to pull free from his grasp worried about her hair She finally sits upright and blows her bangs out of her face Smiling at him very happily How could I not be happy Kaiden he shrugs and pokes her playfully I dont knowam not a girl He smirks Kyiku She wrigles at his poke a huge smile on her face and her eyes closed tightly as she giggles She then scootches over to him so her side is against his She then leans her head on his shoulder True It would be kinda akward if you were Kaiden I cannot even imagine what being a girl would be like He said in a joking tone of voice while looking at her with a smirk Kyiku She nudges his lightly with her shoulder still giggling She opens her eyes slowly to look at him as she takes a deep breath after laughing It's alot of work The hair the cloths the giggle control She covers her mouth with wide eyes as she realizes what she let slip out She looks over at him embarrased whoops Kaiden He laughs softly and ruffles her hair Its okyou dont need to be embarassed Kyiku She shakes her head to try to get her hair back in place She then blows her bangs back alittle to show her eye How could I not be The only thing I've found to reduce jiggle is a really tight bra You can't breath in it though sighs Kaiden He looked at her and blinked softly Please try not to discuss girl business with me He said with a mocking look I dont take well to that having lives with only males and i live in a housefull of male vampires so am not used to girl fashion that much He kissed the top of her head Kyiku She blushes as he kisses her She then looks up at him with her big emerald eyes You do That must be weird only guys hhhmmm She thinks a little Do you think I could meet all your room mates Kaiden That depends He grinned at her On their mood many of them do not take well with strangers when in a bad mood He prodded her side gently Theres 10 of us some of the vamps dont belong in the clan but our leader lets them stay Kyiku She shrugs Do you think they'll like me She gets up and does a twirl infront of him She then looks at him sweetly I am cute after all Am sure they will He said cheerily I wish i could take you now but theres been a little trouble within the clan these daysHe said looking up at the sky Kyiku She hurrys to his side and holds his arm stroking it slowly and softly Her eyes worried What's matter with the clan Kaiden Its nothing really just a little feud with eachother He chuckles Its rather funny but its deadly dangerous He sighed and looked at the ground Hunters have invaded our territory He added Kyiku She kisses him softly on the cheek Aww I wouldn't want to have anything happeen to your friends And what do you meen hunters Kaiden Vampire hunters there's camps all over our territory were trying to get rid of them but more and more keep comingcursed humans He muttered darkly Kyiku She looks thoughtful for a second I could get rid of them for ye It will cost you though She acts all sexy and inocent as she looks at him Kaiden He blinks at her Theres no need to get you involved in this He said softly We're working on itas log as they dont go near the house we're fine He said sounding cheerily Kyiku She puts on a puppydog face Can I help you anyway I don't want to see me baby hurt She sits on his lap and brushes a hand on his cheek turning his face to look at her She kisses him for a few moments Then looks at him still with her hand on his cheek Kaiden He kisses the hollow of her throat Well i must admitt after a frightening ly high number of killing almost hitting 300 deaths the have left the house alone but are camped on the borders of our territory He chuckled Am still not putting you in this He smiled an uneven smile Kyiku She looks at him flirtily What if it's not your choice What if I want to be by your side I will go on my own accord to help Kaiden Then i will stop you He grinned at her there's no way am letting you into the death trap that is our territory He poked her side Kyiku She glares at him a sad expression on her face She gets up off his lap and walks to a corner in the field to pout Not looking back or speaking to him as she does so She does a fair flip as she is walking off Hmmmppppffff Kaiden He shakes his head softly getting up and following her swiftly in less than a second he was right besides her Now dont get mad at me love Kyiku She turns her head the opposite way and continues walking looking away from him Still not speaking Kaiden He sighs Look am not trying to make you mad if you just uderstood why i cant let you go there He said softly Kyiku She whirls around to face him still pouting Why not I want to go She stamps her foot on the ground Kaiden Please dont be difficult He sighed everyone is stressed and at the point of snapping including me so try not to be difficult with me He looks at her his eyes pleading Kyiku She closes her eyes half way looking at him and smiling I do believe that you called me somthing a few moments ago What was it again She puts a hand on his cheek Kaiden Was it love He asked her brushing a stand of hair away from his eyes then putting a hand on hers Kyiku She turns to face away from him backing up so that her back is against his chest Yes that was it Is that true She grinds a little on him Kaiden He kisses the side of her neck softly Ofcourse it is He whispered softly into her ear wrapping his arms around her waist Kyiku She stops giggling as he kisses her That's so sweet