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Mai Kobayashi

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Personality And Traits A quiet gentle girl Mai Kobayashi is the youngest daughter of Dr Kenzo Kobayashi the creator of the TLink System Despite her youthful appearance Mai is a rather mature person often providing support for her teammates Like her sister Aya she is a powerful Psychodriver and equally able to provide the psychic energy needed to utilize the RGun Powered which was intended for her to use alongside the SRX in order to unleash the HTB Hyper Tronium Buster Cannon combination attack Mai develops a close relationship more or less a crush with SRX Team pilot Ryusei Date History Mai Kobayashi is not biologically related to Dr Kenzo Kobayashi nor Aya She began as a test subject in one of Kenzo's research with the TLink System many years ago before the events of Original Generation occurred However a lab explosion stopped the experiment Mai was nowhere to be found and was presumed dead When the Aerogaters began their invasion of Earth a powerful Psychodriver called Levi Tolar the priestess of Judecca and leader of the invading forces ordered the Earth to surrender within 30 days or face utter destruction Refusing to give in the Earth forces would retaliate and eventually defeat Ingram Prisken and his RGun Rivale and many other Aerogaters This would prompt Levi to launch in the mighty Judecca acting as the living core for the machine and face the Original Generation cast During battle Radha Bairaban reveals to Levi Tolar that she is in fact the missing Mai Kobayashi Levi wouldn't hear of such words for she believed she was solely an Aerogater warrior Chance would come to the Original Generation cast when Levi started to receive a headache while losing control of Judecca Levi would be defeated and the Judecca destroyed but not before revealing the mass of Zfylud Crystals in Meteor3 was taking form into that of Septuagint The Earth forces would barely manage to destroy Septuagint thus ending the Aerogater invasion Mai Kobayashi would appear in Original Generation 2 as Kenzo's youngest daughter She would be assigned to the SRX Team for learning purposes and become the pilot for the upgraded RGun Powered However unknown to most of the cast Mai was in fact Levi Tolar after the lab accident Mai was kidnapped and brainwashed by the Aerogaters into thinking that she was Levi At the site where Septuagint was destroyed the remains of Judecca was found The core of the unit was discovered and inside lay Levi alive and unconscious Seeing an opportunity to use the Psychodriver to power the functional TLink System for the SRX they decided to treat her once again as Aya's sister Mai However Levi was still buried deep beneath Mai's subconsciousness and would try unsuccessfully to convince Mai to turn against her comrades and pilot the Judecca again But support from the cast especially Ryusei and Aya would prevent Levi's presence within Mai to control her and allow her to make her own decisions free from any influence Mai would choose to fight alongside the SRX Team for the rest of Original Generation 2 Levi Tolar's origins in the Alpha timeline is similar to the Original Generation timeline albeit the fact she was convinced to join the Londo Bell forces against the Aerogaters After being freed from the mindcontrol of Judecca Levi pilots the RGun and fights the invaders Levi would reappear in Alpha Gaiden piloting the mass produced Huckebein MkII in the final battle against Shu Shirakawa and his Neo Granzon When she appears in Alpha 3 Levi now goes by her original name Mai Kobayashi having recovered most of her memories News of Aya's apparent death after the SRX is nearly destroyed by Hazal Gozzo's Vaikran hits her hard but she is instrumental in making Ryusei recover his fighting spirit When the SRX Banpreios rolls out Mai becomes one of its supporting pilots but since Aya is not present the TLink System could not be utilized to the fullest of its abilities that is until the Alpha Numbers reach the Balmarian homeworld and rescue the captured Aya With her sister in the Banpreios the unit's capabilities are heightened thanks to the psychic abilities of the two In the animated Super Robot Wars Original Generation The Animation Mai appears as one of the bridge operators aboard the Hagane Her known PTs that shes piloted are Vaikul OG 1OGs Judecca Alpha 1 OG 1OGs Huckebein MK IIM PTX015L Wild Wurger L OG 2OGs RGun Powered Alpha 1 OG 2OGs Huckebein MK III Alpha 3 The one Mai is to be rp'd with when used for a futuristic setting is the Heckebein 008L EX which is a deep red or crimson colored MKII built by upgrading from either the Heckebein 008L or the remains of the Heckebein 008R