No one has ever told me that Kaiden Thats very hard to believe considering how cute you are He chuckled as he rubbed her stomach softly Kyiku She places her hands on his as he speaks swaying side to side a little It's true I have always been though of as an outcast being a vampire among humans That's why I said that I could get rid of them for you If they find out i'm in love with you they will leave you and your friends alone Kaiden He kisses the side of her neck and under her jaw They only been there a few weekstwo of my clan mates must be wiping out atleast half of them again as we speak but that idea could always work am not sure how the others would take it but we have no secrets in the clan He said thoughtfully Kyiku She looks up at him in worr Killing them Now We must hurry I can't let them kill my father She looks around the feild franticly Wich way Kaiden He looked confused for a moment to the east He pointed out and let out a high pitched whistle in warning to his clan mates Kyiku She grabs his hand and runs pulling him behind her She just heads east not knowing where she is going Wich way now I am just running blindly Kaiden Just keep heading east for about 5 miles then turn a bit south for 3 miles and then eat again till you smell human bloodour whole territory is rank with it He said softly Kyiku After a few minuets she is on thier territory she smells the rank stench of blood She keeps running running right on to the battle front She looks tword the humans Father She yells out over the ruckus All the fighting stops and all the vamps turn to look at her Father She hollers again Kaiden He drifts a bit away from her keeping his eyes on the ground growing something in an unknown language to his clan mates Kyiku She hears no reply and falls to her knees her head hung low She looks around her on the ground and finds a dagger She takes it in her grasp and begins slicing her wrists and jabbing at her forearm Seeing no point to live Kaiden He blinks in surprise by her actions and grabs her arms Stop itHe growled softly ignoring the ten pairs of eyes on him Dont hurt yourself He whispered soothingly Kyiku She looks up at him her eyes filled with sorrow and pain She feels the scarlet blood running down her arm She stands up and clings to him Begining to cry He's gone Kaiden Shhh its ok he whispered to her whiled waving his clanmates awaythey disapeared in an instant He may yet be alive Kyiku She continues to cry feeling the blood still running down her arm and dripping off the end of her elbow onto the leaves How can he be Kaiden He might just be wounded He said soothingly Go and look for him He offered looking around with a sigh Kyiku She looks up at him her eyes still watery I shall She turns from his grasp and runs a few steps Turning back around to look at him I'm sorry and goodbye She turns and runs off into the unknown finding the nearest blade and slitting her throte with it knowing there was no hope and that her father was dead smelling his blood on the breeze Kaiden he looks after her puzzled and involuntarily going after her one of his clanmates followed no far behind him Kyiku She lay there gasping for air feeling the blood gush on her neck She reaches a hand up and places it on the wound getting her fingers bloody She looks at them and smiles still gasping Kaiden He kneeled down besides her his expression was blank yet there was a dark fire in his eyes I knew i shouldnt of brought you here Kyiku She pushes herself up kissing him lovingly once again She looks at him still gasping and trying to speak I love you Kaiden Don't ever forget Kaiden He looked at her taking her hand away from her wound and pressing his hand against it looking around to noticed that his clanmate has spontaneously dissapeared again I'll take care of youHe whispered to her Let me heal this for you he controlled his voice Kyiku She looks at him the light in her eyes slowly fading from blood loss Can You She stammers gasping Kaiden Shh He said softly Dont speak He placed her on the ground removing his hand from her wound he bent down near it and licked her wound shut and bit his wrist placing it against her mouth drink He comanded Kyiku She did as he said and drunk hi blood She must have admitted that this was the first time she had had a real meal in quite a while She felt her heart beat slowing and she didn't feel the pain anymore She looks up at him her eyes showing a deep longing for him Kaiden He removed his hand from her mouth and bent down to kiss her deeply Are you alright now He whispered against her lips Kyiku She tryed to speak between kisses Yes with you by my side I will always be alright no matter what She places an unsteady hand on his cheek Kaiden You should rest now He said softly picking her up in his arms and sat with his back against a tree Kyiku She picks up his wrist and looks at it then begins to lick the blood from his wound She looks up at him while doing so She then rests her head on his shoulder and sighs still holding his injured wrist in her hands Kaiden He looks at her lovingly and starts to hum a tune that he often hears around the househe was aware of his clanmates peering at him from their hiding spots Kyiku She sighs and drifts to sleep liking the melody of his tune She is soon asleep in his arms Kaiden He watched her silently waiting for her to wake even though she had just gone to sleep he occasionaly stroked her cheek Kyiku She nuzzles against his arm every time she feels his touch She smiles big enjoying being in his arms Kaiden He chuckled softly afraid of moving because he knew that it would wake her and she needed her rest instead he just gazed of into nothingnes not really seeing anything Kyiku She hears the rustle of his clan mates about the forest in her sleep She whimpers sometimes almost as if she was afraid of the sound She slowly blinks awake realizing she is still holding his injured wrist She looks up at him with a warm gaze She then pushes herself up and kisses him not caring who is watching Kaiden He was snapped out from his daze by her kiss Huh did i wake you He said softly looking at her Kyiku She blinks slowly up at him No ye didn't wake me Tis other things that did Kaiden Hmm maybe we should get out from here He looked around hearing the sounds of a small fight nearby Kyiku she looks off into the distance I want your mates to stop fighting my halfkin are packing up and leaving There is no need to kill any more that I love Kaiden He sighed and nodded Vampires can hold a grudge for a long time He said as he walked in the direction of the small fight Kyiku She follows the sweet breeze that just blew across her nose she snifs it recognizing the scent She turns back to him and grabs his arm as she runs by him Pulling him along She runs through th forest following the smell until she reached a meadow filled with pink and purple lilys She picked a few and handed them to him kissing him as she did so Kaiden He chuckled nervously as she handed him the flowers kissing her back softly Kyiku She feels his nervousness and stops kissing him She turns and walks away letting his hand slip from her grasp as she moved off Kaiden He looked at her puzzled and walked after her putting his hands on her shoulders What's wrong love Kyiku She looks back over her shoulder as she walks smiling at him then looking forward again and continuing to walk Kaiden He follows her curiously Am guessing nothing is wrong then He said with a raised eyeborw Kyiuk The figure he is following turns to sparkles and blows off in the wind the real Kyiku watching him from a near by tree Awwaiting to see his reaction to the demon puppet Kaiden He blinks softly looking around with a frown Well this is interesting He said softly to himself as he looked around growling softly Kyiku She flys out of the tall oak to land behind him she puts her hands on his shoulders and whispers in his ear I wanted to see what you'd do I'm surprised you didn't notice when I switched places with the puppet Can you think of a time where I might have She runs her fingers through his hair flirtily kissing up and down his neck as she did so Kaiden He narrowed his eyesNo I cant He said annoyedly a shiver running down his spine he reached back and poked her belly Kyiku She giggles as he pokes her and steps infront of him taking his arms and putting them around her She leans back into him Enjoying his comfort and warmth Kaiden He sighs softly i feel like jumping of a cliffif you dont mind i'll just go find one near the ocean He said poking her Kyiku She looks back at him worry flooding her eyes like a storm cloud Why What's wrong Kaiden for one i cant die that easily and secondly am boredi cant go home and theres no werewolves to beat up He said looking at her Kyiku She looks up at him her eyes tearing up and rolling down her cheeks She pulls out of is grasp and sits down a few feet from him sobbing Kaiden He frowned at her Whats wrong now He asked This isnt somesort of trick again is it He walks over to her kneeling infront of her putting his hand on her knee Kyiku She dosn't look up at him as he speaks she finally does after a few moments I'm not enough Kaiden What are you talking about love He said looking at her with a confused expression Kyiuk She continues to look at him her expression unreadable being so mixed and jumbled up with emotions You want to die And you arn't the least bit interested in me You said your bored Kaiden He blinked Thats not what i meant at all and you knowi cant diei love you okwe all need to have some funmy favorite way to have fun is cliff diving He looked at her with a small smile Kyiku she looks at him with the same expression You know I'm different then you don't you I'm a half breed I CAN die easily and I don't like thinking about you getting hurt Plus I know of other ways to have fun Kaiden You wont die unless you hit the rocks He looked at herthe water is really niceHe looked at her unless you want to be all boring and hang out in fields all day Kyiku she puts a hand on his shoulder and kisses him looking deep into his eyes almost to say Please don't Kill me now Just do it She looks away Kaiden He sighs softly So what do you want to dohang out in the woods all day Beat up a werewolf or two Somwthing He asked herhe wasnt a guy who was used to doing nothing Kyiku She looks at him drying up her tears We could do other things couldn't we I just don't want to see my baby hurt Kaiden He raises his eyebrow at her Can you ride a horse He said Being with a girl is so hard when i grew up with males all my life am used to danger and wrestly and all that guy stuff He said softly Kyiku She nods then looks out into the woods whistling In the distance you could hear a loud fourbeat gate Running twords them She smiles at him as her gray mare bursts from the bushes and stops behind her This is Skyler