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2137 Muna Tykipet may i talk to you2138 Muna outside of this room2138 Nina yes of course2138 Muna walks to anouther room2138 Nina follows2138 Muna turns to Muna evil smile2139 Muna also looks at her2139 Muna also looks2139 Muna OO2139 Nina lets see how brave you arecharges at nina2139 Nina blocks attacks2139 Muna tackles Muna u have such long hairi don't rly like it puts out a candle turns it into scissors2140 Muna laughing like a retard2140 Muna would u do me 2 favors2140 Nina eating sweet stuff2140 Muna smiling ur crul ROad2140 Nina yes2140 Muna trying to get away2140 Muna points gun at her head2141 Muna points his gun at her head now now don't more2141 Muna move2141 Muna cuts her hair til it's as short as it is in the pictue or her dress2141 Muna her hair was like down past her butt2142 Muna now it's like 4 or 5 inches past her shoulders2142 Meebo Message Could not connect to network 2142 Muna smiles it's fine Muna2142 Muna slashes at her2142 Muna whoops2142 Muna slashes at her2143 Muna was kinda scared now just wishes Road hadn't cut her hair and the twins weren't holding guns to her2143 Muna first off try and cheer Muna up she should b happy 2144 Nina moves out of way pulling nina forward so kanda came super close to slashing ninabe careful yuuyou might hurt nina2144 Muna BITCH uses the bugs again2144 Muna XD2144 Muna i wuvs Kandas attck2145 Nina alrightand the other2145 Muna don't fall in love with her Tyki2146 Muna poking her head w gun u rly upset us when it was u and not Godess2146 Muna also poaking YEAH2146 Muna hehe pulling at Muna's clothes and arms just trying to bugg her2146 Nina barely dodged themur getting closer2147 Muna pulls knees to chin puts head on knees covers head with arms kinda crying2147 Nina i wont2147 Muna gets an idea HEY Skinn guess what Earl told us this girl is a sweet a living sweet2148 Muna smirks a little 2148 Muna sweet sweet sweet sweet 2148 Muna sudenly right infrount of her trys to stab through her stomach2149 Nina lookssweet2149 Muna OO2149 Muna yeah come and get it both moves away from her2150 Nina pulls nina semi infront of hernina gets stabed through her sideit goes through lena's stomach aswell2150 Nina a german shiscabob2151 Muna XD Nina's sad she can't even aviod getting grabed2151 Muna Nina grabs u i'msry2152 Nina lena grabed her staff and pulled hershe couldnt stop moving in time2152 Muna ok2152 Muna come on Skinn eat her up2153 Muna slowly backing up2153 Nina puts hand over stomachyou're not a very good shield nina2153 Nina sweetgoes 4 u2153 Muna u FURRIOUS2153 Muna u better not ur a Noah Tyki shes an Exorsist u can go now2154 Muna actually screams thats ew2154 Muna new2154 Nina goes back in roomstops skinnEarl doesnt want her hurtwhat were you doing2155 Nina they said she was a sweet2155 Muna noooooooooooooooothing2155 Muna sitting at table like she didn't do anything2155 Muna hmm sits2156 Nina has hand on sidekinda glaring at lena2156 Muna runs to tykihold on to his arm puts her face in it crying and making that gaspy breathe noise2156 Muna attacks with wild rage2157 Nina puts other hand on top of your headit's ok princess2158 Nina dodging as much as possiblesee now we're getting somewhere2158 Muna hmmmy my Road do u have something to do with that points at pile of Muna's hair2159 Muna continues2159 Muna still crying t Noahs are evilbut at least Tyki protected memaybe i can trust him2200 Muna well i cut her hair for her pulls hair tie from her hair and puts clips in it i think it looks better now it looks just liek the picture of her in the dress2201 Nina dodginggets hit by one attackkinda glarescalls 3 weaker akuma to themattack the exorsist2202 Nina akumas attack2202 Nina escapingsee you later sisterif u dont die of blood loss 1stescapes2203 Nina i was getting tired of being her so i sent her away2203 Muna sounds good 2 me2203 Muna XD2203 Muna dammit2203 Nina rubs your headits okdont worry2204 Muna piks u up u need to see a doctor2204 Muna holds on tighter butpulls head away to look at all the Noahs2205 Nina puts hand on his facethank you 4 protecting mesmiles2205 Muna i hurt u2205 Muna walking to hospital clinic2205 Nina it was an accident2206 Muna still2208 Nina Was geschah mit ihrrandom docter2208 Muna uhm2208 Nina Ich wurde gestochen2208 Muna they don't mean any harm2208 Muna pulls away from Tyki2209 Nina they're just playing2209 Nina whoops2209 Nina Ich wurde gestochen2210 Nina Ganz richtig Geben Sie ihr hier Wir werden auf sie aufpassen2210 Muna standing there dumbly2211 Nina kanda he wants you to give me to him so he can help me

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MeNaiset mag

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Care stopped the medication cycleRelationship crisis and burn out drove Jonna Nygren to take care of herself with medication and liquor People close to her found the lonely rock wife and took her to rehab 'Then I realized it isn't a shame to ask for help'JONNA NYGREN broken up with Ville ValoI returned stronger from the rehabIn the world of society columns Jonna Nygren 27 should have been a lucky girl There Jonna lives as a rock wife for the lead singer Ville Valo 30 of the most successful Finnish band Him She spinned around in celebritymodel events and got her own show to host at Moontv Subtv and latest MTVThe couple got engaged last summer in Provinssirock and instead of rings they got tattoos on their fingers and bought a house from Helsinki's most expensive neighborhood The fans cried for the taken Ville and Jonna got suggestions for an interview with the idea of 'Finland's most hated normal person' She declined for that story but in an other revealed that the couple were thinking of names for future children Ville praised the power of relationship and told that his lady was hoping for a winter weddingAt the change of the year mud was thrown over the dream headlines Jonna threw a fit in a bar and screamed holes in her mans ear Ville thought to be a gentleman shook the peace of the high class building made noise and threatened the neighbor The rocker ended up in jailIn the beginning of March there were news of the couples shock break up A few column weeks later Jonna ended up in an hospital Jonna says she has heard dozens of reasons and versions of why and in what care she ended up in Now shes feeling good enough to tell what was really going on behind the tabloidsThe most ridiculous comment came from a half acquaintance According to that I was partying so wildly after the break up that I ended up in rehab Right last months have been absolutely hilarious my life continuous May day Things really aren't the way everybody thinks they are Jonna corrects Well how are they then Going asleep and waking up with medicationIn the beginning of May the tabloids were screaming 'Break up from Ville drove to a vicious circleJONNA WENT TO REHABIn reality burn out and its self medication drove Jonna to rehab Jonna counts that her problems started about half a year ago When Ville was touring with Him Jonna lived alone in the couples' apartment and killed time with working Too muchReal life really wasn't just living as a rock wife Jonna has worked in restaurant business her whole working life and in addition to that has done modeling jobs and TVhosting The shifts at the favorite restaurants of Helsinki could stretch out to 3 am and waking up for the days hosting job was at 5am She started feeling overtired and irritated Even though the fatigue weighted heavy sleep didn't come I was always tense weepy and depressed Was so damn tired but just had to go on I was constantly taking more work although I wasn't feeling goodJonna started medicating her insomnia and bad feelingsWhen I got home in the evenings I drank red wine so I could relax Sleep on the other hand didn't come without tranquilizers or sleeping pills That lead to that I in the morning had to stuff my face full with caffeine tablets because the usual coffee wakening didn't help anymore she tellsOvertiredness stress and pressure of the relationship got deeper and worse It was a full job for Jonna to get out of her house and take care of the agreed shifts but still she couldn't recognize the condition she was getting intoIn that treadwheel I didn't even notice the symptoms of depression I felt violent anxiety and often felt like crying but didn't stop to think what was wrong with meThe final stop came in the middle of March when Jonna withdrew to her homeI was drinking by myself and was physically so dead tired that I couldn't even drag myself to the bathroom or the toilet Everything felt so overwhelming My friends came to visit and found me in the apartment in a confused state of mind I hadn't showered for a week I didn't have strenght for anythingThe friends stayed for the night to support Jonna and contacted her mother The psychiatricmother who works with youngsters who have drug problems understood immediately that now care was needed not scoldingOnly after the others came for help I realized that this is what I needed I felt enormously relieved It felt like a rock had been lifted from me when I was found and I got to say that I needed helpMother guided to rehabAlthough the ultimate reason for Jonnas sickness were depression and overtiredness firstly the drug dependence that had formed in the near months had to be taken care of Jonna was guided