Avril Lavigne

gamasutra — Sun, 10 May 2009 23:17:12 MDT

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Woman of Tattoo

Nanaicas — Fri, 8 May 2009 16:14:36 MDT

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star tattoos

shortstuff8908 — Sun, 10 May 2009 08:08:01 MDT

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Kick it like Beckham

Janjin — Sun, 10 May 2009 14:56:18 MDT

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THE INFAMOUS JACOB PRICE HOUSING PROJECTS

9in1der — Tue, 12 May 2009 22:20:31 MDT

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I GOT MY LIFE MOLDED IN THIS HOODALONG WITH THE GOOD THE BAD AND THE UGLY POWER MONEY RESPECT VIOLENCESEXGRIME N CRIME MURDERCOCAINECRACK TO THE DOPE GAME PERIOD WHAT EVA IT WAS MY HAND WAS IN ON ITSHOWING YUNGSTAS THE PROPER WAY OF CHEFFIN MELT OR PITCHIN STONESI WAS THE CAPO TO COME TO FRESH OUT DA PEN THEY CAME TO MEAFTER A KITE WAS FLOWN BACK FROM DA PENN FOR MEYOU HAD TO HAVE DONE 5 YRS OR MORE TO PASSNBRAKE BREAD WITH ME I DIDN'T FUCK WITH NIGGAZ WHO HOLLARD AT ME OUT OF THE BLUETALKIN BOUT YOU KNOW DRE KNOW WHAT IM TALKIN BOUT TALKIN BOUT WHAT NIGGA KNOW WHAT MUTHAFUKA GET DA FUK OUT MY FACE NIGGA OR I HEARD YOU WAS DOING BIG THANGZ TYPE SHIT EVEN IF I WAS I DENIDE IT TO EM LIKE ICEMAN COMERNIGGA I DON'T RUN WIT SUCKA ASS NIGGAZ WHO I FOUGHT WITH GROWING UP IN DA HOOD NIGGAEVEN IF JODY PUT HIS FOOT IN HIS MOUTH NIGGATELLIN MY BIZ TO YOUR PUNK ASS 2 ZONES OF WHAT I DON'T KNOW YOU WHAT YOU TALKIN BOUT MAYNE I DENIED THEM DAYAK AND DAPAKPLAYIN DUMB THEN MUFUKA BOUT MY BIZNEZZ I DIDNT THROW NO PAK TO A 18 MONTHS SNITCH ASSBITCH ASS NIGGA EITHER I HAD TO GROW UP WITH YOU NOT AROUND YOU MY NIGGAZYOU HAD TO BE PERSONALY VOUCH FOR BY MY STAND UP NIGGAZ FRESH OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL OR FRESH OUT MY BARBER CHAIR I PERSONALLY RECRUITED FOR MY 1 HUSTLAS AND LET THEM MOVED UNDER THE RADAR FOR MY CRIME N GRIME FAMILIA TO TRAPP DAT DOUGH YALL NIGGAZ KNOW WHO YOU ARE TRUE RIDAZ WHO DID THEY TIME AND KEPT THEY MOUTH SHUT LIKE MY CUZIN NORBERT MARSHALLCHEIF YALL BITCH AZZ NIGGAZ CAN SAY WHATCHA WANT ABOUT HOMAD BUT THAT NIGGAZ A TRUE SOULJAH NEVA SET ME UP OR SNITCHED ON A CAPO LIKE ME THEM THREE NIGGAS DID FED TIME WITHOUT DRAGGING ME OR MY OPERATION IN IT LOVE YALL NIGGAS FOR KEEPIN IT 1HUNID ON MY MOMMA SOULI STAYED STAKIN BREAD WHILE YALL WAS IN 1 BREAD BRAKER OF ALL TIME MY LIL SOULJAH BUTTA GRIFFEN WE STAYED STACKIN THAT GUAP COTTEYCHUMPLYNDON CRUMESTERANCE MARSHALLRICK MARSHALLMIKE WILLIAMSRANDY HAMBRICK WHO LET ME PITCH MY 1ST PAKPRETTY RICKY JENNINGSERIC BEASLEY BIG BUG SIMPSON EDGAR AND RODREGIS HAMSMIX CHRIS COURLEY KARREM LANEJODY HOCKER MIKE BASEY SR MARK JEFFERSON BE FOR HE TOLD ON ELL SIMPSON TODD WHATLEY rip WINK MARTIN MY SOULJAHS THIS IS WHERE THE SHIT WENT DOWNIN BETWEEN ALL DAT A LOT OF MUTHFUKAZ CAUGHT A ASS WHOOPINEVERDAY