to the Aurora hospital in Helsinki but that didn't feel like the right place not in her or the doctors opinion With mothers advice she went to Pellas which is specialized for rehabitation In the connection you talk about drug rehab Though I wasn't doing drugs my medication dependency needed the same kind of treatmentJonna praises Pellas' 11person rehabitation center A homelike atmosphere and an intimate spirit dominated the little unitThe other recoveries were amazing personalities I don't remember laughing so much in ages We were able to laugh at ourselves and our restlessness That helped the recovery On the other hand you realized it isn't a shame to ask for help There are others alikeOnly in the rehab Jonna realized in what a bad shape she had been inShe portrays herself as a performer who tries to please everybody from friend to employerI like to take care of others That way you forget your own troubles A nurse in Pallas reminded me that now I was resting myself There I realized that I don't have to be a superwoman and assiduously assure that I can handle everything Its ok to say that I'm completely dead tiredPallas concentrates on resting discussing eating well and exercising Jonna had lost weight and was in a fragile condition so rehab and insomnia were tough for the body tooI did handiwork when I got an allowance for knitting needles They were forbidden in the house rules but luckily the nurses saw that knitting is an effective way for me to calm downJonna was in Pellas for a month During that time she was only in contact with her mother The rest of the world had to waitWhen the month came to close the thought of leaving was frightening I had gotten used to having support near My other life had been on pause for the whole treatment and I was nervous on what kind of pressures I would encounter in the outer worldAfter the rehab Jonna started therapy At first she had a threshold with talking to a complete stranger When the beginning reservedness was gotten over with the carerelationship became encouraging Therapy concentrates on taking care of the depression and finding out where it all started A therapist doesn't give you advice but helps you think and understandI have learned enormously about myself and realized how things are connected to each other and how our experiences affect us This has been an interesting journey in myself and it probably would suit everybody even if they weren't going through a dramatic stop like thisVille calls dailyThe relationship was ended over the phone VILLE DUMPED JONNA The engaged couples break was in the tabloids in the beginning of March It was told that Ville left Jonna with a text message Jonna doesn't talk about Ville and herself as we anymore Instead of a break up she would rather call it a break She doesn't want to chew over the reasons of the break hereWe were both drunk then one in Athens one in Finland We were having a war with text messages racingly sending each other mean bitchy messages It was a blunder episode of two drunkards where one was trying to focus on its job the other on keeping its head together Intoxication is the right state when going through these kinds of things sneers JonnaThe relationship that has laster for three years is on penalty until Ville gets back to Finland from his American tour when the couple gets to talk face to face The rumors of a complete break up are rubbishWe talk together on the phone daily Ville always calls when hes going to sleep and again when he has woken up We talk about this and that How are you eating porridge what are you doing watching a movieJonna reminds that every relationship has problems that are not supposed to be straightened out over the phone You have to talk these things through face to faceEven though it's hard to believe things have a habit of straightening out I have my idea on how things are gonna continue and where I'll in the end settle up in but thats between usFor now Jonna lives with her mother in Hyvink The excouples home in Kaivopuisto is on sale and Ville has gotten a new house from MunkkiniemiJonna admits that a traveling job caused pressure in the relationship but that staying apart also had its charm Both got time for their selves and the moments shared together are even more appreciated Jonna toured around with Him in few occasions for the longest she was with them on the American tour Jonna was also going to go to Australia and Japan but her sickness ruined the plansOnly on the road I realized what a hard job the guys are doing In the morning you wake up to do interviews then you transfer to where the gig is taking place In the night you move to the next target where the routines are repeated Glamour is far from it