CONCRETE SCRAPPIN FROM ME OR MY PARTNAS A FORIEGN NIGGA CAUGHT A WHOLE LOTTA OF HOT 1's LET LOOSE FROM ME AND KARMA RETURNED FIRE ON MY BLACK ASS ON MORE THEN 1 OCCASION TOO AND BEAT DOWN A WHOLE LOTTA MUTHAFUKAS TOO BALEDAT WITH NO REGRET OR REMORCE AT THAT POINT AND TIME IN MY LIFE I HAD A VERY SHORT FUSE THENTHE MUTHAFUKA AKA HERE COME DIS CRAZY MUFUKA NAME DRE DOEA GANG OF MUTHAFUKS ALL ROLLED UP IN 1 NIGGA 40 YRS OF TURMOILWARAND JUST CAUGHT UP IN SHITWAS WAGED ALL ACROSS THE TRISTATE AND A INTERNAL WAR BETWEEN MY GOOD SPIRITNMY EVIL DEMON SPIRIT THAT EVENTUALLY GOT TAMED BY OUR CREATOR GOD I WAS LOVE BY MANY AND HATED BY FEWI INTIMIDATED MY HOOD WITH FEAR AND THE INNOCENTELDERLYAND CERTAIN WOMEN WHO DIDN'T BUMP THEIR GUMS TO ME YOU WAS KOOL BUT I DEFENDED THEM TO THE DEATH ON MY MOMMA AND FILMED A WHOLE LOTTA HOES IN MY NOW INFAMOUS FUNKYS FLIXXX MY PERSONAL X RATED EXPLOITS AND MOPVIE OF ALL TIME I FUCK A WHOLE FAMILY OF BITCHS LOTTA WOMEN LADYSSTUCK UP BITCHESSO CALLED SHY MUTHAFUKIN HOES MILF'SVERY FEW OF MY REAL NIGGAZ SISTERS MAYBE THEY HALF SISTER'S CAUSE I DIDN'T ASK A BITCH AT THAT TIMENA IM JUST PLAYINI DID KNOW AND THEY KNEW TO LOL MY NIGGAZ THEY DIDN'T GIVE A FUK NIGGAZ CUZINS WHO EVA JPH PROVIDED YOUNG PUSSY OLD PUSSY EVEN BITCHES I THREW OUT MY MOMMA BACK WINDOWDOLOs DUSTY ASS MOMMASWIFTLOL IF THEY INSISTED N ARGUED WITH ME THEY ASS WAS GOING OUT DA WINDOW THE HARD WAY HEAD 1st SHIIIT IN MY YOUNGER DAYS IWAS LIVIN WITH MY MOM DUKESSO WHEN THEY BEAT DOWN HER AP DOOR MY MOM MRSBETTY INGGULSNMY AUNT ADLAY REYNOLDS SHIT THEM 2 WOMEN MENT BIZNEZZ AND BIG RAYMOND HOLLEY HAPPEN TO BE LOOKIN OUT THE WINDOW AT THAT SAME TIME SEEN DAT HOE GO OUT ON HER HEAD SCRAPED N SLPIT PITCHED STRAIGH DA FUCK OUT ON HER MUTHAFUKIN HEAD HER BCK SIDE AND HEAD WAS SCRAPE NSLIT DA FUK UPHAHAHAHA LOL ERY BODY LIVE IN DIRECT ON REAL MY LIFE HD TVEE MY NIGGAZ REAL TALK THE 2nd FLR WINDOW TOSSED OUT OF APT 105 JPH BIG RAY WILL TELL YA DA TRUTH REAL TALK IN BROAD MUTHAFUKIN DAY LIGHT 1030 AM IN DA MUTHAFUKIN MORNING APRIL 1986 SUMMER 1988 MY BLACK ASS TO DID SOME JUMPING OUT OF WINDOWS TOAT MY BABY MOMMAS OLD APT AT THAT TIME 134JPHSHE DIDN'T KNOW I BE FUCKIN HER IN THE FUTURE DOE AND HAVIN A BABY I DIDN'T KNOW THAT SHIT NEITHER IN 1988 TONY COLLINS MY WITNESS AND THEN LIL TONY BOLDLY TOOK MY MUTHAFUKIN CLOTHES N SHOES LAUGHIN HIS ASS OFF IM BUTASS NAKED MY BLACKASS DICK SWANGINNNUTZ HANGIN AS USUAL MAN HE WAS TRIPPEN DAT NIGHT BUT HE KNEW THE CONSEQUENCES IF HE DIDNT GIVE ME BACK MY GEAR I WAS GONNA BEAT HIS MONKEY ASS HE WAS ABOUT 14YRS OLD WATCHIN A NIGGA BAIL OUT OF MSDORTHY's BACK WINDOW at APT134 JPH SHITI WAS FUKKIN HER COUSIN CARMITA AT THAT TIME RUNNIN A TRAIN WIT MY NIGGA I TOOK THE FRONT FUCKING THAT BTTCH STRAIGHT IN DA MOUTH SHE SWALLOWIN NUTNALL SLERP SLEERP BEYO00TCH HAHAHAHAHA ITS CIGARETTE TIME NOW YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN LOL MY NIGGA JODY HOCKER HANDLED THE TROUT HOES CREEPIN IN MY MOMS DUKES HOUSE STEPHENIE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE IM CREEPIN ON HOES 3WAYS WIT FREAK BITCHES FUKIN AND GETTIN BOSTONIAN FROM DAMN NEAR A WHOLE FAMILY OF BITCHES AND HOES UNDERCOVER DIKES N SO CALLED ALL WOMAN ONLY LESBIAN IN PRIVATE IN MY CRIB THEY WERE STRIGGLY DIGGLY BITCHES HOES HOODRATS SOME PUSSYNCASH AND A GOOD HOT MEAL WIT SOME BOMB ASS HEAD IT WIT DOWN MY NIGGA DATS REALLY HOOD SHIT I DIDN'T FUCK WITH I DEFENDED EM N STOUD UP FOR EM REAL TALK BUT IF I CAUGHT A WHIFF OF HATE BITCH TALKINBUMPIN YO GUMSSTUDDERING IN YO SQUEAKY LIL VOICE IN YOU I WAS LIKE A PIT WHO SMELLS FEAR IN A MUFKA EITHER YOU GOT BEAT DOWN HOSPITALIZED VOR SHOT FUKK UP OR MURDERD I DEFENDED MY HOOD WITH MY LIFELUVNHONOR BROKE THE POLICE AND THE SHERIFFS JAWS AND BEAT THEM KEYSTONE BITCH ASS WHITE RACIST KKK GOOD OLE BOYS MUTHAFUKAS AND I MADE THE GOOD OLE BOY KU KLUX HAND BOOK AND GOT RODNEY ED KINGED BURGER KINGED MARTIN LUTHER KINGED ALL DEM MUTHAFUKIN KINGS OF AFRICA MENJIMMY HALL THE RICESTHE ARNOLDS ANTHONYN MARVIN KENT STEWART BENNIE CONRAD LYNDON CRUMES JOHNNY PHIPPESJERRY BEDFORDTHE HOCKER BOYS UOBAY AKA PUGEY YOUNG WHO GAVE ME THE LIGHT OF MALCOLM X's LEGACY OPEN MY 3rd EYEWE PUNISHED THEM HOE ASS COP WITH BRUTALITY DAMN NEAR ALL MY NIGGAZ NEVER FEARED NO MAN OR THEM HOE ASS COPS ON DAT NOTE FUCK THE POLICES AND FUCK YOU HOES ASS BITCHASS MIKE THOMPSON UNCLE TOM BITCH AND YOUR MAMMIE FUNKY PUSSY MARLO THOMPSON YA BITCH NIGGA I FUCK YO FUNKY PUSSY MAMMIE AND YO 1ST WHITE BABY MAMA AND YOU PRETTY PIECE OF YOUNG TENDA ON 8TH STREET NIGGA I REMEMBER LAUGHING MY ASS OFF WHEN YOU USE TO BLOW BYE IN YOUR UNMARK CAR BITCH NIGGA ACTIN LIKE CRAZY YOU COULDN'T COME UP STAIRS LIKE A MAN GETTIN YO FEELINS HURT CRYIN NOW SHE COULD SUK A DICK MISS's SWALLOWS HAD YOU ALL GASED UP HEATED AND MY NIGGAZ THE 606 BOYZ RAN TRAINS ON HER TO MY NIGGA DARYLE COLLINS AS MY WITTNESS CAUSE YO MAIN TRICK BITCH WORK AT DA LAWYERS OFFICE 1997 NIGGA YOU KNOW BROKE WOOD OFF IN YO MAMMIE EVERY TIME I CUT HER HAIR A NIGGA BROKE WOOD IN MY BARBER CHAIR AND SHOT CUM ALL IN HER MOUTHNFACE AND ON HER WRINKLED OLD ASS OUTTA SHAPE BITCH THAT DAY IN MY OLD SHOP ON 12TH AND YO MAMIE CANT SUCK NO DICK BITCHN WHY AINT YOU TEACH HER SEEING HOW YOU SUCK UP TO DEM WHITE MUTHAFUKIN COPS IN KY I'M STILL HERE NIGGALIVEN NIGGA TO TELL ABOUT IT AND THE SAGA CONTINUES WITH MY 8 COP KILLAZSTRAIGHT FROM MY NUT SAK DEMAR LEBEARUDOUX 22YRS OLDBRANDON LINDSEY 19 YRS OLDANDRE HR INGGULS 13YRS OLD BABY KILLA MY TWIN BABY KILLAZ MALCOLM SHampampampampampampampampMALIK T INGGULS 10YRS OLD TO MY BABY BABY KILLA ELIJAH L INGGULS 8YRS OLD BABY KILLA DEAMON J INGGULS 7YRS OLD BABY KILLA JOVAN DEANDRE INGGULS 7YRS OLD THE SAGA CONTINUESMY DEVIN BLOODLINE I ONLY FEAR GODNO MANNO ARMYNO COPNO COUNTRY

Let me live my Life Let me be

ShaundaJ — Sun, 10 May 2009 14:45:58 MDT

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ME

skinnyp_2008 — Mon, 11 May 2009 00:09:32 MDT

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LET ME LIVE MY LIFE

Shenandoah National PK VA Pink Grasshopper Thats a Pink Katydid another view

blubman_photos — Mon, 11 May 2009 02:49:51 MDT

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This is the true colorsThanks to Ollid for the informationgtgtAs promised I did a bit of research on this View On Black and LARGEI didn't find anything on wikipedia however I found an interesting article on the net in french According to this paper pink grasshopers are extremlely rare cases and are still unexplained by scientists Possible reasons are mutation or albino casesFunnily enough there is a lot of scepticism around these cases and many scientists would decline this species as quotAcrididae photoshopensisquot Professor Dan Johnson former President of the Entomological Society of Canada wrote about thisquotMany species of Orthoptera have rare colour forms that are typically rose or pink in colour It is often found in the Acrididae and Tettigoniidae The rose form of some grasshoppers appears to be genetic The rose colour is not restricted to one species of family of grasshoppers and katydids but is is always rare In some cases the proportion of rosecoloured members of a local population may increase to as much as 10 but typically they are rare on the order of 1 per 1000 to 1 per 10000 or even rarer Pink Katydid AmblycoryphaLuling LA St Charles Parish Louisiana USAMay 14 2007Size smallHas anyone seen anything like this before Let me knowThankstag login or register to post commentsContributed by samanthaC on 18 May 2007 410pmLast updated 10 January 2009 959amI found one of these tooIn 2002 I my kids found a rare pink katydid like yours We live in Berrien County Michigan close to Lake Michigan We photographed it and then let it go It was a female Two years later in the same garden we found another a light one which was small like yours We kept it and it went through its morphing stage The beauty that emerged was really wonderful We let her go too much to the dismay of experts Since it is two years later again who knows We'll be on the lookoutDr Tom Walker in Florida was helpful University of Michigan has some good information and Lang Elliot an entymologistphotographer was helpful as well They all said that this is rare but not unheard of There are also yellow varieties Mari Maloney Watkins 13 June 2007 656am login or register to post commentsThats a Pink Katydid

Tears

Natahsia — Sat, 9 May 2009 11:51:46 MDT

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