and everyone who manages tour life deserves respectIt also takes guts for them who stay at homeMaybe even more than for the one who leaves Jonna remarksThe one on the road has its traveling routines and can focus tightly on working but frustration and longing lurks to the one waiting at homeBut I don't blame the job for what happened between us When I got into the relationship Ville was already a successful rockstar and I did know where I got myself intoTo the brake up fuss Jonna takes a humorous standLuckily after it came the break up of the Kirvesniemis Jonna laughs dryly All respect to their relationship but from my point of view it was a relief that the public got something else to talk aboutThe seething gypsy bloodJonna threw a fit EARDRUM RIPPED In the end of last year Jonna screamed herself to the tabloids after a night that went too wild They were playing spin the bottle with a group of friends until Jonna lost her nerve and screamed so that the eardrum of Ville who was sitting next to her ripped If the hole had been any bigger Ville would have ended up on an operation table and Villes American tour would have been canceled I was told that for a eardrum to rip you need a 140 desibel shout It seems I have a voice that carries far Greetings to the boys of Nightwish here it goes Jonna smiles tamelyShe believes that one day this will be laughed about although now its shamefulNever in my life have I been so sorry about anything or to anybody then I am about that stuntJonna describes herself to be a mood person who cries as easily as laughs Emotions are not held backI let everything come out in the moment I feel like it My friends are used to it and let me rage for a while because they know I'll get back to normal soon I guess it's my seething gypsy blood says Jonna motioning to her gypsy grandfatherIt was probably the gypsy blood in her when she at the age of 8 told her mother she was moving out of Finland when she grows up Her friends would become hairdressers nurses and truck drivers she would be a traveler At the age of 17 she left to Helsinki for a few days holiday and forgot herself in her friends house for a month and later moved there entirely A few years later she ended up in New York just as spontaniously a one month holiday expanded to three yearsJonnas and Ville Valos roads crossed for the first time in 2003 when Jonna was visiting Finland She was slowly planning on returning to Finland but when the love flamed the plans speeded upJonna says she wasn't the least bit interested in standing in publicity next to Ville and didn't let it change her life She had gotten her own share of publicity with her jobs on MoonTV SubTV and now on MTV To gossiping Jonna has an uncaring attitudeHalf acquitances call and tell things on our behalf So what That doesn't feel like anything There are always lurkers and I don't view them as my friends We had a habit of sending SMS on who found the most 'bomb' headlineWhat doesn't piss you off anymore strengthens THE SICK LEAVE CONINUES STILL told the tabloids but Jonna is on the better half of the recovery Therapy continues regularly and Jonna has slowly returned to restaurant jobs When MTVs Headbangers ball returns from the summer brake Jonna will continue to host itRight after the rehab Jonna felt like the normal life wouldn't work She wasn't able to sleep and couldn't find a good rhythm The next phase was what doesn't kill pisses you off With the support of others I could carry on even if it was strength taking Then came the best phase of recovery What doesn't piss you off anymore strengthens I could look back and notice that jes I went through quite a mess but came through as a much stronger human I understand myself others and the society betterJonna used to think that exhaustion was a sign of weakness Close relations and doctors have praised her to be brave she did confess she needed help and even told the public about her hellGoing to rehab was the best opinion for me at that moment I wasn't the first definitely not the last and asking for help is nothing to be ashamed ofJonna is thankful for the support her friends gave her She hadn't realized how many people she had who cared about herThough then there are those who think I was in rehab because I was crazyJonna admits that she couldn't have survived without the help of her mother Mom knew that instead of condemnation understanding was needed It would have been easy to turn your back on your drunkard and take a condemnated attitudeMy mother was an absolutely fabulous help and the tough experience has brought us together Lets see when I bear to leave from her There we lay next to my mom my little sister and I Right now it's the safest place on earth